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Yay! someone invited me to play match tonight!woots! at presbyterian high..it's under19 competition..it's good to be a setter! hahaha..yeah man!very long never play match le,somemore tonight play with those seniors who graduated last yr..been so long since i last played with them la! but,having said that,feel a bit nervous arh..haha!don't off-form today jiu okay liao! hmm,my bag all packed for obs..damn heavy la,wth.. but it's okay,may this be the last!hahaha. grr..stelle!you die!hahaha!don't worry man,i wont think of you when i'm there!what aircon?!purposely right??? this monday,i'll be gone..gone for a week...a bit sad la,cos wont be able to whine and complain to buddy buddy for that whole period of time!but it's okay,i'll be back before you know it! oh man!imagine how dark i'll be by then...................apu neh neh!haha. arggggggghhhhhhhhh.. okay okay,enough ranting.. i'm gone! okay,enough of the banana smoothie! haha..drats!OBS this monday,and i still havent packed everything yet!shit man..haaaa...i'm so not in the mood to go man....i'm such an ass!i know,i know..... today,M2 having class outing...wanted to go,but,one second thoughts......nah..sorry guys, pangseh..but really dont feel like it.. this is such a shit post. so pessimistic. i am so sleepy. but can't sleep,have to finish homework..damn....... i sleep too much anyway...but still so tired....wth.. if i don't nap today,i'll be glad!
okay,enough.. i'm gone.. I'M SO OUT TO ANNOY MY READERS! This song is SO RETARDED!hahaha,no offence to this band's fans but yeah,it just tickles the HELLLLLLL out of me.......WAHAHAHA.....I'M GOING BANANAS.............. okay,done. i'm gone.. OH NO............. OBS next week!....still not done packing..damn it! arghh...i don't really like camps and stuff like that,cos the first thing that comes to mind is DIRTY CLOTHES when i reach home.....i hate unpacking!haha,i am such an ass la...tsk......but yeah,really glad that i'll be away from home for a week,almost! for as long as i've lived,max. was like 3days?wow..i've grown up! haha..kk lame la,i know~ i'm still not done with my homework yet..my deadline's the end of this week..and i'd better get it done man!preferrably before obs week,cos i am so going to be a pig once i come back! no kidding....haha! Quote of the day: "A promise is empty, fulfilling it makes it full."-TT(or maybe not?) Ponder over this for a moment..Anyone and everyone can make promises,but it's those who really mean them who will keep them...a promise is nothing before it's being fulfilled...so remember,it's up to us to decide whether the promises we make are just empty shells,or those fulfilled:) hmm,this week's trainin on tues and thurs..since i can't make it for tmr's practice,i have the privilege of going on wed..yay?..zzzzzzzz...pls la,our trainings are at cck....................so far....for me, that is:( sian sian sian..... but nevermind!it's okay,it's alright! Everything's under control! haha!enough nonsense.. i'm gone! WAHAHA! Don't know why,but have decided to keep this HAPPYNESS in me! i know the spelling's supposed to be an 'i',but try reading it with a 'y' instead..haha!the meanings differ la,if you get what i mean.. HAHAHA. I just like laughing!pardon me,but i'm in one of those rare moments,when i just feel like laughing the day away~ NOT that i'm mad or anything hor! haha.. "In life,you can choose to be happy,sad,grumpy or mad. But why bother frown or be unhappy,when you can be happy?"-TT haha,see..it's an option. it's our choice. Ultimately, WE are responsible for the things we do cos it's our choice,our decision... haha,from now on,i will write on her quotes...because i believe it makes sense! and,i enjoy being me. i feel good doing the things i do,for i do them cos i want to! WOOHOO~ okayokay,enough said.. i'm gone! PHEW! Only the first day yet i managed to clear my e.maths homework!YES MAN!woohoo....so happy!haha..and so, i'm going to sleep the day away~ i am very sleepy la!don't know why....... Anyway, i'm in Watch 5... from what i understand, my watch-mates are kind of easy to get along with,at least if not all,more than 60% of them bah...i guess.....only a few people in there irks me,but yeah,no choice!die die also must try get along...... but thank goodness there's people like jieying,janelle,brenda they all la...so obs SHOULD be fine:) btw,haven't start packing......oh no....................... and oh yeah! ade...i lazy do the quiz la.............next time okay?haha...........sian........... so going to sleep now!woots! haha,kk i'm gone! Tomorrow marks the first day of June holidays.. holidays leh....... but then again,i can forget about slacking during the holidays,since i've been doing that all the while.......damn,i should wake up right about... Now man! What the hell am i doing all this while?! okay,forget about what i've been doing..just have to know what i will be doing.. i've got a goal. i have to make good of my words.. no point wasting time now and regretting later.. NO USE. so yeah,my holidays are packed! schedule kind of tight now.... so no choice,had to forgo some stuff,like U19? sad. but honestly,been spending way too much time and energy on volleyball,yet enjoying very little satisfaction in the end... so now,have to set my priorities right! less cca,more studies!YES! anyway,i'm surprised that some thinks i'm nice? haha!i find it funny! okok,i'm gone.. This song is very...i don't know..it's a nice song.. and