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Oh gosh. Flying off tomorrow~ But hey, i realised one thing; I'm not a sole athlete, i work best in a team? Cos not enough confidence bah.. Haha. Plus, i need someone to give me some pressure as well as assurance. Hah, and my team gives me exactly that(: Turning point, turning point. Okay la, as what you guys mentioned, my posts are all volleyball/training-related. Hah, eh can't blame me! It's hard to get a life with volleyball as more than a CCA~ I put my heart and soul into it okay! Haha. Oh yeah, flying off tmr. One week. I'll be gone. Wow. Probably the first time in 3years (or more) that i'll be out of Singapore for so long -.= Hah, the last time i went overseas, i was 'suffering'. Why? Don't ask. Haha! From tomorrow until 6dec, no more "farashazreen has signed in". Haha! Don't miss me hor! Yeah right, like who would even notice! -.= Haha! Really. Okayokayokay. By the way, where has everyone gone to?? Like no one online now leh. Sian. Pictures taken, i forgot when. Haha!       Xinni totally spoil the effect -.= Haha! Don't know what she doing~ The stairs to the hall, where we used to train. 3M2 classroom- Me, in my seat.. For the last time? Friendly with hillgrove; 5-0 Yay! Malaysia trip next week, in 3 days! Or 2?? Aiya, just one more weekend(: Ehhhh. Suddenly, there's this overwhelming fear in me. It has overtaken the excitement~ Damn. Premonition. Uh-ohhhhhhhh. Hope i'll have a safe trip. Haha, what the heck? I shouldn't be the one saying this -.= Zzz. Had some workshop on excelling both studies and sports in the morning. By some Mr. Quek(?) hah, okay la~ They gave us some book. Ohhhkay. Trained cgirls for a bit after friendly. Is it just me, or is there conflict between them? Hah, i don't want to bother too much, but i guess i just care too much about them. Though it's starting to feel like they don't appreciate it. Told them grandmother stories. Tell me i wasn't wasting my time! Alright. Will be gone next week. Doubt anyone will miss me anyway~ Hahaha. I love this team more than anything else. Another fun training(: This is good, should have this kind of training everyday! :D There's still some bullshit-crap-waste time de workshop/talk in the morning. Grr. I want to sleep longer de leh~ Then after that, friendly with hillgrove. They're coming over. At 1? Now super no mood. Don't know why. I'm just in need for sleep BADLY i think. Okay, out. All along, THIS has always driven me. HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SHASHASHASHASHASHA! Hey friend, finally you're 15. Like FINALLY! Haha. Okay, just want to wish you a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY(: Don't sad sad okay? Ayam's here -.= Okay, who's ayam?? HAHA. And yeah, just hope that you'd stay happy all the time! With SLST now, sure can one right?? Haha! Okay, we'll meet during westzone yeah? Takecare, and don't emo please. Heh, I'm always here alright! Ayammmmmmmm(: Training was FUN FUN FUN! Haha! Seniors came back. Jiaying, jiaxin, yixian, sophia AND YANSHUANG. Damn tiring but super fun! Okay, that has always been our flaw. No leader. I'm trying. I really am. But it's hard... And lingying, thanks for what you said just now. Though it wasn't anything new to me, you know, sometimes, the things you know are the things you always tend to overlook. Alright, distribution. Got to work on that. NOT EASY okay! Haha, but i will overcome this flaw of mine. BP will break through~ Played match. Against and with seniors. Set, set and set! It has been awhile since i had such a fun time playing matches(: Alright alright. Training tomorrow and friendly the day after. With hillgrove. They're coming over. WOW, for the first time. Haha. I'm out. Hold on BP. Hold on everyone. BP will not crumble. I promise it won't. Okay, had training today. And the new indoor sports hall is like WOW. BUT, it feels weird. It feels like i'm just training in someone else's school. Somehow, it's going to be hard calling it my own. Hmm. Guess what?? My roomies are chinyee and woonsin -.= Wah, the two of them combo, CONFIRM bully me de lor! Zzzzzzzzzzz. I want to change with farah! NOT. Hahaha, she got yuanteng and xinni. 5 more days to KL trip. Had briefing from the tour agency right after training at AVA. And i had the urge to shit. Haha! So i went to ask the rest which toilet got toilet paper, since the school has nothing la... As in the small little stuff. OKAY, it (toilet paper) was important okay. Haha, they told me second floor got, so i ran there. Okay, dead ends everywhere -.