hmm..
It's been some time since i last posted..Anyway,..nothing much changed..except the fact that i quarrelled with her(again!)..It's not that i want things to be that way but sometimes i just can't give in to her any longer..i'm beginning to lose control again..ARGH!..THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING..haix..but i WILL NEVER REGRET saying those things to her..And i NEVER WILL ..cos i don't intend to give in forever..hmm..
one more thing..i DON'T LIKE BEING EMO!! it's just that my mind tends to think too much..
STELLE!! what i die??! you everytime say the same line de lor..Just to let you know that MOLLY IS ALL YOURS!..at least until my last paper..i'll take molly back once i'm done with my exams:))..
anyway,..made a bet with miss tay(history teacher)..i must and WILL get a B for history this time..i've been reding the textbook like it's a storybook..(my sis say de) haha..I'LL MAKE SURE MS TAY WILL TREAT ME TO LUNCH..actually..i don't really care about the lunch..just that my ego too big le..i don't like people to look down on me..BIG-HEADED right?? i know..haha..
okay larh..have to keep reading..just realised that history is FUN FUN FUN!! haha..can't believe i said that though..have to thank miss tay bah..for planting that sudden interest..okayokay le..bye..

haiyo..i don't know why stelle is so obsess with MOLLY larh..so entertaining meh??air molecule only mah..haha..
Anyway,went to coffee bean with yanshuang yesterday..to study..couldn't find anyone to pei me go out at first..then saw her..she asked me to go larh..took the bus already then she suddenly remembered that she had to see tiger cos she was late that morning..985's fault if not wrong..dun0 wad bus driver sleeping then went wrong way..and yeah..did alot of work..this time,the study was effective..got to admit..yanshuang's a good "tutor/teacher(wadever you call it)"..end up, she drew on all my papers..and on my history book..that one interesting cos she wrote some "words of wisdom" on it..by accident actually..hmm..after that went to walk around westmall..nothing much..bought bubbletea..but..i dropped it in the toilet..so suay can?..haix..haix..haix..
exam's next week..i have to get started..on revising..0mg!0mg!0mg! I WANT MY OREO CHOC!!........

stelle made me do this..put me as no.1 somemore..0mg0mg0mg..!!

TOP 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1.CA$HHH!!
2.a new phone
3.more sociable?..
4.straight As
5.people to stop MARIA-ing me

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tag you is?
stelle tan zi jie
2. Your relationship with her is:
fellow setters?..SENIOR! LAMESH!T companion?..haha
3. Your 5 impressions of her:
LAMESH!T, talk alot,like to provoke people..encouraging and nice?..(0mg..did i just said that??oh no! there must be a mistake!)
4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
pei he me when i get LAMESH!T..haha
5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
"hey maria!" & "LAMESH!T!"
6. If she becomes your lover, you will?
erm..wad?..i'm not les OKAY..
7. If she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
impossible! she's attached..
8. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
tell molly don't friend her..haha..VERY UNLIKELY!..
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
she ganged up with molly?..haha..another possibility unlikely to happen..
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him now is? at 1am?
why would i want to do things at 1am?..erm..LAMESH!T her?..i dun0..
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
good la..GOOD!..caring la..okay?..i admit..
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
LAMESH!T??..
13. The character you love of yourself is?
i can LAMESH!T with people i don't really know?..WEIRD..
14. the most ideal person you want to be is?
good student, fast volleyballer..able to speak without LAMESH!T-ing?..haha
15. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
thank you for laughing with me..for those who became my victims, i'm truly sorry to implicate you in the process..^^
16. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.(Too bad if you are chosen, it was a random one. It was hard! Had to make sure you people have a blog!)
1.hazirah
2.dionne
3.chinyee
4.zhiyee
5.charis
6.adeline
7.eunii
8.jessica cheng
9.xinni
10.STELLE TAN

