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Hmm. Today,another teacher talked about PSLE aggregate score again... Which makes me feel so useless everytime. Hai.. It's not that i don't want to,but i've gotten myself into deepshit eversince last year, and.. haven't really gotten out of it till now. I'm such a letdown.. especially when i recalled the hardwork i've put in 3years ago.. Am i really letting it go down the drain? I've had enough, really had enough. Don't want to waste any more time already, but it seems to be out of my control now. One by one, teachers come up to me,expecting more from me.. i mean, i like the fact that they think highly of me, but i just can't bring myself to face the fact that i'm losing it. I know that those people really want to push me on, but.. i'm now even unsure of my own capabilities now..Like, what shit is that? Totally unacceptable-MY ATTITUDE SUCKS. One day,I'm going to look back and regret all that i've done..Especially what i could have but have not done..to steer clear of all these distractions. |