hey........

there's training today, like...OBVIOUSLY. damn...haha..

shouldn't make it so frequent..that time i once told duno-who that we go training more than we visit the toilet?? that sounded wrong, very wrong..haha..

hmm...can feel the difference now..am losing friends cos of the way i act...and when i realised it, it was too late..now i feel like i'm dangling on a piece of thread, any vigorous moment would set me off...falling onto the verge of sanity..

i don't blame anyone for the state i'm in now...i had it coming..serve me right..

too bad its too late..

i can make amends but,..what for? it will still end up like this..

haix..sometimes i don't understand..after taking pains to make things right for them,..when everything's okay between them, i get dumped aside?! like what ass man??

hmm..perhaps,it is a result of my own doing..if it is, i have only myself to reproach...

NO ONE ELSE.

[Btw it's the 2nd day..hope you come back soon.]