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Hey..back.. had a thrash out session with my guys(my teammates) yesterday..was too tired to come post about it.. went straight to sleep as soon as i got home..super beat! haha..went to library.. talked.. as usual,.. i think i was talking the most.. i realised that i was damn straight(-forward) lah.. can't help it.. hate beating around the bush.. they understood me well to know my intentions.. i meant well and i certainly couldn't let them have the wrong idea of things.. so.. i guess these sessions really help us bond a great lot! i remembered those words xinni said to me.. so vivid in my mind.. made me wake up.. and realised how truly blessed i am.. "There is something that you have that jan doesn't." I replied, "What?..Experience?? She's going to get them lor.." "NO. You have US and she doesn't.." At that moment i could feel the tears coming out, though i really tried hard to hold them back,.. they filled my eyes.. I think, the fact that i was moved to tears, showed that those words left a true sense of belonging and realisation.. i knew they were for real,..and not something they cooked for the moment's sake.. I LOVE MY TEAM! and that would certainly not cease in times to come.. This BOND that we have is much stronger, more sincere and tied up with mutual respect for each other, as well as, true, deeper understanding.. Though i did mentioned that whatever happens in future is not up o us to decide, i know that this bond will help us overcome whatever obstacle that may come... For this is truly something we built from our hearts.. okay.. today..we were against hua yi.. after the exciting one and a half hours match,.. the one who emerged winner,.........BUKIT PANJANG GOVERNMENT HIGH!!!!!!!!!!! Woohoo... so good la.. i was half-dead.. couldn't bear to watch it man.. haha... then stayed back to watch jurong vs shuqun.. jurong won.. then, was told to go back school for training though there was a little confusion.. in the end, went coffee sop to drink bbt.. than went lot1.. saw shuqun people.. someone was like, "see la, i told you!" when she was the one who wanted to go there... blahblahblah........NOT IMPORTANT....... Then had a conversation, or rather,.. an analysis session with farah and xinni.. talked for half an hour then went home.. haha..my this post is sooooo long la..haha.. next time post again.. byebye..... i'm back.. with a piercing pain in my feet..Damn it la..suay..wah.. this morning, i was rushing to school then had to take LRT..faster mah..skali got this girl..step on my feet then act stupid down there..and THAT'S NOT THE WORST PART.. like that still okay if.. she weren't WEARING HIGH-HEELS!! Damn it lor..want to scream also cannot scream..got a lot of people..must not disgrace myself in public..but seriously,..it HURTS!! ahh..so..wad lorrrrrrrr........grrr..What a way to start the day... haix enough of that..hmm..Despite the pain, still stayed on to train sec1s..proved to be a COMPLETE WASTE OF MY TIME..shouldn't have went..but..was impressed to see them..not bad-looking..hai okay lah..then went to buy bubble tea..with dionne and farah..then went home.. Was talking to stelle on msn..guess what?? she's still so lamesh!t la..no wonder i'm like this..haix..haha..she won't know i wrote this la..hor?..i sure hope not.. ehh! btw..just realised my birthday coming..WOW! i'm going to be 15?..UNBELIEVABLE!haha..but..not really expecting anyone to remember..since i doubt i,myself, can..haha.. let's make my wish here..in advance..I wish for more happy moments to keep me cheered on, cheered up and CHEERFUL! haha..as long as i have them, nothing else matters.. Hey.. It's YUHAN'S BIRTHDAY TODAY.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! They played with clementi town today.. 2:0 Can't remember the exact scores .. Should be less than 10 for both sets..haix.. so saddening.. Can't bring myself to use the word ''we" instead of them.. not inside.. kind of end of the world for me.. haix..i'm reducing myself to nothing.. NO! i won't let this be.. Okay.. LET'S TALK ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF MY LIFE.. hmm.. Had a great first 2hrs of training.. the second half was just shit.. did nothing.. but..stretch myself..climbing all over the place..haha.. dionne was sleeping.. stelle couldn't stand me.. I couldn't stand myself..then muffin had to come and disrupt the peace and HARMONY that we had by preaching and PREACHING and PREACHING...... don''t what he was talking about..was more interested in my lunch..haha..WHAtEVER!! hmm.. have a new catch phrase le.. "so smart then GO TAKE O'LEVELS lah..........." was linking everything to those words.. actually,.. was damn pissed but managed to hide it through my lame speech.. or else,.. Quarrel again.. so.. that's how my saturday went.. On wed(30/1): BukitPanjang vs HuaYi ShuQun vs Jurong (This matches will determine which team zhen men or fu men) Today, SUNDAY... don't know why i'm awake so damn early.. SIAO LIAO.. later sure sleep again.. then wake up do homework.. YES!! so happy, don't know for what.. THEN can read social studies book! Yayyy!!(erm..whyb do i have a feeling this is weird??)haha..elizabeth said don't think so much....haha.. p.s: tmr there's ss lesson.. last period,i think.. Hahahahahaha! WAHAHA!!! I'm back..haha..got the laptop..now can post.so damn bored la..hm..how long have i been away?..4 months??damn. that's long!! oh man..lots of stuff happened..like..GOT KICKED OUT OF MAIN12..haha..i made it sound so harsh..even though it isn't..whoa..it's been hard on me..some things in my life just got better..like..like.....err..AH!social life! that had been better..i was told i'm a EAGER-BEAVER..HAAHA..whatever that means..it's sounds nice.. okay..gonna keep this short:) those who want me to link you, pls leave a note.. hey.. sian..can't post as much now..but maybe soon:) haha..getting a laptop le..wonder when..anyway i doubt nobody knows this thing even exist,..so..it doesn't really matter..haix..didint get into the team for westzone..damn sad cos it has always been the best birthday present i could have ever received in my life..birthday's coming..bet no one cares..who ever do anyway..argghh..drats..this sucks! but actually, having my teammates around me everyday is better than a million $$..eh..maybe not..hahaha..crap again..see lah.. oh man!!!!! alot of things i cant do now..see my idol(*sniff.sniff*)haha..the atmosphere is really something that $$ cant buy..i treasure it so much..since i didnt get in,..aiya..ms tay say now i have more time for school work??! wth..sian la... okok have to go le.. p.s:to those who knows this thing exist, you can do whatever you want with it..when i come back,YOU DIE. |
