hey, back..

just got back from sijia's house..went there to do read project,but i ended up doing kenny's Amaths homework? haha..they were playing poker or something, while i was watching the movie 'Casino Royale'..kind of interesting, if you're into action-kind-of stuff..ELIPSIS...sian la, one homework also i haven't touch..die..so sleepy now, less than 12hrs to waking up for school?..Zzzzz..

there's match with phs tmr..but somehow or rather, i don't feel anything..i won't be the one fighting alongside with them anyway, at least,..that's how i feel..hai...

have to make myself look forward to tmr..another brand new day..better start on the right foot arh,fara....though, i really can't think of anything to delude myself into thinking that way..aiya, why? why? why?

i think i'm a changed person now..and i like it this way..i don't and won't care about how people perceives me, for that is the person i ought to be proud of..i'm living this life, ultimately, for myself and NOT for them..so there shouldn't be any reason why these things should bother me..

(i'm sorry to those whom i have offended along the way..too bad la..whatever i'd done or say, i can't swallow it back right? so,..sorry you just have to live with that.......)