= i need some time to get used to it man! Wah....... Imagine, URGENT business. Skali, there also don't have! But got the auntie la! So i told her i needed toilet paper cos i want to shit. Haha! She's very nice la, but quite old. SO you imagine, she walked down the stairs...... Then me........... Cannot tahannnnnnnnnnnnnn! Haha, then she go take. Wah, i very.......... But can't be helped. Urgent LEH! Hahaha. So shitted. -.= Then i went back to the sports hall. The rest not back yet. I thought the briefing ended or ending soon so i waited.... AND WAITED...... No one. Ha! So i ran back to AVA. All of them turned to look at me. OKAY, they had drawn the lots, for the roomies. Junhao picked for me. So that's how i got the two farters. One in the day and one at night -.= Lingying suggested that i go buy the air refreshener -.= Thanks arh! -.= Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Die. My days in KL seem to be my last few days, alive. It hurts to feel this way. Tired. Oh drats, my life's getting boring. Another day spent at hougang. Should be my last, i suppose. From tomorrow onwards, i want to start afresh. New courts, new (volley)balls, new nets... Should start with a new attitude. 1month left. 1month. Whether or not we can make it depends on how much effort we put in, from TMR onwards. We're given this chance. PLEASE, take it. Westzone, nationals... They're not mere competitions, they mean more than that. So much more. Okay, i can't wait for tmr. I want to see the school. I miss those times. The sec1 orientation etc. I think i'll cry? Oh no no, i don't think so! Haha. I'm running to school tmr. I'll leave home at 7. Don't believe? Watch me. Oh yeah, by the way, 6 more days? Or is it 7? Hah. Back. From hougang. Cgirls lost to shuqun 1-2. Okay, i'm really sorry for screaming at you guys and for using the word, "Bullshit". Sorry, but i meant my every word. And my intention wasn't to hurt your pride. Hai, i don't know how i should put this. Okay, i'm utterly disappointed in you guys. NOT because of lack of skills, but in the attitude that you guys showed. Especially those who didn't turn up. You know why? Because this really goes to show how much you guys care about the team, the game, volleyball, and everything as a whole. Knowing me, i'm very particular about the attitude and mentality. This is not right. In BP, to be in the volleyball team is a privilege, therefore, we must all respect and make full use of every opportunity given. No matter what you are or who you are, in the team, everyone is given the same opportunity the moment you're given the chance to represent the school. No matter what position you play, main player or not, so long as you are selected to be in the team, everyone should be prepared to give their all. And may i remind you, this is not supposed to be the requirement of the school towards you, but an expectation that YOU should set for yourself. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Okay, i know i'm long-winded. -.= Haha, okay all these aside, tmr is yet another day. I hope you guys can do justice for yourselves and show us that you guys truly want it. We'll continue to support you guys. Jiayou! Yay, 8 more days? Hahah, yayyyyyyyyyy.  Sometimes, i really wonder. Alright, didn't touch the comp the whole day of yesterday. Okay wait, I did, in the morning. Hehe :D Dionne asked me to go over, yesterday morning. Okay, she was like, seriously deprived of light. Oh no, i mean life. Hah, so i went over after talking to cgirls in school. Watched some movie and had lunch. Around 3, I left. She sent me off to the control station. But you know, she looked like she hadn't been out for days -.- so we walked at lot1 for awhile. The new library is BIG. Yay, new place to slack! Haha, soon, i left for my grandma's house. Yeah, went home at 6? Mum bought KFC for dinner. Hah. And today, I'm going to see ryan(: I miss him man :( Haha! Waaaaah. I'm damn tired man. Didn't go to training today, and it wasn't exactly pon okay! Coach let me off (: But need to go to cgirls match la. Oh yeah, they didn't win. Against anderson. Okay, seriously, anderson reminded me of my team one-two years back. Cgirls team(: Why?- cos they had this tall player, and she was the main attacker somehow. Like farah! Haha, and once the setter set to her, everyone knew it was gone case for the opponent -.= Haha, but being us back then, we didn't know that we killed so many other teams through that method of scoring. Haha. BUT, the cgirls got into second round! Haha! Very lucky. Must thank cchy for beating phs 2-1. YES, who would have thought. Sheer luck this time round. I hope, NO, i BELIEVE you guys can do better man. MUCH better. Today was, erm, hurhurhur. You know what i mean(: Next week's going to be tough man. The grouping they got is like THE BEST -.= Shuqun, fairfield, st.hilda's and hongkah pri. How great. Haha, jiayou bah!
