I woke up.

After dozing off at 8plus, while rubbing my ankle.. Went to look at my phone.. Was really sad for a friend. Don't want her to get upset over these matters. I'm not really sure how much they mean to her, but it must've been alot, since it hurts her so much. At times like this, i'm only good at words, but seriously, i don't know how i can be a good friend. I don't understand why i can relate to her that closely. Perhaps i am going such rough patch too, but the difference is that no one seems to care. Suffer in silence, alone.. Never asking for a minute of sympathy from anyone...

Sometimes, i wonder.. What have i done to deserve this? I do my best to help my friends, though they don't seem like friends when they're no longer down.. But through it all, i've learnt one thing; There's only me to trust..

Such an 'emo' post. Never liked that term..

So whatever, I don't expect a change. Nor do I want to see such change, cos it'll just be insincere..

Hah. Why is it like that?

Wondering, pondering..