hmm..

spirit oh spirit, my never-say-die spirit......where are you?

can't remember where i lost it, or how it got lost....wish i could cos i would do anything for it now...... mstay said, "it's not lost, it's in you..just gotta use it!"

wish it's that simple to find it..

i tried searching for that long-lost spirit, but to no avail..perhaps i wasn't trying hard enough...

maybe.

or i could have gotten anmesia or something..cant remember a thing!

just hope that it's true, that it's in me...

so i, only i, can help myself....

dont be discourage, no one said it is impossible..just got to believe in myself..

if others can trust me, why cant i trust myself?? right?

hah.