After that, went home. In car. When i got home, er..Aiya, this part don't want to say. Still sore about it. Darn. Alright. Tomorrow's training is cancelled. No plans. Rot? Rule No. 1: People who have been asked to do this quiz must answer all the questions on their blog. They can choose to replace any questions tht they dislike with another question that they come up with. BEST not to replace any. Rule No. 2: Tag 5 friends and ask them to do this quiz. It's compulsory for everyone who are requested to do this by their friends to complete this quiz. Whoever doing this quiz MUST state who tagged them to do this quiz. Tagged by: Dionne Q1)Do you have any secrets? I'll be lying if i say no. 2)Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you? Fall in love? Hmm, though they say age should not be a factor in a r/s, I would still be hesitant about it. 3)Do you enjoy going to school? I think so? 4)What would you do with a billion dollars? Give me the money first, then we'll talk(: 5)Would you fall in love with your bestfriend's stead? Hmm, i can't say no for sure. (Okay, i sound like a bitch -.= ) 6)If you have to choose between your bestfriend and your bf? Then? I don't get the question. 7)What is the thing you're looking forward to now? Someone offering me a job :( 8)If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Oh hmm, it's a secret right? So i'll just wait, alone, secretly? 9)What makes you happy? A carefree life, and undisturbed sleep :( 1o)What makes you angry? A number of things. Care to try me? 11)How would you see yourself in 1o years' time? An older person -.= 12)Who is currently the most important people to you? Haha! Eh since it's "is" then why "people"? So is it one person or many people? 13)What is the most important thing in life? My confidence. 14)What is more important? Family or Career? Hah! This sounds like the public speaking topic that my friend got. And i suan-ed her till ~ 15)What is your favourite colour? Black. Red? 16)Would you give all in a relationship? I sincerely believe that i would, even though i know i'll only end up feeling betrayed. 17)If you fall in love wif two people simultaneously, who would you choose? Two-time them? Hahaha! 18)What would you do if your boyfriend two-timed you? HEY! Copy-cat! Haha, okay, i'll just wait for him to be honest with me. I won't confront him, but i'll make it obvious that i'm aware of his actions. 19)What would you tell the person you like? I won't confess. 2o)List down the 5 ppl you have tagged to do this. 1. MY 2. IMAGINARY 3. FRIEND 4. OF 5. COURSE! ^^ Wah tired feet. Training in the morning. Okay, it was like #$%^&*()*&^%$!!!!!! I quarrelled with my captain AGAIN, after so long. -.= Okay, that really goes to show we don't see eye-to-eye.. But seriously, i felt she was ....................... OKAY! Don't say! Had lunch and went to queensway(: With ly, cy, amalina, ws, and farah. Initially, they wanted to go get farah and ly's jersey for beach comp. So we went. Then we went to look for official jersey too. And team jacket? Hah. We'll see about that. At first, we all agreed on blue right? But you know, every year.. we always change our mind once we see the jerseys(: So we agreed on this;
Then we went to anchorpoint. Walk walk, toilet... Then went we come out, there was this group of crazy people walking past us, laughing -.= Crazy one la, keep looking at us then laugh. What's so funny?! Share la! Chicken only -.- They were wearing team jacket, OBVIOUSLY just got them from queensway. And guess what? At the back, it wrote, " H** ** VOLLEYBALL" -.= Shouldn't spell it out. Okay, so after that, around six plus, i left. Took 961 home. Long bus ride. Then suddenly, my mp3 died -.= No batt. SIAN. But i still plugged the earpiece into my ear anyway~ Haha, then guess what?? I got 'LIVE' drama in front of me! Why? - cos got this old man, so bald -.= yet still so........ lecherous! Hah, he received a call from a MR. Kay(?) Then he claimed he was with his girlfriend, this philipino lady? -.= Then touch touch touch. wahhhhh, can't stand it. And that lady, supposedly have to get back by 6.30, before her boss comes back? Wah, so secretive~ But she quite chio leh. Don't know la, maybe that old man rich or what! Eh cannot be la! If he were, he wouldn't be taking a bus -.= Haha! Okayokay, i so kaypoh!
