Today was fun! Well, early in the morning, Ms Alice Lim(or dearest FT) was awarded not one, but two awards; the caring teacher award, and star award for the most gentle teacher. She deserves it alright! haha. M2 is lucky to have her..

Then, P2 super funny la. When Ms tay came down after their pizza arrived, they were like,so enthuasiastically shout,"Ms Tay! Chio Bu! Ms Tay! Chio Bu!" HAHAHA.

P2 always so sporting de..

M2 is the total opposite, fyi :)

Then she showed me her iphone. LALA BIG DEAL~ haha,okay la,it is a big deal!!Grr. Damn cool la. But too ex for students like me :(

After the celebrations, stayed back to play 'table tennis' with jan and friends. It was fun.

Then, went to lot1, supposedly to find chinyee they all WITH JACK TAN. But at the entrance, we almost missed him! haha, good thing he wasn't walking alone! So yeah, i took a picture with him too, though i'm not quite sure why O.o

Soon after, Jan went home,leaving me all stranded in lot1. I decided to go gym.. After gyming for 2hrs, went to the new old school at cck. Took some pics:

We'll get to go there for instant noodles again SOON!

i think only a few changes has been made to this....

The aerial view of the main gate

Hey new campus, We'll be back soon! I heard the whole school will be walking back on Oct..

Can't wait~

Alright, TA-TA~

Wah.

Training.Training.Training.Training.Training.Training.Training.Training.

Like the whole of next week,it's getting me pissed.

I know we don't really have much time left but as you can see, at this rate, my eoy will be burnt.

All these talk about making sacrifices, I know what it means OKAY.

Like, ass man, WTH was i thinking?

Just hope ,no REALLY HOPE, that it'll be all worthwhile.

It's not everyday that you get offers to fly overseas right..

I don't think i was thinking right.

Either that, or i'm stupid. REAL stupid.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE!

So sorry i forgot that it's the 25th today :x I'm getting old :(

Haha. So yeah, had training.. It was slack.

Okay,don't feel like elaborating on that!

Oh yeah, finally talked to buddy buddy today. She was going home too! Didn't know she was still around in school at that hour, thought she went home already. So yeah, had a chat with her while waiting for the bus. (She didn't know what bus she was taking, just knew it went to westmall-.-) haha. That crackpot.

Hmm. I totally rejected the offer today. Whether or not it'll be worthwhile, i still don't know.. Haix, a part of me feels sad though...... But nevermind, it's done.

I'm going to work hard.

I will not let it be a regret.

I will STAND.

Wanted to, but didn't. I mean,it's sunday la, hello? and i haven't even have time for myself yet.

Basically, i'm just throwing a tantrum.

I know it's childish, but i feel better this way.

Anyway, we've launched it! ONESH0T-ONEKILL

Keep it alive yeah..

Hope that through this, we can create a better bond.

Which reminds me, the methods Singapore adopts:

• Building a national identity


• Safeguarding the interests of minority groups
  
• Creating a common space

Haha,ss.

I think the SEQ test will be on the methods, and not the causes of conflict.
Nonetheless, studied everything, just to be safe :D

STAND. (Rascal Flatts)

You feel like a candle in a hurricane

Just like a picture with a broken frame

Alone and helpless

Like you've lost your fight

But you'll be alright

Chorus:

Cause when push comes to shove

You taste what you're made of

You might bend, till you break

Cause its all you can take

On your knees you look up

Decide you've had enough

You get mad you get strong

Wipe your hands shake it off

Then you Stand, Then you stand

Life's like a novel

With the end ripped out

The edge of a canyon

With only one way down

Take what you're given before its gone

Start holding on, keep holding on

Repeat Chorus

Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

Ooohhh

Repeat Chorus

Hah.
I'm tired.

Friendly tmr.

Teachers' Day coming.

Term3's ending.

Term4's starting.

EOY's coming.

drats

This isn't right.

Damn it.

I hate it when people force me to push myself. Not literally, but seriously man, i just hate it..

I mean, i was selected for this student-exchange thing but i'm starting to feel that i don't even deserve it. I like to be rewarded when i do well, but a reward in advance? That's too much for me. I don't want to feel obliged to do well.. I WANT TO DO WELL when i feel like doing well.. You can expect me to work under pressure, wanting me to prove my worth just so that i can go on some trip overseas.. I'm not saying that i'm unappreciative of the opportunity given to me, but what the heck, I really don't give a damn.

I'm going to reject it tomorrow.

Stayed back to play.

Stupid la, i totally forgot about my arguementative essay! Shucks, and i don't know where the heck is the worksheet!! Aiyo, i everytime like this de lor.. sian.

