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Friday, October 31, 2008 - 6:44 PM
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Okay, tomorrow must pia!
Today- Last day of forward track.

Which means, more volleyball, more sleep, more time. Less homework, but still must study!

I've decided to start anew^^

ANYWAY, i'm proud to say that Dionne See Wei Ni has survived near 4HOURS of non-stop FUN listening to me talking (: Pro man!

Haha, and i bet she's missing me right now! But it's okay. I'll get junhao to arrange for us to be in the same room when in KL alright??? HAHA. See i so nice!

Okay, i dare say that i've gone crazy.

But it's okay what! You'll see at least two months of this, or maybe less, excluding the days where i'd be emo-ing~ Haha. Hope not.

I seriously have no idea what i've just said.




- 5:12 AM
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I missed out a day of post- 29/1/2008

First time. Why? Don't ask. I'm a damn sore loser i tell you! The worst of its kind -.=

See la! Think so much in the end got 'stage-fright' -.= Super super ______ !

I don't know which word to use.

ARGGGGGGGHHHH.

By the way, i lost the urge to use the comp on 29/10/2008, because we lost to *ehem* on this day. I don't even want to say the school name out. What a sore loser! And indee, the worst setter in history too.

Now it's either us or them. Wah..... Why must it always be like this??

No wonder so many people don't like my team. We're always trying to get into the next round struggling, and it's all my fault man....................




Tuesday, October 28, 2008 - 8:21 PM
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For the REAL FIXTURES, click here ^^

Okay, shall keep this post as short as possible(:
As i've said in the previous post, the life of a volleyball player should only revolve around volleyball and studies^^
And i'm damn beat la- training just now at pjc.. Though most of the time were spent on the c'girls, we managed to train for tmr's match! Haha, we are not being selfish la~
Against jurong tmr. Don't know how i should feel now, nervous bah? Cos very long never play match, as in official ones.

But we do really hope to bring coach good news back! It'll be a great boost of confidence for us too(: So let's keep our fingers crossed and hope for the best! Jiayou jiayou^^

Like what hazirah said, we've come a long way... And shall we advance even further together^^ Let the KL trip be a celebration for us, team!
I hope i won't land in the same room as our dearest ly though! Hahaha! Later sleep she'll go kick me -.= Better be careful! Haha!

Oh man, the post has gotten a little long-winded. Haha! Sorry la!
Okayokay, last one. To all team2; I've heard about today. Just stay together at this period and don't ever give up till that last point. Jiayou, we can do it together man! Come on, we're BPians(: And BPians NEVER quit!



Monday, October 27, 2008 - 1:10 PM
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Okay, before i forget, yesterday i had a sudden urge to COUGH when i saw that someone wear the green jersey. HAHA! I didn't laugh, i was COUGHING(:

You know what, my team WON'T GIVE UP TILL THE LAST POINT too. To us, every point gained is a step closer to our goal^^ I may not say this often, but I LOVE MY TEAM. More than anything else, perhaps. It's the last thing on my mind before i go to sleep, and it's the first thing that i think of when i wake up. Why?- cos i can't help but have nightmares of it -.=

See la, think too much already.

Haha. i'm staying at home today. Don't feel like going out anyway.
Oh yeah, i drew out a timetable for the holidays^^ I hope i can stick by it no matter what. Important to have discipline you know (:

And speaking of nightmares, i've been having them almost everyday of this week! Super scary la! Cos i usually don't remember having dreams or anything of that sort(stm). Yesterday night, i dreamt that i killed someone or a group of people.... Then... Can't remeber already. Freaked me out a little.

By the way, all these while that vincent has been gone, we forget the rules that are set. We don't follow the regulations, we forget to love each other. We tend to waste time, spending it on unnecessary things, like blogging-.= Until i forget the most basic principle that a BP volleyball player should have; Our lives revolve solely on studies and volleyball. Nothing else.
Maybe that's why, i haven't been doing well on things that i had been doing well in... I'm kind of lost now man. Oh no, i need guidance. *stray child alert*



Sunday, October 26, 2008 - 6:08 PM
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Wah, super tired man.
Hah, spent my entire sunday at hougang, watching matches.

Under16 started today.
But, was kind of disappointed la. Wanted to watch those teams in my group de, in the end, i was like wasting my time there. Why? - cos jurong won without even having to play (walkover). Peicai didn't turn up i think. Then shuqun? Hah, let's just say it was an easy win for them. Haha. Beat macpherson both sets less than 10 if not wrong. Purely service game. First set, they won 25-3. Imagine how bored i was :O But i caught a glimpse of them^^ Analysis!

