hoo.. common tests' tmr, don't know what i'm doing here...

hmm..i feel the urge to study but i just can't do that anymore..a certain 'mental boundary' is obstructing my way and i'm not strong enough to overcome it..oh man..i need strength..

okay, going to sit for english and social studies tmr..though i am clear about this two subjects, i don't know why my heart keeps beating so fast..it's been a long time since i last had this feeling of anxiety..HELP!HELP!HELP! guess, i can only depend on myself now..

FARA, MUST STAY STRONG!! okay, mstay says that the strongest is also the weakest...pretended not to understand though i did..maybe you don't know, but i love this kind of profound stuff..i can link anything to everything you know...haha..

for the time being, i need to go through this on my own..if i can't let all these feelings out, then no matter how hard you try to help, it will never work for me..the only solution is deep, down inside of me..let me find the answer myself........