Who is no.6 (adeline) having relationship with?
erm..electric guitars?..haha..i dun0..
Is no.9 (xinni) a male or female?
Should be..FEMALE..
If no.7 (eunii) and 10 (stelle) are together, will it be a good thing?
i don't even think they know each other..they're not les too! but IF it happens..aiya..WON"T la..eunii probably can't stand her bah..haha
How bout no.5 (charis) and 8 (jessica) ?
erm..NO LINK!
What is no.2 (dionne) studying about?
How to become a great monkey?..0oops! i forgot..she already is one!
When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (chinyee) ?
yesterday..outside their classroom, talking about vb..wad else?..
What kind of music band does no.8 (jessica) like?
i dun0..but i always see her listening to jesse mcartney"s songs and GIRLFRIEND..
Does no.1 (hazirah) has any siblings ?
yup..2 elder and one younger sister..
Will you woo no.3 (chinyee) ?
nah..she'll beat me up everyday..haha
How about no.7 (eunii) ?
she's my girl-friend..not more than that..one more thing..I"M NOT LES..
Is no.4 (zhiyee) single ?
i think so..
What is the surname of no.5 (charis) ?
LIM..
What is the nickname of no.10 (stelle) ?
ah LERH?..haha..i prefer calling her LAMESH!T..haha
What is the hobby of no.4 (zhiyee) ?
i dun0..never asked..
Do no.5 (charis) and 9 (xinni) get along well?
i hardly see them talk..but if they start talking about church stuff,MAYBE..
Where is no.2 (dionne) studying at?
BPGHS la..although i think she would prefer XMS!..haha
Talk something casually about no.1 (hazirah) ?
erm..fun t hang out with?..but abit weird at times..She'll get HIGH all of a sudden!..
Have you try developing feelings for no.8 (jessica) ?
yup! but not in THAT kind of way:)
Where does no.9 (xinni) live at?
South view..
Are no.1 (hazirah) and 5 (charis) best friends?
no..how can they be?..they hardly talk..i think..
Does no.7 (eunii) likes no.2 (dionne) ?
okay bahh:)
How do you get to know no.2 (dionne)?
volleyball^^
Does no.1 (hazirah) have any pets?
i don't think so..i mean..how can she when she's scared of them?..haha
Is no.7 (eunii) the sexiest person in the world?
erm..no?..haha

oh man! my hand still hurt lo..all the gate's fault..eat my hand for wad?!
aiyo..make me so miserable..anyway went woodlands lib just now..super tired now la..hmm..cos i think i laughed too much le..that yunyi and quennie la..make me laugh..until i half-dead lor:]lingying also..amanda?..still okay..only made me get touched with the writing of poems..seriously it was TOUCHING okkays..haha..did alot of funnyfunny things..those not supposed to be done in a library..hmm..bao xiao la...YUNYI IS FOREVER IRRESISTABLE!!!make me half dead just by looking at her face..0mg0mg0mg..i don't want to be reminded of it man!..haha..had fun larh..next time ask me out again la:)hhaaha

btw..i will post abt the quiz thing NEXT TIME..haha

ARRGHHH!!
DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!
HOW SHE KNOW?HOW SHE KNOW?HOW SHE KNOW?
Wah..GRR..the thought of it makes me go NUTS!!!!
ahh..okay wadever..that one..i sure go find out..get ready MY FRIEND..
anyway..SOME people make me do this questionaire thing..that SOMEBODY still go put me as no.1 la..purposely de lorh..
okay okay i do..wait for my next post bah:)

Haixhaix..
School starting in like.. less than TWO DAYS?..hmm..sian la..
homework’s not done yet..And i’m so not in the mood for end-of-year exams..
oh man!..Really haven’t enjoy enough yet..oh yeah! my progress report!..Still in my bag..Duno how to explain..although i know my mum wouldn’t say much..my head’s still thinking about volleyball..Can’t stop replaying the scenes of setting in my mind..hmm..wad to do?..i’m hooked!..
Oh yeah..Yesterday..Got all drenched becos of the rain.. really heavy man!..If i wasn’t helping zhengjie look for his phone, i would probably think twice about getting wet..haha..but it was fun..looking for missing things..for those who didn’t know wad we were doing, they would think that we were looking for money..or just playing under the rain..ahh..wad the heck! who cares about getting wet?! It was friday afterall!.. me, lingying, zhengjie and peisong searched the entire place but still to no avail..looked high and low..ringht and left but..nope..NOTHING.. Really puzzling lor..i wonder how it dropped out of his pocket..or did it?.. for all you know, there could be a pickpocket..NAH..can’t be.. hmm.. It was really strange.. it started raining so heavily when zj realised that his phone wasn’t with him..Like, kind of an omen?..it will really look good in a drama serial la..err..haha..In the end..found nothing but got wet..i guess..his phone was meant to get lost yesterday?..destiny bah..
Anw, school still re-opening soon..exams coming.. but before that, loads and loads of tests coming my way..Hope can do real well ths time round..
Btw..