I left early. Didn't even bother to watch the whole of second set. No point staying anyway. Haha.

Hope our matches will go as smoothly too (:

Okay, tomorrow's Deepavali. Which means no forward track, more time to sleep! Woohoo! Hmm, should i go watch hsm3 tmr?




Saturday, October 25, 2008 - 12:24 PM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAN! ^^
Though we always quarrel when we meet, until now, i still think you're a nice friend(: Anyway, doubt you'll ever read this, but just want to wish you a happy birthday. May you be a little less arrogant! Haha, just kidding.
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Yes! Fixtures are out.

BP team-1 :

WED(29/10) - vs JURONG @2.45pm*
THUR(30/10) - vs SHUQUN @3.30pm*
SAT(01/11) - vs PEICAI @3.45pm*
SUN(02/11) - vs MACPHERSON @4.30pm*

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BP team-2 :

TUE (28/10) - vs NGEE ANN @5pm*
WED (29/10) - vs DUNMAN @2pm*
FRI (31/10) -vs DUNMAN HIGH @5pm*
SAT (01/11) - vs FAIRFIELD @2.45pm*
SUN (02/11) - vs CHUNGCHENG(yishun) @3.45pm*

Venue: Hougang Spors Hall
(* Players to reach at least 30mins before match starts.)

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Finally, U16's here.

Been rotting at home, well not really, until i have run out of things to do -.=

Haha, okay.

Don't know what to write alr.

Okay bye.




Friday, October 24, 2008 - 5:16 PM
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Today's VINCENT's BIRTHDAY! Happy Birthday to him^^

Where are the fixtures? -.=

Super late already! Skali we'll only know on the eve of matches itself. What is this man......

I'm hungry.




Thursday, October 23, 2008 - 3:29 PM
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You know, sometimes, the little things that you do, bother me the most.

Hmm. Had the third forward track lesson today. Nothing special. Quite boring actually, haha. So much so that during literature, i was clipping adeline's nails -.= Really. Okay, at least you can picture how boring it was.

Really have no mood these few days. Quite over-sensitive too. And i've been going straight home every day this week. Walking. I really have the time to spare, but i spent it thinking, and that's not good. I constantly have to worry about many things, as it seems as though i have only myself to depend on. I feel so mature, but at the same time, lonely...




Wednesday, October 22, 2008 - 10:21 PM
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Omg.
I didn't expect this when i said i was expecting a miracle.
Okay, let's just say, I'm too full of myself.
Don't be too nice to me. Not worth it.
I'll find my own way out.



- 4:15 PM
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Hmm. Had the second lesson of Forward Track today... Okay la, had both maths, ss, chem and literature.

I like the way Mr. Tai teach leh. I don't know why, but i am very comfortable with his pace.

Anyway, did i mention that there'll be no more training this week for me? Hmm, where's the fixtures man? So long~ But good la, at least there's time to rest, and focus more time on homework. Oh yeah, i got back report book today. Hah. not the least excited. At least 5 people asked me about my level ranking. Tsk. Lousy man. But it was no shock to me, since the amount of effort i put in wasn't alot, or anything. BUT, i swear this will be the last.

I won't be retained ^^ Promoted to Sec4 Special~

But it's weird la, isn't it? For me to be happy about not getting retained, instead of being unhappy cos of the pathetic number of As i've got. Mentality- too slack. Attitude- sucks.

But hey! You know, sometimes, the best way to motivate is to just come up, look at them straight in the eye and say, " Hey, you can do it!" And they'll start believing again. Haha.

Okay, back to homework.




Tuesday, October 21, 2008 - 7:31 PM
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Oh man, today was so-called last the last training for us, since we have no other venues.

Sian. Hope won't lose touch (:

Anyway, shasha asked me which of BP's team is in their group. I haven't reply! You want to know? Guess la^^ Hint: Me. Hahaha!

Fixture's not out yet, but it'll be.. soon.

I want it man.

Okay, i've already think it through. If i can't go, so be it. I know i need the exposure, i WANT it too, but if circumstances don't allow, then there's really not much i can do. Sad? Hell i am. But you know, we have to accept reality sometimes. Things don't always go our way, and ther's no point forcing it.

Damn. I think I'm sick again. Splitting headache. Maybe can't make it for school tmr? But HOR, tiger will personally call de leh. And must go see doc for mc. Ma fan.

Oh man. It sucks. But... Looking at the brighter note, i'm still alive -.=

Okay, forget what i said.