i'm happy! If the hero never comes to you If you need someone you're feeling blue If you wait for love and you're alone If you call your friends nobody's home You can run away but you can't hide Through a storm and through a lonely night Then I'll show you there's a destiny The best things in life they are free But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder If you need someone Who cares for you If you're feeling sad Your heart gets colder Yes I show you what real love can do If your sky is grey oh, let me know There's a place in heaven where we'll go If heaven is a million years away Oh, just call me and I'll make your day When the nights are gettin' cold and blue When the days are gettin' hard for you I will always stay here by your side I promise you I'll never hide But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder If you need someone Who cares for you If you're feeling sad Your heart gets colder Yes I show you what real love can do But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder If you need someone Who cares for you If you're feeling sad Your heart gets colder Yes I show you what real love can do What real love can do What real love can do What love can do What love can do Love can do There's nothing here.. don't worry.. no juicy juicy news.. there's nothing:) seriously nothing.. i'm just being ANAL(my tutor's fav word!)haha.. so yeah.. NOTHING. so btw,dear ss tutor,don't even think of fishing anything out from me..i know nothing:) ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. haha yeah.. okay, i'm gone.. I CAN'T SLEEP.. I CAN'T SLEEP.. I CAN'T SLEEP.. i don't know why,but i can't seem to go to sleep! it's damn freakingly weird that i woke up at 2.22am and until now,i just can't go to sleep! no one online,so no one to listen to me wining~ i still can't believe i woke up early in the morning to make brownies?! and even after that,i can't sleep! damn it. i wonder who's still awake now...... drats. i should go get some sleep..but then again, it doesn't matter cos there's no school tmr anyway...it's vesak day... well,i think i'll be staying up for a while..until i can sleep.......... okay,i'm gone. hey.. changed the blogskin,got a little sick of the previous one..haha..so yeah,here i am,blogging=waste time! tomorrow's vesak day,so no school..i don't like long breaks man! sucks..hai..sian arh!i really want to go to school!! somebody help! okok,enough nonsense.. haven't got the video yet,benjamin! relax la,it's not that big a deal la, pls! haha..and yeah,ms tay haven't been in good health these few days..really hope she gets well soon though..i'll deny i'd ever said this but, i kind of miss my buddy! recover soon yeah! btw,i'm up to something^^heehees..hope it goes on as planned:) every now and then, i realised that i am getting morenand more forgetful these days,so i'm really sorry if i don't seem to remember what i'm supposed to! i have serious stm! drats,senile dementia!! okay,this is such a random post! i'm bored! no, wait! "Is life not a thousand times too short for us to bore ourselves"-unknown i must get this into my head! okok,i'm gone. hahaha. Zzz i'm tired..had cheering comp today..damn shattered la my class..we are the most disunited class of sec3s ever man! like wth..can't even get together and have a decent performance..conflicts here, conflicts there...hai,maybe,..we shouldn't have been put in the same class..maybe we shouldn't have crossed eacth others' paths..maybe,..3M2 shouldn't exist in the first place..... damn disappointed. for goodness' sake la, cheering comp is to build class spirit, bring the class together through the process and performing itself..NOT breaking the class apart..i'm sorry to say my class had just defeated the whole purpose of the cheering competition,tyvm..first ever M2, is an utter disappointment.. everyone in there is wearing a mask, preventing others from seeing their true colours..even i don't know who to trust now....though i thought i knew...... perhaps, i should be a loner in class and concentrate only on studies and CCA, like what siying said...that should be a better way to spend the remaining one and a half years with these people.. wth! no class spirit....3M2 is nothing? i don't know.... i'm still willing to care though......but, i cant deny feeling scared, of not knowing what the future holds for me..it's scary, it really is..... "There is no doubt we are small, but together we won't fall.."-class cheer.. WHAT IRONY. hai, should i just let it be? or is there a way out for us? i don't know, i really don't know...... basically, we made ms tay enter the wallet shop to get beep-beep beep on thursday.........caught on video! will post that one day:) okay, so on friday,had agm plus BUFFET..a lot of food la, no kidding..ate ALOT man..wanted to puke during training! haha..the agm.......captains and vice-capts are appointed for every level, instead of every division....the results: you guys know le right, so no need to say..haha..actually, not really overwhelmed or anything, I AM JUST LOOKING FORWARD TO ONE HOUR DEBRIEFS EVERY TRAINING. hahaha! this is a warning?..just kidding! then yesterday had cheering comp practice, well sort of...we finalised the cheers sequence, done the banner, and props i guess..so i think we'll get by.....haha, so suck la. so i guess, it's a challenge, now that i have more things to think about..i like that...... or not. okok, i'm gone.. okay,time to post.. It's been wild man! after exams..though