hai..

i feel so damn sore...after so much hesitation,i finally decided to let it out...let it out here....

don't know if it's going to help,but yeah,whatever works..

damn.

not sure if i should..maybe,i should distant myself from this....though,by doing so,i'd be running away from the problem..

perhaps,that's the reason why i always feel so lousy inside..i dare not face the problem.

instead,i chose to escape in order to enjoy those mere moments of relieve? of everything..even when i know,the problem's not going anywhere...

wth.

i'm running away..

when i know i shouldn't.

i used to think,that knowing it all would help..

instead,it seems that everything i know is going against me...

knowing too much only deprives the freedom of feeling hurt, to fall, to fail..

thus stopping us from standing up stronger, wanting to strive further, wanting better...

IGNORANCE IS INDEED BLISS.

indeed it is..

guess i'm feeling much better now..

but i know,i have to face reality.

i have to.

the best time, is Now.