Hmm, today, i feel like a really bad friend. Like seriously, i feel bad to make her cry, though i didn't have any intention of hurting her, but i really wanted the best for her. I don't wish to see my friends going the direction i've been, cos it sucks to be in deep-shit. Really hope she finds something that she truly like.. Remember, I'm always there for you okay? And forgive me for being harsh.....

Hai.

I'm still wondering if what i did was right..

At the very least, she sees the importance of doing it for herself. Stop being so selfless, i hate to see you like this.

I don't expect you to read this post, but i really, really hope that you'll do some soul-searching alright?

I'm a bad friend...

I'm a bad friend...

I'm a bad, friend.

Hmm.. The whole class(referring to bio students) was totally not in a good mood just now, right after bio period... I mean, i could feel that our spirits were rather dampened cos of the common test. Ms aza said it wasn't up to expectations, and i was damn sure she was hitting at me. The whole mood in class was like, *CRICKET SOUND*

No one said anything, no one asked anything, no one dared to talk to her.. it was damn scary i tell you, especially when she related some parts of excretion to our attitude... So it was like, scolding in disguise? Looking at her pm, it looks like she's returning our papers after school tmr... Damn.

Though i really thought the paper was okay, i think i didn't do well, after that earful from her during class just now. super scary~

hai,training tmr.

i'm out.

OKAY. Answer for yesterday's quiz is............(yes,you've all got it right! EXCEPT FOR XINNI WHO CLAIMED IT WAS HERS-.-) MR VINCENT LEE's!

Haha,okay that's lame! But thanks for those who participated anyway. It was entertaining, for me that is!

By the way,dionne, the underwear thing, IT WASN'T DELIBERATE, really. You know, if you think of it positively, it's not that bad:) haha!

Had training today, well my brain only told me about it this morning, when in the LRT station -.- Didn't know why, but i suddenly recalled having received a message the night before, a training message. Was half-conscious last night, so didn't really register anything. So didn't have training stuff with me.. And i need my training stuff for trainings! So rushed home after E.Maths extra lessons(sort of), to get jersey and everything...Then off to training!

But training was...well,let's just say it was alright.

By the way, got back my chem paper:) NO calculation error! Wooohoooo=D

New skin! Cool aye?

Haha.. I need to read up, getting so distracted here.. I'm doing bio, blogging and chatting with amirul on msn at the same time! And that's not the main point. The main point is, I SUCK AT MULTI-TASKING. Like really suck. Now i'm only doing one thing, and it's like damn obvious what i'm doing. Oh no, i shouldn't be here.

Okay, just a short update.

I'm having my last two papers tmr; A.Maths&Biology==PERFECT.

Ms aza said they're two parallel lines! Which makes it Double Perfect. Great, JUST GREAT-.-

Okay,back to business.

I'm gone.

No longer seven, IT'S FIVE WEEKS left now!

Super-shit,that's fast!

Anyway, today, sat for chemistry and English Literature paper.. Chemistry was rather enjoyable(?) cos i understood the concept and everything(i think?), thanks to Alfred&Qiqi! Wah, i like that feeling of, knowing your stuff when sitting for exams. Obviously, haven't been diligently revising or reading up books and notes, thus the feeling seldom comes to me since the start of this year.. But i'm working towards A CHANGE :) Lit was fine, as usual. Switched off my reponse to the surroundings and kept to myself. I was in a world of my own. Didn't want to stop writing, cos the thoughts kept on flowing~ But really, i sympathized Ah Bah (character in prose tested).. So much that i felt tears in my eyes after i finished reading. It was a good piece of writing, by Catherine Lim.

So EL, SS, CHEM, LIT 're down.. Let's continue to fight on! Bring it on man!

Btw, i passed my A.Maths test! No biggie, cos i know i can do it de :D

I feel so good.

Okay, i'm gone.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

It's 9August~ It's Singapore's birthday! Haha. As of yesterday, 08.08.08, Olympic Games at Beijing was officially kicked off! O-kay, a bit like...Whatever right?? Haha.

I spent the whole of yesterday sleeping -.- Now if i calculate, should be more than 12hrs of sleep le bah?? Wah, crazy man! But i really felt beat, though i didn't do much strenous activity~ I need to get up and exercise or something! i'm such an ass~

Hmm.. Feel like taking up some classes... should get new hobby or something man! I NEED TO GET A LIFE!!

But, that can wait. Common tests are next week! So good-bye National Day holidays~~~~ Off to the textbooks---------------------

After that, i should really consider picking up a new hobby! Well, if my results are satisfactory, that is..