hmm..
Yesterday went for training..at cck..but before that went to school first in the morning cos of the stupid lock that cant be unlocked..someone had changed the combination code, which i believe,was by accident one..tried and tried but it seemed to be endless..just imagine the probability of getteing the number right is like 1/1000000++++(omg! that‘s alot la..) nevertheless i tried my luck..until.. reach 1-0-2-4..Give up! Went to vincent and ask whether we could that lock and just buy a new one instead of wasting our time, hoping for a miracle to happen..he said okay, just that we had to settle everything by today..then me and charis went to teck whye there to buy the combination lock..right after stepping out of the shop, skali cordelia called, saying that she found the code le..i was like~!!wth..then went to return it..thank goodness the uncle understanding la..or else we could have wasted a few dollars on it..Anyway, made my way to cck for training..
Training was fun as usual..Just that it seemed that it was EXTREMELY quiet in the court when we doing drills..And the worst part was,..i was able to contribute in that aspect..i just duno wad to say..somemore i was setter at some part of the time..i felt so pathetic la when i get scolded..haix..Anyway,..played match during the last half an hour or so..it was fun since i was on-form for almost all the trainings this week..played better today than any other days i guess.. then during debrief..junhao mentioned that tmr(today's trg), he and weekian are going to disclose the mainteam12 people..i was scared..suddenly someone kicked my butt from behind..iwas like pissed~~~..i turned then saw ys..haha..then i was like, "okay, dont pursue the matter le..later i die.." the uncle in the court la..kaobei!!..sit a little bit also want to scold..By then i was like directly under jh la..listen to him also must strain my neck..haha..Anyway..i really hope i can be inside..hmm...thinking of this is so troubling..better dont think..
at lot1, discussed this with dionne,cy and farah..wrote on a piece of paper the possibilities..rush one lo..dionne had to go home cos her auntie...then the rest of us waited cos cy had to meet her mum there..talked somemore..suddenly, bl and ys appeared again..talk and talk.. skali she snatch the paper in my hand..i was caught of guard lo..And she had firm grip on the paper, since she saw her name there bah..then went to the corner to snatch it back..haha..i had to compromise..told her i would tell her later that night..gaygay one la actually..skali she really called me sia..wah! she so interested can?...5 missed calls on my phone!5 leh! so impatient..then around 10 she called me again..answered..then talked until 12..as usual..then went to sleep..

Hope today's results are favourable for me..haix..Just have to wait then..

Hmm..
Went training yesterday..i must say it was one of the most tiring days we've had so far..But it was fun la..junhao and weekian didnt come so we had to train ourselves..thought it would be slack at first..but turnt out to be okay..and thank goodness we had the hall la so training was more effective..had lots of fun running around..i cant deny that it was the first time i was ever so energetic during trainings..haha..
Then after that walked to lot1 with hazirah..talked alot..felt as if i was counselling again,..but..i could really see that she was sad to see her sis leaving for germany on this wed(oh gosh it's tmr!) i think i would too la..afterall, it was for three years..haix..i felt a little sad too, seeing her like this..really hope she could come out strong to overcome this..
At lot1,we walked and walked until mrt station then i went to interchange to take 190..skali i saw a striking-coloured jersey that looked awfully FAMILIAR..IT WAS STELLE!!she was waiting for 307..(i know wad she was up too la..)but i just kept quiet, so she didnt notice me behind her..then i smsed her saying that i know she was taking that bus..she turned and turned,frantically looking for me..but she still never see la..so FUNNY..finally she looked behind and saw me sitting there..stupidly she took out her phone and sent me an sms saying,"Hmmm. Ami supposed to say hi?" i was like diao! WADD DEFA?! i sitting behind her only lor..must she reply by sms?? alamak this girl hor.. qi si wo lor......hahaha..i knew she was going to see ehem ehem, so i gaygay down there keep asking her where she going..at first she still say she going gym la..i was like pestering her until she told me the truth..haha..finally she admitted it!! WAHAHA!..I so li hai lo..haha..then she say tmr i die...diao....i today die die also dont want go trg lo..haha..STELLE SO FUNNY LO....fake fake deXDD..

hmmm..
Did nothing much today..other than the usual stuff..Like..go suan people..So sorry ya **..haha..oh no!! tmr i sure die de..** is going to kill me..anyway..just got to know this week's training days:1,3,4 &5..That's practically saying EVERYDAY!! Wad's the difference?!okok..i need to go le..next time blog somemore..