Wah strong sey Yanxiang! OH NO DEFA~ whywhywhy?? hahaha!
Group picture (:

Let BP soar to greater heights! Woohoo(:

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Okay, i said no words right??

My bad, i got something to say^^

Hey friend, don't angry angry la! This only shows her immaturity(: So no point getting so F*** up over this alright? Chill~

Okay,done(:

I think i can still make it for today's post^^

Didn't think i'd go online again today, but i did.

Which goes to show that i have absolutely no discipline ):

Darn it, my stomach's in great pain !!! ( What did i eat wrong man?! )

Anyway, apart from that, the day's fine, i guess? Well, maybe not FINE, if you define that word as being so-so or average but more on the good side. I'm thinking more about, not good but at the same time- not too bad.

I'm getting more paranoid O.O

Cos i suddenly thought about my keys and having wild ideas about people stealing the keys, that i started looking for it like my life depended on it. Okay, i needed the toilet then. Okay okay, don't visualize - very erm..... nevermind. ( i found it btw, happened to be on the table -.=)

I'M AN EXPERT AT TAKING PEOPLE'S KUKU FACES! haha!

(who's picture should i take next? hmmm.)

Okay! Forget it. This post totally serves no purpose at all -.=

Haha!

Haha. Went for a haircut just now! Yeah man, i like it, alot~

Maybe will go for some highlights next time ^^

I think i've just wasted another saturday :x

But it's okay la, helped to clean up the whole house all by myself (: Then when my mum got home, i pretend to be sleeping :D

haha.

I'm a rascal, yes i know(:

Okay, off to study?

Or not !!

Haha!

EH EH..

It's not wrong to dream okay?! HAHA. MAYBE we were thinking a little TOO far-fetched le.

But still, when we waited for farah and xinni to get their blazers, they took SO LONG that we looked like this;

SO BU SHUANG SEY~

Hahaha! So fun~ i like the big big mirror!

Okay, what a happy post!

Anyway, back to my style of blogging; WORDS.

Hmm.. The weather is getting way TOO warm man! I'm melting under this heat! So guys, listen to DR. Fara* : DRINK LOTS OF WATER :) If you can't cos you're fasting, then stay indoors, alright! haha!

*(i must be dreaming again!)

Ade said I have heavy eye bags in school today! WTH.

Was frantically trying to get everything done, getting the day done.

And i knew i had to stay back in school a little longer today- for the HML paper. SO no going back home early for naps :(

And i'm freaking tired now; sleepy~

I realised that i've been going to school near-late these few weeks. At this rate, i'm bound to be late one day! /Damn. Zzz.

(If you noticed, i'm trying to avoid writing about the SS paper that we took today; utter disappointment.)

Maybe i should just join qiqi in the A.S.S club (Anti-SS club -.=) Haha!

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Btw, I got to know about something today. TOTALLY UNEXPECTED ^^

Waaaahh.......

(Just woke up from afternoon nap!) Shuang leh!

Purposely went home early today to sleep. Now i'm so fresh:)

Alright, today, we sat for EL paper one& two. It was okay! Like really OK :) Started off with paper1 in the morning.. I wrote the report first, then the narrative essay. The report was regarding some orphanage called 'Joyheart'? haha, like care bears! Ooops:x My essay today was special :) Why?

I wrote something from the bottom of my heart. (i'm not trying to be mushy or anything) and i think i cried.. It was, hmm.. i tried my best to make it seem real- the emotions and everything.... I did the same for hml paper yesterday. Really no regrets! my style of writing, i use my heart:) So even if i don't score well, it really won't bother me! haha. serious.

Then come to paper2. Junjie said it was difficult to comprehend? But i don't think so leh! Midyear was tougher, to me, at least. Passage A was on Vanuatu(van-wa-TOO) whereas B was on Dharavi? I had an hour for summary~ i think i suck at summary :'(

But it's alright. At least we know that one paper is down. Tomorrow? SS & HML paper2. Must memorise like shit. Got part of it in my head, but.. i still think 3SBQs and two essays within 1hr20mins is crazy~ haha! i suck at ss too,btw.