Wah, okay. I took a hour plus to type this man! Not that i type slow okay! I'm chatting~ Wah, life during holidays....... Too relaxing? Hah. Yeah. Oh gosh, i slept at 12.30 yesterday night and woke up at 8? So that means, i'll eat crap-food without even wanting to -.= Cos they're like the only thing that can go into my mouth. Oh man, am i missing canteen food?! Hah, impossible. Cos i've never like the taste of it. Oh man, i need to re-plan my schedule. Having too much free time is tormenting! And yeah yeah, imagine me saying all that while ranting it here~ Someone said i have no life. And yes, i think so too:( Hey xinni, are we going queensway today? Are we? Are we? I want to start on Add. Maths, but i don't know where to start :'( Helppppppppp! Why?- cos i fully understand what i know but have no idea what i don't know so the thought of not knowing some things make me scared to even attempt the questions, fearing that i'd write crap and end up wasting time. In short, I know what i know, but i don't know what i don't know -.= Okay, was out today. It's not like i'll ever be at home all day during this holiday... Maybe one or two days in a week? Had that $5000-man talk this morning. Initially it was draggy but i did learn something from it, like methods of composing oneself etc. For four hours, i was trying to figure out why he was so 'expensive'. Hmm. And i'm still wondering~ HAHA! No la, he's good, and experienced. But a little monotonous though. Afterwards, went to cgirls match, against woodlands ring. Won 2-0? Hah, it wasn't that tough a fight, but they didn't play that well either. Okay, then we went amk hub to eat. And yeah, i came to know alot of HEHEHE *ahem AHEM* stuff going on (: But rest assured, i won't say it out. Really(: Haha, hanky-panky~ Training on wed, thurs and fri at cck. Darn, we have to share with the guys -.= HOW GREAT. Plus, since junhao won't be coming. So no court for us? Grr. I want the photos. It's with xinni. When i get it, i'll post it(: Just woke up... Hmm, basically, today sumed up the U16 championships organised by VAS every year. Sadly, bukit panjang didn't get to go far, and it's my batch's last year at it. Okay, nevermind, we have long gotten over it. BUT that doesn't mean that we're going to let THEM all off during westzone or nationals! HEHEHE :D So yeah, woke up early to meet hazirah and her Okay, she was sitting behind me -.= PHS won 3-0. It was certainly not an easy win for them cos ngeeann was quite tough to beat too, since their defence was above average standard. It was the guys' match not long after. I fell asleep -.= NOT that it was THAT Okay, pigpigpig :( ONE LAST THING : FIVE-THOUSAND-DOLLAR- MOTIVATION-COACH'S COMING TMR. BE THERE (: Wah tired tired! Went out in the end, with my family. First to grandma's hse(dad's side). Spent the whole day there and left only at 6plus? After that, we went to eat as well as shop for my KL stuff~ Wah, we can seriously live it up man! Haha, THAT'S why i'm such a spendthrift! -.= Hahaha, but it's alright~ At least i'm happy(: Hmm, i think i'm bringing a luggage. Well my mum said i should. And i think i should(: Then can bring Froggie! Hahaha! Oh my, i'm seriously beat. Today my grandma kept giving me chocolate to eat! Haha! And it's ferrero rocher somemore -.= Which means, I ATE LIKE SOME Hahaha! Okay, TWO weeks left to KL~ Yay, i wanted a black skin and Ta-DA! I got myself a new skin~ Oh man, going to rot the day away~ Okay, maybe not. Shall start with homework(: I so guai man! Anyway, if anyone had been to zhiyee's blog yesterday, maybe you guys would have seen the so LES post! She loves me?! HAHAHA, okayokay~ I wrote that de la. She's perfectly straight I THINK. Haha~ Hmm, at least i think i'm going out tmr. Hmmmm.. Okay, cut the crap fara -.= Hey i'm back. Match with cboys. I was not prepared for it, as in, i DID NOT do any proper warm-up cos i thought the day was going to be a slack one. And so, i was feeling lazy, again. Hah, we won all three sets. Hmm, nothing special though, except the last part of third set, when we caught up after they were leading 22-19. Somehow, we got it back. Hah, we are so good at 'pressurizing' people -.