Monday, October 20, 2008 - 7:47 PM
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The draw is OUT!

And guess what? I think it's not too bad. Quite interesting? Haha. Team1's group consists of jurong, shuqun, peicai and macpherson. There are six groups altogether, with three made up of 5 teams and the other three with 6teams. Team2's group consists of dunman, ngee ann(?), and don't know- don't know- can't remember. Memory poor :x

But fixtures' not out yet. Well at least, i don't have it... yet.

No school today, BUT training was insane! Alot of them, including me unfortunately, were sick, and junhao just had to come up with this CRAZY warm-up. I don't like the shuttle run! But i like the dive one though. Haha. As a result, we were all feeling nauseous right after. I felt terrible man! You know that "i want to vomit but cannot come out" that kind of thing? Hello?! I haven't even fully recover yet. Madness! Haha. Sweat alot alot alot. Super wet man. Like SUPER WET -.=

Then after training, slacked at dionne's house. Rented a movie, forget what it's called. Boring-not interested! Haha, wasted $5 on that one&half hour show. Xinni slept after eating. Yeah, like what's new?

The we played the piano. I pro de OKAY ^^ (like real)

Me, with the help of dionne^^

AND compare this with THIS ONE, by xinni. Listen to it yourself! SHE's GOOOOOOOOOOOD.

Then we talked talked talked. About U16, malaysia trip on 1st dec-6dec.. Sian, i don't think i can go for the m'sia trip la. Or maybe i can.




- 6:27 AM
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Okay, now that i'm getting a little better, let me post some pictures.
My nephews? haha. Iqmal& Iqwan a.k.a Upin& Ipin (Don't know why-.=)

Iqmal is the older one- age of 7. Iqwan's the younger one- age of 5.


I think Iqwan's damn cute la! Haha, and they're willing strike a pose for you the moment you want to take a picture of them ^^
Iqmal can read very well la! He gave me a shock man! But one thing, damn funny was, when he came to my room, he saw my trophies and read them out. He was surprised to see a champion trophy! Then there was this one that says, " shooting C ' ships" And he thought i was some SHIP shooter -.= (my sis was in air rifle)

Damn fierce-looking huh, the older one? The little one's so cute! Hahaha. BUT having said that, i was really worn out having to entertain these two boys last night! They were a handful! A joy though, but seriously, can K.O. sia!
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I've given it some serious thought. Okay, shan't reveal my plans.

Oh my! Bimbo friend- je-SI-ca (not jessica cheng or jessica teo), STOP CALLING ME B****** !! It's SO vulgar that the name refuse to show -.=

haha.

Anyway, U16's coming................. Scared? I'll be lying if i said no, but i think BP's ready! Hey! When's the draw? Can somebody help enlighten me?

*Look at the time- I think i'm suffering from insomia!




Sunday, October 19, 2008 - 7:57 AM
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New pic^^


C'mon! C'mon! C'mon! Must stay strong, immune system!



Okay fine, i admit, i was sick the whole day yesterday. Omg, i swear that it's damn, damn terrible to be sick, especially when it's fever.

At around 8 yesterday, i still switched on the comp -.= When i just checked that my temperature was like 39.2? It's super crazy. I felt terrible man, super terrible. But at least now, the fever has subsided, so it's alright.



But you know, i've discovered the best medicine! Yakult! Hahaha, really! (I love the red one to death!) It works for me, and i'm not kidding.


Training tmr. And the sec4s are having their Os, so no hall. Eh? Where are we going to train then? 3A people can't go.. And and, is xinni alright yet? Wah, skali tmr no one go sia..


Must train hard, TRAIN DAMN DAMN HARD. Time is running out. Remember our goal ^^

C'mon B girls! We can do it de!

Under16, wait for BP~~~~~~~~~~




Saturday, October 18, 2008 - 5:19 AM
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U16's coming in a week? Don't know who said the draw will be on saturday. Should be accurate bah... Hope we don't get those 'we-don't-want-de' teams. haha.

Played friendly with c boys yesterday during training. Won all three sets but junhao said it wasn't really convincing... Maybe xin's absence was part of the reason why? I don't know, but it should be the case. 25-19 , 25-14 , 25-20 ? The c boys can play. Not too bad.

But the friendly wasn't the highlight of yesterday's training. It was the formation drill that we played the last part. Everyone was so high. Shout here and there ( though some just shout for nothing? To contribute to the noise level maybe? Haha, like woonsin-.= Hahaha.)