Once again, Happy National Day :)

Just had a damn-ass nightmare! And i had an afternoon nap-.-

It was really scary,as one by one, my dear ones were dying and i was so afraid of having no one else in this world.......(i'm DARN SERIOUS i tell you!) It seemed so real............ And there i was, crying my heart out, when suddenly, a strong pull back to reality! I looked outside, it seemed bright. There was no one at home.. Went to arch my back to see the time. I thought it was already Saturday,and no one was awake yet to wake me up. IT WAS ONLY 5.22! And it's already so bright! thought there was something wrong with the clock, so i quickly reached out for my phone. IT SHOWED 5.22! I was so darn scared i tell you! Thought the world was ending~

Now i think it's stupid-.- But it was terrible scare! Will analyse it, wonder if it's a sign..

Now i shall never sleep at this time again, when i'm alone at hme! Scared dao~~~~ Wah!

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So, had celebrations today..

BLA-BLA-BLA

L1 won cheering comp, M1's runner-up

I have no mood to blog actually.. The nightmare scared the wits out of me!

IT'S A BIG DEAL ALRIGHT!

hah.

Shall blog a little before going to school later..

Hmm..Woke up at 1.40? Then online all the way~ Till now.. At first, was gossiping with ms tay..She was doing her 'homework'... Then after awhile she offline-.- so sudden! haha. Was chatting with jianhui concurrently, after which mingliang came saying that he was shocked to see me awake at that hour-.- Wth. You people see me no up arh?! haha!

Then till now, pei-ed jh do his work,due tmr OR should i say today~ Should be finishing soon bah huh? So bored. Dont know why i went online anyway~ Must be sleep-walking! Haha, national day celebration later.. I bet it's the same old thing-.- sian.

Oh yeah, taking bio quizzes afterwards. Skali i forget :X

Haha,okay,later come back to update!

Hey!!

Haha.

Hmm.. Got myself a new 'office' in school! Shall not disclose where it is, later people snatch away~ Haha.. Tmr's National Day's eve, celebrations in school..always the same old thing~ Maybe next year can add a bit more 'spice'? Cos it's only once a year..should make it more memorable mah! haha.

I LOVE SINGAPORE! (i know i'm patriotic!hehe)

MrSazali told me he put my name under the student-exhange programme to Indonesia end of this year.. it's FOC, but for some reason, i feel like turning it down.. Don't feel like going.. Hate leaving Singapore.. Don't know why.. So should i?

Hmm.. Shouldn't get all troubled by this. We'll cross the bridge when we reach it okay! For now, my only worry is common test, 12.08.08

I don't want to be just a 'has-been', just a 'good-marks-face'.. I want to be good. But the effort i've put in doesn't really show huh? PURE LAZINESS.

Okay, at least, for one thing, i haven't lose the faith yet.. So I can still be revived. I think.

Hah.

The Zzzzzzz monster is coming.. I can feel it~

Okay, shall end here bah.

P.S. Say NO to silent readers okay? TY:)

i'm gone!

In school now.. so sian~

I'm behind time man! Common tests are next week! HAH. I knew it is coming...Serve me right la! haha,but whatever la, just try to go all out bah..

Anyway, for you guys out there, hope you can like leave a tag or something when you guys visit.. Just want to see who's reading:) thanks arh.

Okay, gtg..

(END-OF-2ND-LAST-PERIOD=HMT)

I woke up.

After dozing off at 8plus, while rubbing my ankle.. Went to look at my phone.. Was really sad for a friend. Don't want her to get upset over these matters. I'm not really sure how much they mean to her, but it must've been alot, since it hurts her so much. At times like this, i'm only good at words, but seriously, i don't know how i can be a good friend. I don't understand why i can relate to her that closely. Perhaps i am going such rough patch too, but the difference is that no one seems to care. Suffer in silence, alone.. Never asking for a minute of sympathy from anyone...

Sometimes, i wonder.. What have i done to deserve this? I do my best to help my friends, though they don't seem like friends when they're no longer down.. But through it all, i've learnt one thing; There's only me to trust..

Such an 'emo' post. Never liked that term..

So whatever, I don't expect a change. Nor do I want to see such change, cos it'll just be insincere..

Hah. Why is it like that?

Wondering, pondering..

TODAY IS OFFICIALLY MY CLUMSIEST DAY EVER! since a long time~

I SPRAINED MY ANKLE:'(

Haix.. Let me tell you the series of unfortunate events that happened to me today. I swear the last time something like this occurred, i was only in primary school! Grr. So angry man..