Oh yeah, the whole of next week= No paper at all O.O

What should i do now? Hmmmmm.

HoHoHo, i'm back!

From a two-hour-hand-straining-butt-numbing HML paper one. YES, only paper ONE.

And someone told me that i didn't look the least nervous or scared before the paper. o.0

YOU'RE RIGHT LA, actually:D

Darn it, there's still paper2 to go, on wed.. And tmr, it's English paper1&2, but not so bad la- Can go home after 12.40? Yay, more math for me :D
Oh dear, the whole of next week NO paper at all. For me, that is. I've just realised. Woohoo~ Shuang leh! haha. More time for maths,maths,maths (i've gone crazy over maths-.=) Btw I seriously DREAD those two-hours paper(HML) in the hall. Although i have things to do during that period of time, it still sucks :X

But nevermind la, EOY's like that.

Eh? Oh shit, suddenly i remembered! i'm taking o'levels MT this year? Oh no...... Shucks man. And i don't know when also-.= Aiyo~~~

But it's okay la; We'll cross the bridge when we reach it :)

Eh eh eh! U16's coming! After eoy examinations. So i'd better not screw up my exams :x

Okay, ade forwarded a lame msg to me:

As you

study

study

study,

you encounter so many obstacles that you feel like you're suffering.

At this time, a nice person(implying that she's one-.=) msgs you and says:

"Don't give up! You are not the only one. I am suffering with you too!"

I was like, ERMMMMM WTH? L.A.M.E. !! haha!! But i know it's encouraging and everything- I'm touched okay? Like really :) So sweet~

But i'm not suffering... (not yet anyway)

And i hope i will never be:)

Alright alright alright.

I'm out! (EL paper tmr)

Got home just half an hour ago.

From what that supposed to be a STUDY session :)

Hey! i did study okay! And i think i'm a good chem teacher, right chinyee^^ HAHA. So proud of my chem -.= thick-skinned me.

Wait, before i elaborate on the study just now, let's start with this morning first. Wah, Adeline; You got what you wanted! Next time, shut up! haha. You know why? Cos she wanted to experience a pour. And what did we get? HEAVY DOWNPOUR RIGHT DURING MORNING ASSEMBLY. GREAT!

Haha! Some guy was reading a poem when it suddenly rained. So everyone dashed into the corridor, to seek shelter. Me? - I was already half-dead(flu virus), and it had to rain. JUST GREAT.

But it was an unusual occurence; may be the first and last time the school would ever experience this :D

Alright, back to the group study. We went to JE Library; Chinyee, farah and xinni. AND shasha &fernanda. Well, apparently, i didn't clarify things, so i guess quite awkward back there. SO sorry you guys. Next time i'll make myself clear. Felt so bad, that A study group turned into two groups.. Anyway, i was cy's chem teacher. Haha! Serious:) teach and teach then went down to look for the two of them. I was damn impressed la; they were doing their work so quietly there. And i sort of disturbed them i think! haha, sorry~ But i realised shasha's drawing.. Very cute la! The last time i ever drew something like that was years back! a decade even! Drew cartoons.. which i felt was quite unique? Cos i believe everyone has their own style, in whatever they do. So her drawing showcased her style.. A distinct style. I myself can't really explain or put it in words though, but it's really.. Hmm she got talent! [stick to your ambition! you can do it ^^]

After that, went back up to check on my 'student'.. Cy today very hardworking sey~ But hey, hope you understand the subject better now :) We continued studying.......... OKAY, me and farah DID NOT. haha! I was helping her memorise some POA stuff. Okay, i laughed my ass off man! Super hilarious~ haiyo farah-.= It was like charades................. i can't remember what we laughed at, but it was funny! Laugh until my stomach cramp sey~ Soon, break fast. *End of study* Made our way to IMM, to have dinner. then accompanied cy to play the 'TONG-TONG-THING' (that coin machine) farah got mary -.= whatever that is! haha,suay! After that, homed.