Splitting headache. Oh yeah, I know why. I took a super high dosage on an empty stomach. Die.

I'm a saddist.




Friday, October 17, 2008 - 7:35 PM
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SOLITUDE.

(If you think this is is a start of an emo post, you're right. Don't wish to continue reading? Then press the red X up there.)

Wah, alone. At the end of the day, i'm still stuck all by myself.. Not that it's entirely a bad thing. Oh wait, who am i trying to kid? It is BAD. It doesn't feel good at all. "Sometimes, you know, when you had a bad day, stay by your friends and you'll be okay." - Used to belive in this. But now, realistically thinking, will your freinds want to stick BY YOU? Oh no, if i'm ruining your mood then please leave asap. My moodiness is kind of contagious.

Well, caring for friends who don't give a hoot about you when you need them the most, is the best way to cheat your own feelings. And time. And saliva. I mean, even if you do it sincerely or what, at least, it's only right for you to be treated the same. Well, IT'S ONLY RIGHT.

But NOTHING'S fair. I sound like a saddist, or pessimist, but the thing is, i can't help it.

Shit. I'm just having a really bad day.




Thursday, October 16, 2008 - 7:46 PM
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The BIG problem about us is that we think too much about things which are not supposed to be thought about, and we don't think about things that matters.

Well, no training today but reached home quite late. Like i always do anyway. Hmm, so went to lot1 and slack. Had lunch with dionne, cy and farah first. Then we spent the rest of the time walking around.. Dionne left soon after, and we went to LJS for chocolate cream pie. Eat and eat, then cy went home cos she wanted to sleep.

Me and farah didn't want to go home so we decided to play ball at dionne's house there, but in the end, we went to visit xinni ^^ Oh man, she is really sick- hardly no voice at all, and she looked... hmm very sick? Her body temperature was still quite high. Hope you get well soon girl! I miss you la!

Me and farah went to the library. We talked, alot. About lots of things. U16, west zone, nationals? Possible overseas trip etc. AND how to kill ** !! haha! Something only we know (: And while talking, we were eating and there's this girl whom we don't know laughing at farah, and we all laughed.

Went home at 6.30pm when we realised that some auntie was eavesdropping on our conversation. Must be some bored mother who was left alone by her daughter at the library -.= haha! So yeah, i'm still thinking about it all...

JESSICA TEO! So did i get the job?? (:




Wednesday, October 15, 2008 - 7:53 PM
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christmas party 2007
I miss vincent... Don't know why! Haha. Okay random.


Know say know, don't know say don't know. Don't say know when you don't know.


Back to school, after the two days of break (marking days)

Wah, super tired when going through the papers. I came to school with bloodshot eyes, probably cos of the sentosa trip yesterday. And my face pain uh......


Got back chemistry, english, higher malay papers followed by social studies. Not impressive at all, but no failing grades, yet. But tmr,... I think the first paper that we will be going through.. fail, confirm plus chop. Not being pessimistic, i'm being realistic.


And today we had our first training. Outdoor training is not fun nor is it effective la. But no choice, we lack venues. Btw, today, for the first time in I-don't-know-how-many-years, xinni was absent from school - fever from sentosa. And the cgirls got into trouble with DM, so i had to be responsible. Haha, but good experience for me (:



Then trained till 6plus - uncle came to chase us out. Typical. Now, so tired. And the pain in my right knee is starting to come back again. Oh man, i hope i can cure it. hah. U16's coming. U16's coming. 26th OCT's drawing closer and closer, as the days pass... I need to get back my touch. I need to get back my confidence. I need to feel good about playing..............



GET IT BACK, GET IT BACK, GET IT BACK!




Tuesday, October 14, 2008 - 8:16 PM
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WAH my face pain! My face pain!
Serve me right la, never apply more sunblock -.=
Haha. Okay, so today, went to sentosa with my team ^^
They met at 8 at cck control station, but i believe everyone went separate ways, cos they all reached at different times. So yeah, reached at 10plus.
Toilet pics:

Oops, busy talking.

Ah-ha!


The weather was hot, the sand was burning, and my feet were like 'screaming'~ haha, not literally la! Played vball awhile then picnic-ed, for me:) Then went to 'emo walk' with xinni.. Then went we walked back, i saw shasha, fernanda and amanda? Yeah, they were there too. Crazy one la shasha, yesterday went sentosa, today also go again. Aiya, KIDS these days, macam nothing better to do one. HAHA. Then talked, and play, talked more than play. hah! If you get what i meant. Lazy me, go all the way to sentosa to talk.
Then i went to walk to the mini 'island' to sit on the rock. They said i was emo-ing.. Hmm, was i? Hah, i needed time to accept reality. But thanks uh, the KID who came to ask me go back, and stop emo-ing! haha! Yeah, then i went back there..