First period, PE.. Was playing basketball happily,the whole court. It was fun la.. Until i decided to take a rest and walked up to my classmates who were sitting on a bench nearby. Without looking at where i was walking on, i suddenly found myself kneling on the floor. My feet were stuck in a small drain-.- Argh. i find that funny,so i laughed loudly..my poor freinds were trying to figure out why i was in that position and laughing! when i told them, their jaw dropped! haha!

The second embarrassing moment; Outside the toilet, after changing out of my pe attire.. I fell on the few steps! i dont know why,but it happened! ARGH!!!!&^%@#$^%*&(

As i appeared on tv the previous night, most of my malay teachers suan-ed me! so paiseh man!!

Okay,that's not the point.

During training, when doing first ball drill, i sprained my ankle!! WTH. Was setting the ball for dionne, jumped cos near net, and when i was landing, i heard her saying, "Careful,got ball!" BUT IT WAS TOO LATE. I landed on it and twisted my ankle.. Great, JUST Great -.-

Such a __________ day! 04.08.08

Hope tmr will be better! At least, if i were to receive prize on stage tmr, I WILL NOT HUMILIATE MYSELF.

& Lingying, i beg you, DONT CALL ME _____ ! i never change my name~~~~~~~~~

okay, let's end this not-very-fantastic day with this post :)

Tmr'll be better!

Okay,i'm gone!

I LOOKED STUPID ON TV-.-

haha! ass la~ didn't even know got the tv people taking us! During the translation comp..ARGHH,so paiseh! @()*@*($&*(!^!&*

I shall put it up here for a day. I look damn stupid! Wahahaha!

I didn't tell anyone about this man! Arghhhh.

Approx. 4hrs to tmr~

Hah,random..

Went to cut my hair just now:) Not much difference la,only slightly thinner.. Hmm,you know what? Alot of people falling sick these days, maybe due to the drastic change of weather bah.. So far, i haven't succumb to illnesses yet, and i hope it stays that way.. Falling sick very ma fan de.. So let me remind you guys out there!

An apple a day keeps the doctor away! (or rather prevent $$ from flying away~~hehe^^)

This is an apple:)

Oh-kay,THAT'S A LITTLE......nvm! :X

There's sch tmr..It'll be MONDAY. I think there's pe..hmm. okay whatever me la~ so random!

Sec4s will be having their prelims this week. JIAYOU bah!

The rest, will be having common tests next week,right after national day. UH-OH.

That's not good.

Oh man! Tmr,most of my subject teachers won't be around for lessons. More free periods? I don't like the sound of that.............. It'll be like PE,CHEM recess BIO(spa)-tcher not around, EMaths-not around.......free period...............................SS!

Oh no,damn slack!

ARGH.

Okay,i've got to go now.

I'm gone.

My Saturday burnt.

I'm so beat man! Whole day, been out..had stuff on from 8am-5pm (Wah,like working hours!) Had to wake up early, despite going home late the previous night,attending night study.. The night study was great though; there's food and you get to study with your friends and everything..it was fun, EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT JP WAS SEATED RIGHT BESIDE ME, everything went on fine.. Even though we kicked off the night with a tiff here and there,but the matter was resolved(i think) and we got to sit down to serious business...

Back to the "I had to wake up early" part..Yeah, for friendly match at PJC..against JSS,HYSS,PJC themselves and QTSS.. played against two matches only,then had to rush down to tampines.. for translation finals.. Speaking of which, I AM VERY VERY VERY PISSED. Cos i got lost..

Walked round and round the whole estate, until i found myself at the gates of St.Hilda's sec(???) which, was certainly a signal for me to know that i had lost my way -.- Yay me.

Then when i finally gave up walking, i took a bus,which was supposedly to take me to the regional library. In the bus,i finally went to ask someone for directions.. and she said "One more stop." WTH. I was already at the interchange by then, so you imagine...I was there like an hour ago, but i went off on my own,thinking that i could find it all by myself......tsk! so end up,it was only like beside the mrt station actually. WALAO EH.

Bloody ass man! I'm never going to tampines again.

Then had the finals.. We crapped, ALOT. but it was fun! haha.though we lost and got third.. we still won ourselves 180bucks, a reasonable sum to compensate the sweat and confusion under the hot sun..haha! so we will receive our prize on stage on tuesday:)

We kind of appeared in the news today i think,cos the mediacorp people came..haha,so paiseh!

Went home after that,took 67..two hours journey~ i slept like almost throughout! shuang arh!

So yeah,now my saturday's burnt.

Tmr they say need to go sentosa~ abit knocked out now,so don't know if going...

Okay,that's it..i've updated, SO SHOULD YOU, JIANHUI! :)