And here i am! :D Fun day, IF this flu virus goes away soon, that is!

Off to study~

[Btw, eh you guys see me no up is it! GRRR.. i can try to do it okay! :)]

Sore throat; flu; fasting= Dying~

Plus hot weather and outdoor training, i'm relying on panadol now man. How pathetic.

Damn these teary eyes........

OMG. I'm dying~~~

DEAD.

OK. My mum's nagging~

YES, nagging-.=

Did i mention that she kept rambling on and on when i showed her my progress report?? My maths la! So sucky this time round...... And she blamed it all on volleyball. Yeah, the same thing everytime~ Not creative at all la she! Haha.

But seriously, my maths' sucking to the core right now. All the techniques that i used for common test was a total wreck! i only remembered drawing diagrams for all the questions. Ended up having 10mins to attempt those questions. SO OBVIOUSLY, i failed. 10/40?! Damn it. Unlike primary school mathematics, NO MARKS ARE GIVEN for diagrams. WELL DONE FARA -.=

But it's okay la, so long as i know i can do them. :D Hehe..

Oh yeah, tmr's the last training before CCA stand down for the 3weeks. Better train properly man, now that the main14 are out! Oh yeah, to those who are not in yet, don't give up! treat this as a motivation! NOT barrier okay!

AND I KNOW I TALKED LIKE A POLITICIAN JUST NOW -.=

Haha.

But it's true! THE BALL IS VERY ROUND! Believe me! Everyone stands a chance.. SO don't give up just yet :)

Okay, shut up fara.

Alright, gone.

Okay, life's getting monotonous.

Expected la, eoy's next week. And if you're thinking that i don't care, HAHA, no. I DO CARE.

So fine, it's the last week of training. Which means, close to 3weeks of intensive study i hope? Good. Let me study :) 'ENJOY' studying now, later can play it out! -U16 right after exams i think, YES-MAN. Okay, got back my progress report only today. My add. maths is like freakingly, WAY BETTER than my e. maths- W.E.I.R.D. But overall, the grades look so sucky to me -.= SIAN. Chemistry&higher ML- 73.0??! WTH. -.= no A1. sad-ded.......

AND my English is only a freaking B4?! HEY WHAT IS THIS?! Suck la. The rest of the subjects also like all Bs. *Adds on to the SIANz feeling~*

Nevermind nevermind.

SHALL BE BETTER THAN ************************* HAHA! OWN YOU UH! XP

Haolian right?

I will show you.

And as for YOU(you-don't-know-who-but-i-do), I KNOW OKAY! AND BTW, MY QUESTIONS ARE NOT STUPID OKAY!!!! Walao! so pissed la!!! ASS.

Shit you arh.

I WILL GIVE YOU ONE.

I WILL GIVE YOU TWO.

I WILL GIVE YOU THREE.

I WILL GIVE YOU FOUR.

I WILL GIVE YOU FIVE.

I WILL GIVE YOU SIX.

I WILL GIVE YOU SEVEN.

As! (super ambitious :D)

School tmr.

UH-OH.

I'm so tired.

My eyelids are getting heavier by the minute! Haha.

Today- very busy uh.. Morning still went to the 'market' (sheng siong) -.= Haha,serious!

Bought stuff for barbeque that evening. So rush rush.. bought everything, and had to walk to the bp LRT cos the LRT at ten mile junction was like arriving at the time we were supposed to be meeting the rest at cck. So we walked, and YES, with the HEAVY load.

Then after passing the stuff to xinni's maid at southview, we went to cck to meet the rest. Trained to sembawang, to have friendly with, OBVIOUSLY, sembawang sec. It was at some ulu place. Played match, lost 2-3. sian. Not supposed to lose, but nevermind, what the heck. It's okay. No one played their best today.

Afters, trained back to lot1, to discuss about the team stuff, till about 6? when xinni's parents called. So went over to take the stuff outside the warren, from her dad. AND HAILING A TAXI THAT LOOKED LIKE HER DAD BUT NOT!! HAHAHA. SUPER PAISEH UH! Brought the stuff in, then xinni and i went to lot1 to get charcoal those things. And yes, I WAS MADE TO DRAG THE 4-KG BAG OF CHARCOAL THROUGH LOT1. GREAT !!