Wah, then at 3, lingying and amanda came. Walao eh that ly! Come already must suan me-.= She knew where i was sitting and she called for me so loudly. And she didn't call my name she said, " Eh? Where's maria?" Diao~ haha! Purposely de lor! No face now already. Somemore, i was sitting with fernanda there, and right after i responded to ly's call, i realised that........... OMG, no face! How can people know my seniors call me maria de! Wth-.=! haha!

Okayokay, then went to cycle. Cycle here and there, but there wasn't much to cycle anyway, so
went to bathe right after i returned the bike. Wah, i felt uneasy, being so sweaty and salty? haha. So went to bathe and waited for them. Left at 6.

Afterwards, trained to vivo, to candy empire and homed. Tired, and there's school tmr. PON.



Monday, October 13, 2008 - 8:10 PM
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WHOAAAAAAAAAAA.
Tired.

Got back at 7? Played badminton from 12 to 2. Then went to eat^^

My next KUKU star! hahaah!

Wah farah! Nice hat -.=

Close-up!


The 'HAT'- My food la! erm, stupid la farah! hahaha!

After that, cy and xinni wanted to see kiki, cy's aunt's dog? Yeah, so took LRT to jelapang.. Then i dragged farah to BPP buy polo tee! haha! Damn funny la, cos it was last min and i pulled farah out. And cy's ez-link card's with farah, and she was like, " eh farah my ez-link card!" haha! i ran out of the train already! SO paiseh la-.= haha!
Then we walked to BPP. Went to giordano, bought shirts then off to jelapang again.


THEN, upon alighting, farah called cy to ask the block number in which her aunt was living in. Farah insisted that we went to look for it ourself, when i asked her to ask cy if the place was near the station. But nevermind, since she claimed she had GOOD SENSE of direction! So we walked, and walked...............................................................and walked................................................................................and walked. Until we saw Greenridge pri? Who the hell thought it was zhenghua sec-.= So we decided to spin our 'compass' (my racket) for a direction. It pointed east, so off we went. Walked and walked. AT 5.19pm, when we saw SEGAR LRT station, we realised we WERE LOST, in jelapang. Hah, just great! So we walked along the LRT track and found ourselves back at square one. JUST GREAT. THEN farah saw the sign :

At the corner. It was to our right, but we went to the left. And ended up walking A BIG ROUND around the neighbourhood. Like wth right?? So yeah, no longer lost. REACHED BLOCK 503 AT 5.35pm... FINALLY! Omg, tired man. Then we went up, sat outside talking the two of them(cy and xn), with the gate closed, cos kiki and her puppies are inside. Soon, went home.


Now, damn...............tired! haha! Adventure with farah-.= haha! next time ask.. You know malay got one saying " Malu bertanya sesat jalan." dah sesat dah pun!(Lost already!) haha! Okay, that's it.




Saturday, October 11, 2008 - 9:59 PM
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WAH i'm super super beat man!
Haha, was all over the place today, with the shuqun gang(?) to raye. And they are a great bunch! Thanks guys for having me. (though you guys will never read this)

I had fun, to be honest, even though i didn't know 10/13 of them. And i met another farah! Was reluctant to go at first, since i find it weird to spend the day with people whom i had never seen before. But as the day progresses, i kind of loosen up a little, and mingled. So we went to quite a few houses today. But for me, the most 'fun' one, was at syafiqah's house. Why?- Cos we laughed like mad when eating. And guess what, the first funny feeling i had when i stepped into her house was, her looking so clueless cos she probably don't understand why she doesn't seem to recognise me. I was the extra, so don't mind me :D
We laughed at everything- the way that farah ate, Zahria's face, TETAK melissa, and shasha and the uncle who talked like in kampong like that, " Anak-anak jemput makan. Jangan malu-malu." And obviously, it wasn't what he said that made us laugh, but how he said it. Haha! And i forget why but Zahria laughed till she cried. haha!


The group(without the guys!) -got this from daniel's blog^^

Walk walk walk.

The last house i went to was zahria's house. Felt cosy to me and i would have slept if i didn't control myself. And i'm proud to say that i'm the first vballer from other school to come to her house! haha, she said it herself. haha, whatever la fara!

