hey.. can't believe it.. 15years.. I'M OLD.. but who cares??haha..ms tay's older..hmm.. jokes aside.. reALLY HONESTLY, can't believe they would do this to me.. on my birthday eve.. ended up i was nearly alone(if not for gui hua)..haix.. I'M UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED.. What did i do wrong?! it's frustrating not to know what you did in the first place that got the rest hate you so much..what's more you don't even know what was going on..
haix..seriously this birthday would be one i won't forget..not because it's memorable in a good way or anything,but..because it was the first time i'm celebrating without the true joy..little did i expect that things would turn out this way...
What kind of friends did i make?? ONE, gets annoyingly angry over something i, myself, is unsure of.. THE REST,..didn't even put in any effort to help enlighten me.. leaving me to pick up all the pieces up alone..what is this?? Is this the friendship that took me so much sacrifices just to keep it going?? Is this what i gave everything else up for?? Is it??... haix.. don't make me regret the tears that i cried.. do't let me regret making these friends that i did.. don't make me..regret..

If it's this that i get in return of my commitment then i'm ready to let it go anytime.. Since we can't even get it going then might as well just remember them as memories.. cos i seriously don't wish to regret going through the things we did..please..just let me off........

and by the way, thank you for showing me the true colours of our so-called "friendship"... seriously, THANKS ALOT.