Haha. But it was okay. I enjoyed it -.=

In the end, about 10 showed up? What is this man?! Aiya, but it's okay, had fun nonetheless.

Watched that stupid zhiyee get thrown into the water! YES MAN! haha! funny, happy people!

I think i left quite early la. Too tired and sleepy. Plus, i hate that greasy feeling. So went home. Sorry guys for not staying longer! Anyway, overall, i still think it was okay, cos we did have fun despite so few people turned up.. Well, at least, I WAS KEPT DRY. Haha! only wet from my own sweat :D Happy me-.=

Good job, captain!

Back from training. Yes, i went for training, despite not attending school.

BUT I DID WANT TO GO OKAY. It's not that i skipped school for no reason la, please.

So yeah, went to school. Was like sweating profusely for no reason- it just rained =.=

Something wrong with my sweat glands,haha.

For not attending school, i couldn't get hold of my progress report.

Not that i want to, anyway.

I know how i've done for this whole year in fact, and it really isn't something i'm proud of.

But i accept it.

If junhao didn't want a copy of it, i wouldn't have bothered asking for it.

Yesterday night, Benjamin shared some of his exam techniques. And being the smart-alleck that i am, i heard of it all. But, it was for the first time yesterday, that it left such a great impact on me.. I don't know why, but somehow, i felt that his advice and everything matched how i felt since the start of this year. I mean, for me, it was all about the results.... Should be more concerned about getting the facts right first. I was rushing into things, and i'm going to have to rush some more if i don't start preparing now.. Looking at the time i have left, i should strive for more realistic grades...

And yeah, BBQ tmr at Warren. After 6 uh everyone! after friendly with sembawang tmr..

Okay, that's it.

Soon, off to walk walk.

An idea derived from the present that cy received from jessie&jordan. Haha! Find out yourself!

The good thing about this is that it consists of DIY so it's original! We went to the library to make them. Took some pics;

TRY ASKING DIONNE TO SAY "SHIT"

HAhA. She can't. OKAY, she can-.=

It has thick fergie-ish accent. I don't know how, but the key is not to let you tongue to touch either part of the mouth. So me and hazirah tried it out. THEN SUDDENLY,- Theng-tat-tat.... LONDON BRIDGE song came out! haha! Super hilarious~ i made the beats and surprising, the three of us were all in the same tune,sam part of the song! Talk about chemistry! haha!

The pictures we took[hazirah-photographer/me-the smart one! haha!] :

Let's hang out like this more often yeah! After eoy, that is:)

Btw, i went berserk today :x Terrible moodswing-360 degrees-.=

Today; just not a good day for me. [Sorry to those whom i had offended or shouted at..]

Not myself today..

Yes,condemn.

Sometimes, it feels like only those who had committed grave mistakes are being encouraged to change for the better. Hope?

I am not condeming anyone, but sometimes i don't see how it's fair, giving those who have endlessly done wrong support and whatnot to change(?), while those who have been at their best all these while are not even spared a thought for.

What is this? Life's unfair, i know. But at least, let us know that we've done well too.

What's the use of trying so hard to be an angel, when devils are given more attention. We might as well be devils too, in that case.

I don't really know if anyone get what i'm saying here, but i hate it when they do this. For goodness sake, it's unjust. And i'm not condemning anyone. Stop reading between the lines.

Today, first day of term4.

Wah,last term already. So fast time flies.. We,the sec3s will soon be sec4s, i hope.

Everything is like ending way too fast. So fast that i didnt have much time to take a breather once in a while.. Not that i'm busy with solid work. Man, this is fast!

I don't want to talk about today's training. Kind of an afternoon laid to waste? Sian arh..