Soon, i went home. And i'm super tired now. But most probably, i'll be at the gym tmr morning^^ or not.



- 6:58 AM
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The sudden gush of adrenaline kept me awake the whole night.



Friday, October 10, 2008 - 2:31 PM
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OMG, no more hall to train in. Until 27NOV (eh why the date so familiar? O.o)

So jiayou bah, BP volleyball! Go through this hardship, before we get to the new hall(:

Wah so tired! Played badminton with adeline and jovine. Shiok la, cos very long never play. Played for an hour first, cos there wasn't any court available from 10-11am. So we waited till 11, then played again. I rushed back to school, to meet mdm caihong, only to find out that she had already spoke to sec2s earlier on. WAH sian la! Talked to ms tay for awhile. Then ran all the way back too cck sports hall, cos booked the court already, so if never reach back in time, wasted mah! haha. Yeah, i had a good run.. Wanted to run since yesterday night, now i feel so much better^^

Then after the game, went home with jovine, to complete the literature project. Wanted to discuss la by right. Then jessica called to say that jo de internet connection something wrong, and i only had half an hour to get the blog ready. I thought i only need to do my part, but ended up having to polish everything since there's alot alot of loopholes. So had to use my brain, and TA-DA! I sacrificed my lunch for the project. Haha, i ate la, but very rush, and i cannot eat until dinner, so too bad.

But i got it done, in time^^

Oh no, training will only resume on WED. And U16 is coming, very very soon.

OMG.




Thursday, October 9, 2008 - 8:28 PM
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Got the urge to post again.

Okay, and this is NOT good.

Ever experienced, a sudden moment,.. When everything turns to nothing?

When all the songs that have been filling up your world cease to be heard..

When all the drillings, screaming, shouting, just suddenly disappear?

A deafening silence, fills up the entire room, shoving the emptiness into the cavity of you chest.

Unwilling, yet welcoming the quietness..

And out of nowhere, the fear of having no one, when you need them the most, struck your mind, poisoning your thinking, sinking you deeper and deeper as you ponder.

Life's unpredictable. Indeed it is.

And one, can never be too sure that we'll always have a shoulder to lean on.

-farashazreen

Hey friend, thanks again. Really touched by your sincerity. I want to tell you everything, but it seems that i can't, for i myself is unsure of what it is that's been bothering me. All i've got to say is thanks. Thanks friend(:




- 6:30 PM
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Wah so tired!

Okay, today was the last two papers. But somehow, i don't really have the YAY feeling yet. Maybe cos none of my teammates are done with their exams yet. Sian arh! Can't wait for training to resume(:

Anyway anyway, went out with my class people, Jess, ade, eunice,cass and yanping to catch a movie after the bio paper. When ade asked me, i was like, "WHAT?!" cos i thought it was like four plus already, when it's only two! haha, it was dark. Then off to lot1. Intially they wanted to watch 'house bunny' or something but it's only showing at 4plus or 5, so didn't catch that. We watched 'Eagle Eye' instead(: It's nice man! haha, and i don't always recommend movies you know^^ So yeah, i think it's nice, so go catch it yourselves(:

Then, we went to mac cos adeline wanted to eat fries.. Yanping and cass left so the four of us were there, eating. I saw cy, farah, xinni and tuan there, mugging physics. Poor them(: so yeah, the four of us started eating, then i reminded ade of her recount on AL, when i saw one sitting so...... ERM.... not lady-like? ahah! then we started laughing cos there's this AL who kept walking pass us so many times la! Ade said she was kind-at heart! We laughed like some crazy idiots man! okay, I laughed like some crazy idiot! but it was funny~ hahaha.

We went home at six. Took lrt with eunice and talked about class tee. I WANT TO MAKE THIS WORK, for once^^

Okay, playing badminton tmr. Want to join? haha.




Wednesday, October 8, 2008 - 9:37 AM
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I'M NOT A BIO FREAK~~~~~~~~ OH NO NO NO~

Haha, and ALFRED, don't bother. I've suffered enough brain damage as a result of overloaded information! Plus, it's bio paper tmr anyway. Save it for tmr yeah(:

Will be at home the whole day today. No school. I mean, i've got a school la, just that i don't have to go school today^^ Okay, lame fara, LAME.

Omg, i think i'm getting lame-r these days. WHY WHY WHY? even when talking to my teammates, i can just burst out into laughter. Laughing AT MY OWN JOKES. Wth right? Haha. Too stress le bah? Not possible! haha.