i've not been feeling that fantastic,but still the past few days had been fun.. WED(07/05) In the morning, we had interclass games.quite fun, was the referee..haha! i guess i enjoyed that.. after that, i went to the toilet to clean up, changed and went to get some dvds from ms tay.....dionne they all had left first..then i went over to join them at food junction..it was raining, and they were sitting under the aircon, and i happily went to get ice kacang! (which was a stupid idea!!) so they whole time, we were freezing.....then talk talk......we left after an hour or so...then we went to walk walk around lot1, laughing our asses off by doing things that other normal kids would probably have not even think of doing.....then after walkinglike thousands of rounds, we finally realise that there was a new shop THE WALLET SHOP that was just opened..so we went over..........GUESS WHAT?? when we went into the place, that two standing thingy went like BEEP-BEEP BEEP~ erm, a bit paiseh arh..........the four of us were like, "eh? what thing?" we went out and in and out and in..i particularly noticed that i was the one, who's making all the noises...the guy working there was like, " Do you have a library book?" obviously we didnt! but there was a lady there, anxiously claimed that she had a few with her..HELLO?? YOU ARE INSIDE NOW..IN BETWEEN THE STANDING THINGY~NO SOUND........how can it be la??? while the lady was showing the guy, i was constantly moving in and out of the shop! I KNEW IT, it is me......haha, by that time i was laughing my ass off! but dam paiseh la, a lot of people there leh! but they were laughing too.......OMG, i told myself i was never going back! with those dvds with me of cos! hahahaha. THURS(8/5) i'll post this later, have to go sch now...........bye! hmm.. about the buffet, it's on wednesday, but vincent say he may change it to thurs or fri..so not confirm yet..in school btw..wonder what food he'll get..........haha.. anyway, tmr's the last paper..biology for me! yeah.....i like bio..it's fun~ haha.. then after that, can party! OH NO NO NO! STOP DREAMING~ have to go support zuokun, tianfong they all........at ccab.... you think that's alright? well, think again man! training after that! i bet it's PT!!!!!!!!! drats.that sucks! okok, enough complaining......... bio students, good luck for tmr yeah! yeah that's it, i'm gone!
I'M BACK. HERE TO ADD..FORGOT TO SAY.. We having AGM+BUFFET(volleyball de) next week! At vincent's house bah...YAY? haha yeah..also a farewell party for the sec4s i think..don't know the details, cos everyone i asked gave me the same answer..so yeah..that's all...... HEY GUYS! Don't stress yourselves out la! No doubt exams are still in progress, but persevere a while longer? soon, soon it'll be over..... hmm i think i'm like the only one who seems to be taking things lightly? i mean, i still sleep my hours........haha, when others could only sleep after what, 3?? nonono..for me, if that's the case, might as well don't sleep at all huh?... anyway...i'll be sitting for E.Maths tomorrow, and bio the day after...shouldn't be much of a problem right?? okay, maybe i take thing TOO lightly already..that's why i have,..TA-TA-TATA!!(don't tell you what!) okay okay, don't lame already..yeah btw you guys, all the best..let's all meet up after exams..go out together again yeah?..i don't know how long we haven't been playing volleyball together..haha, will be looking forward to having fun laughing again................ in the mean time, jiayou bah! okay i'm gone. WHAT?? haix..what did you mean by that? huh..wth..guessed as much..only wanted to try, total dejection? it's just an infactuation..nothing more.. hmm..sometimes, the best way is to avoid..like they say,"Ignorance is bliss"....so it's better not to know too much or want to know anything more..keep life simple..only then can we be able to prevent ourselves from getting hurt.. okay, quit the emo talk..
hmm..made pizza today! another wonderful creation by me..haha, i'm such a narcissist! i'm happy with what i have now..i'm not going to hanker after things that brings with it more pain than it could bring happiness.....not that i'm afraid of losing, i just feel.......no, it's better this way. TWO MORE PAPERS TO GO. after that, let me break free! hmm..sometimes, it sucks not to have school for so long.. damn. okay, weekends are here..going to focus on e.maths and bio..left these two next week.. good. oh yeah, hey M2 de..if you guys happen to pass by, just to let you know, i have thought of class tee design and banner..so if you guys want to know more, come ask me....(basically, we're using white polo tee! yeah..) so yeah, i'll raise this matter on wed, in class..we'll discuss then alright.. if no objections, we'll get it endorsed..then go on making it..it's quite interesting.. cheering comp's coming..not that i care anyway but yeah..it's coming......
i don't know why i even bother.. but nevermind..it's alright. i'm gone. LABOUR DAY the day when i get to rest, well, since it is labour day.. slacked the whole day man..bad! anyway, midyear exams; e.maths and bio next week.. tmr no school for me..yay? zzzzz..the week's been alright la..not many hiccups..manageable. i am so going to celebrate when all of this is over.. i'm such an ass. most likely not going to blog any day soon after this, not until exams are over..oh man, i'm a changed person! haha..what a bumper.........................
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