Sometimes, i really wonder. Some people get to where they are because they worked hard for it, and they are lucky enough to have gained enough experience and what it takes to stay at the point where they are at. No point feeling so sorry for yourself, thinking that you weren't given a chance to shine. Let me tell you this; Unless you are born with special abilities or capabilities, everyone has the same equal opportunity to show that they are worthy of that place.. No point fretting if you missed the boat. You have only yourself to blame for not trying hard enough at first, when everyone was leveled.

So today, ONE WORD; Wasted.

[to shah: saw you answers.. Yeah,naturally huh..]

Alamak AYAM ONLY (stolen from shasha!)

Haha! Later got training-super sian diao sey~ Now fasting,i don't want to die so soon! Haha,but i will endure!

I realised that my school de net IS SERIOUSLY DAMN ANCIENT. I don't think other schools have even seen a similar net like ours before la! Wah very paiseh sia when people come to our school for friendly! haha. But it's okay- Will be getting new courts,new net and everything when we move back to the old new school at cck! Woohoo~

I'm so tired[like always]....But there's training.. All the way this week,though it's holiday..

Supposed to revise but it's all talk&NO action.

Oh no. It's going to be one soon. Training starts at 3.. Can't we just have friendly matches everyday? sian..................

Oh yeah, friendly with CCHY tmr at 3..At their school obviously. YES-ARH!!

Okay, i'm done.

Anyway, I don't want my team to be without discipline....Cos thaat's the reason why we lost that TOP4 position for so many years.haiz.

Wah.

I'm bloody-damn-ass full man! And all i had was water and fish&chips from naked fish(only ate the fish)-.=

Okay,well today- All about friendly with shuqun. I think i spent almost the whole day at their school la! Like my house like that,sleep there. But i was really tired man!

Reached around 11. Warmed up, and played. Apparently, junhao had class so he couldn't make it for our match. So he left the task to xinni (and me)..But the latter was disregarded:( sadded.

BlahBlahBlah, i don't care la. Why do i even try so hard to help out anyway? At the end of the day, no one will remember what i did for the team. So whatever la. Not going to waste my time making someone else look good. AYAM ONLY.-haha

So yeah,we won! haha. But not that convincing,as compared to the last match we had with them. I think i was very honest today, don't know why also. Just now, got one ball, i backrow but forgot. So i jumped and tipped the ball over and scored. But immediately went up to the coach who was the referree and told him that.

He smiled. Haha.

Then the fourth set is it? The one that we were losing so badly, around 14-24.. Jiayu kept serving and i kept blocking shasha's view! And her other teammates too! So funny la,but it worked sey! We caught up to 20-24..until jiayu served into the net. Haha,but it was okay,good enough :)

Was like laughing the whole way through. My service sucked. Too scared? Stupid la.

Haha,having match with CCHY this thurs. No training on that day-Good.

Oh no,it's Wed tmr. So fast. Have to open books already :X

Okay,i'm done here.

Hmm, the past few days were fun! Hardly spent any time at home la. Have been kept busy with quite a number of things. & here i am updating :)

Firstly, went to sentosa for ripcurl's beach volleyball championships! It was fun la, since it's a yearly event for me.. This year, teamed up with mingyeow,derek and eileen. Seriously,we played for fun. I got to know some of them in the process, so it was fruitful..

Surprisingly, it didn't rain at all! (i heard from those who went the previous days that it did)

And it was all SUN, SAND & VOLLEYBALL for me! The sand was super hot by lunch time..

Soon, we(except eileen) left. We damn naughty la, cos we walkover a match. Haha,but whatever.

YESTERDAY! I went to see my baby nephew! He's so damn cute la. He's by the name of,

RYAN DANISH aka BUTTERCOOKIES! (?)

He likes to sleep..

Opening his eyes....

Tough luck-.- Sleep again.

Sleep -.-

Super Little SAILOR!

So cute man, this little guy.. Haha, hope he grows up faster.. Now his voice like the start of engine -.- hahaha. SEE YOU NEXT WEEK LITTLE GUY :)

So yeah, my weekend.. Spent with lots of joy.

[Now fasting already. But it's okay,one month only!]

Alright, i'm gone.