Shitz. Must continue to keep my image :x haha! Act dao is a must! I remember someone asking me once, why i everytime look so fierce/arrogant/blahblahblah. HAHA. I just laughed! Then got another friend at the side, who said, " Act dao is a must hor, fara!" Then i was like, yeahyeahyeah! hahaha. So please don't ask me why, i doubt i can answer that question^^

Hey, but just to clarify, i'm not arrogant de la^^(self-delusion~) Haha! Okay, maybe i am.

Alright, back to a.maths & bio! The last two papers...

Btw, friend. Bear with it. Please don't give up the friendship just like that. It's not worth it la, seriously. Somemore it's been what? 5years? Maybe you're at loggerheads with her now, but please, don't say things that you might regret in future. Make peace. Be patient.




Tuesday, October 7, 2008 - 4:46 PM
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Okay, today's post won't guailan people already! ^^

hmm. Had chemistry and literature paper just now. Oh man, i almost fell asleep during the chem paper la! Not that it's super easy, but it seemed that we were given alot of time~ And for me, i would make it a point to use every minute, so yeah- Nearly slept! But of course, i didn't(: The paper was quite okay actually, if you don't look at the questions testing mole concept blahblahblah----

Then during the recess break, played ball with dionne. OMG i play like super noob! But the two of us would agree that junjie played the worse! haha! Oops :x We have to do ALOT of training after the exams man!

Soon, it was literature paper. Well, i told myself NOT to attempt the passage-based. Guess what? I did it anyway. Hah, hope it wasn't a wrong choice..

Okay, speaking of the lit paper, did anyone notice when ms tay came in? haha, she was like standing there the whole time and i only realised it half an hour later -.= When i looked up, die- my chain of thoughts- gone! haha! i was doing the poem then, and i wasn't sure too if that was the right decision. The prose seemed lengthy so, didn't even bother to look at it.

Sian. Last two killer papers on Thurs. No paper=no school tmr. At least after thur, we can resume with lessons? Argh, i miss lessons! Damn it.

And someone please remind me that i'm taking my MT o level papers on 5 NOV! So if any overseas trip or whatnot clashes with this date, can reschedule? Just for me^^ haha!

Oh no, sec3 life ending soon ): So fast.....................?




Monday, October 6, 2008 - 2:35 PM
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Hey, firstly, let me start off this post by wishing ALL GRADUATING STUDENTS IN BP good luck and all the best for the coming Os! Heard you guys had graduation day just now right? Don' sad sad la! You know that, ONCE A BPian, ALWAYS A BPian!^^

Alright. It seems that there's some misunderstanding here. So here i am(:



Firstly, Shasha(: Are we talking about the same AYAM here? haha! *removed. R-rated*



Do you look like this?! hahahaha! So yeah, i'm not sick of talking to you la-.=

haha!

Now, Xinni(: It seems like you want to be OPPOSITION PARTY now aye?

Alright then. This is what i feel. Firstly, you do agree to a certain extent that bio IS useful and applicable to our daily lives, am i right? That's why we are studying it. So let me define the term 'BIOLOGY' for you. It is the study of life and of living organisms, including their structure, function, growth, origin, evolution, and distribution. Did you notice 'growth' and 'life' being mentioned? Therefore, as a biology student, i believe that we are learning about the way we function, why it is that way, and things like that. From this alone, we are being exposed to the real world, and i mean REAL. Novels may give us a gist or a rough idea on life etc, but can you be sure that all those are factual, only facts and nothing but the true facts? Yes, if you are just restricting yourself to words, lines and paragraghs from the textbook alone, you'll never develop into a wise and mature individual, but what i'm trying to reinforce here is that everything starts from that egg cell and sperm( don't be horny) All these are cells, and what are cells? The smallest unit of, LIFE. So before we go on to 'experience' life, shouldn't we understand how WE come about first? Hence, being avid readers of novels alone will not bring good knowledge to anyone. Isn't it as good as couch potatos who sit in front of their tv set, crying over sad drama plots? There is no truth in all these. But i can't deny that we do need entertainment once in a while. So you see, i used the word 'ENTERTAINMENT' (:

(Haha, this is fun!) The notion stands strong!

Okay, now i really look like i'm promoting bio here. Don't get me wrong, i'm not a bio-freak(:

Btw, had e.maths paper today. It was okay, left some blanks(: There's this one question which annoyed me though. LAME qn la! About this lizard INSECT crawl from C to A, then to M before going back to C -.= Stupid la! But, haha, funny(:

Okay, that's it. Chemistry and Lit next!

(JJ! happy?! haha!)




Sunday, October 5, 2008 - 9:03 AM
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I'm back!
Going to just make a quick update before going on to studies.

Guess what?
I'm more than halfway through bio! Woots~
I managed to cover all principles of biology and nutrition in humans^^ Super happy with this progress man! Btw zhiyee, BIOLOGY IS NOT BORING NIA!!! haha, i'm serious! It's not. So for those juniors who are in the midst of deciding your subject combination, don't leave out biology just because you THINK it's boring. You don't know what you're going to be missing out on man!
O-kay, sounds like i'm promoting bio here. But eh, one more thing, if you think you'll need a 80gb memory or something for bio, haha! you're wrong- you'll need a hundred! hahaahahaa! okay jk. all these are just misconceptions i tell you!


Hmm. I'm beginning to like studying, alot. I think reading the textbook is WAY better than reading those novels like twilight, breaking dawn or don't know what crap.(Want to debate??) haha! Waste brain cells only sia~

Realised there're some photos in my phone^^ (Don't worry, none of these has caught you unglam!)
Haha. Only managed to take two, with my cousin(:



So basically, this year's not that fun ):
But the money IS^^
Hahahaha! But i've decided to keep them all, not going to spend it!


Okay.
This week's papers:
MON (o6/1o) - E. Mathematics
TUE (o7/1o) - Chemistry & Literature
WED (o8/1o) - NO paper=NO school for me!(:
THUR (o9/1o) - KILLER PAPERS! A.Mathematics & Biology (??) these two are from parallel universe man! Who in the right mind would put these subjects together on the same day -.=


FRI (1o/1o) - YAY~


So before the 1oth, i'd better be doing myself justice. So bye^^



Saturday, October 4, 2008 - 9:34 AM
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Wah this is shit.
I've been sleeping ever so early on normal weekdays, and by early i mean before 7pm -.=
That's super early la! That's why i'm rarely online these days~ Sian.
But i'd rather this than insomia!

Okay, went gym yesterday. It was okay la, but didn't run that much. Stamina has gone worse! WTH. Sucks man. And i'm having aches in my thighs? haha, the last time i had those were-when? Start of training after ct2 if not wrong. Wah i hate these muscle aches!
Then afters, was thinking whether i should go eat or not. Cy couldn't make it cos she was going to study with tuan, so i guess they cancelled it. But even if they didn't, i don't think i would eat AYAM. Super sick of it already! haha!

Hmm, e.maths paper on monday, and yet i'm here reading biology textbook. HAHA. But it's okay, i've finished revising maths, ELEMENTARY mathematics i mean. A.Maths- hai, slowly bah. And yes! i'm done with the principles of biology^^ (OMG didn't know amino acids were the smaller molecules of proteins! :x) Where was i all this while?

It's weird la, cos i only know everything that is taught after reading it through! I still think the topics are interesting even after going through them for god knows how many times -.=


Okay,going to bangkit now. (yes, it's early. Go there for what?!) haha. but i have to settle some stuff (:



Thursday, October 2, 2008 - 4:24 PM
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Wah! Shiok eh can eat in the day already!

Haha. And yesterday,....WAH tiring man!

Reached home around 12? and there was school just now.

But i never sleep in class leh(: I'm a good student :D [okay,thick-sinned]

Anyway, yesterday was kind of fun. Especially the getting-of-green-packets part :D AND, i got to see him yesterday! Missed him so much that i didn't want to let him go~

(And i realised i'm getting more $ this year! Woohoo~)

I think cos this year, the first day of raye is the only one with the public holiday, so everyone is rushing to visit all the houses in one day? Haha! whatever it is, it's good news for me! Why? More $$! hahaha.

And what could be better than having more to spend??

NOT HAVING TO GO TO SCHOOL TMR!!!

Haha! No paper= no sch for me (:

Good right?? i know! haha!

Planning to go gym tmr. Then go have a feast with teammates^^

Crazy la they all! Go eat AYAM i think! haha! but whatever it is, i see it as a rare opportunity to spend time together. It's been so long since we had lunch together :)

So yeah, we'll be chilling.. But for now, study!




Wednesday, October 1, 2008 - 9:21 AM
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o1OCTo8

Selamat Hari Raya (:

& HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY ^^

Haha! Today's will be a short post.

As of today, i'm going to be rich! Wahahaha!

Eh, NO NO. SAY WRONGLY.

I'm broke. No $$$ ):

Okay bye!

(Going to wait for money to come ^^ hehe!)