= Hahaha. So yeah, left right after training and went to zhiyee's house. Watched Ah Long Pte Ltd. Haha, funny~ Okay, seriously zhiyee, you should tell your bro not to be on the comp 24/7, not good for the eyes you know! Haha, okay me busybody again... So slacked till 5plus then left for food culture(: Anyway, thanks for letting the three seniors slack the day away at your house! Haha, since dionne now has MARITES or something like that -.= hahaha! Okayokay, for those who're going for the workshop/talk on 17Nov, it's in school for your information(: The teckwhye site -.= Haha, they won't be so nice so as to let us use the new campus yet! Haha! From 9-1pm~ Gosh, better not be any crap-shit. By the way, my friend's no longer MIA-ing(: ==================================================================== Hmm, U16's finals on sunday. I heard the venue is now changed to CHOA CHU KANG SPORTS HALL. Yes-arh, i want to go! Girls: PHS vs NgeeAnn / Guys: St.Hildas vs Yishun Town Back. AGAIN. I came back at 8. Hah, after the five-hour training, we went to lot1- food culture. For? Eat. Haha, once i spell out which two i was with, you guys will have no qualms about me going straight to food culture to eat. HAHA. I was with xinni and zhiyee. Farah and 'gang' were there too(: Haha. Talked and eat, talked and eat. Okay, the two cousins have ALOT in common. For one, they DON'T like to bathe -.= Wth right?! Haha, while i, on the other hand, am a cleanliness freak! Haha. Total contradiction? Yeahhhhhhhhh.
Okay, during training, as in Bgirls' training, we tried out the formation again. Hmm, maybe we'll need to improve on some areas man... Must make it perfect! Haha! And yes farah, you did improve! OMG la, thunder~ (If any of you are volleyball players from other schools, BEWARE! Haha) Bukit Panjang will come in stronger than ever! Wooooooo~
Speaking of which, any of you guys have seen the big commotion at redsports? It seems that some people are not happy with this coach who put in reserves in the determining match, which subsequently resulted in another school having denied of a place in semis? Hmm, go to redsports if you're interested(: Wah, all this excitement is making me sleepy -o- And KL trip's in 17 days....... Heyyyyyyyyyyy! My friend is gone. Where did she go? Three days no sound. MIA? Haha, hope she's okay. Anyway, i got up bright and early. Okay, it's not bright, just early -.= Wahhhhhhh.... Had a good night sleep(: Btw, the colour of our official jersey, decided right? No more objections right? If not, good. Maybe going queensway on one of the days... Friday? Yeah, most probably(: Today try out the new formation again okay! I'm really starting to like it~ And and, those selected to go for the talk by that TOP-NOTCH coach, please be reminded that it's on this coming Monday(17/11) yeah? Ya-ya, i know you guys want to pon-.= Eh don't arh! That guy's 'expensive' ~ $5000 just to hire him for a day? Let's just be sceptical towards him! Haha. Hmm, what's said in the court stays in the court yeah, people? Don't allow matters of the court to sow discord, or whatever. We'll always be, a team. Don't distant. Stick together! I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAZIRAH AND DIONNE TALKED ABOUT AT DIONNE'S HOUSE, but it's starting to freak me out! Hahaha. -.= Hmm. Back. And no zhiyee, i don't mean that i'm tired of talking to you, but really, i was damn exhausted after talking almost non-stop just now! Haha, it was fun though (: Had training in the morning ( Is 11am considered morning?) Haha. Yeah, it was great, sweat alot. Okay fine! I sweat alot for almost all training -.= But it does prove one thing okay! That i'm ping^^ haha! Yeah, tried out the new formation and all. Stelle, cordelia and yanshuang came down. Thanks for your time(: For some reason, i kind of like the new formation (no offence to dionne, I still love you subset!).. Why?- cos it's gives an impression that we're an 'attack' team, no longer the 'defence' team that we used to be. I think this can work out(:
Heyhey, to all bgirls, WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY! Don't be upset over circumstances cos whatever happens, we win or lose, we stick together, ALWAYS alright? Remember, we are winners in our own rights! And no one can deny that. WE CAN, so long as we WANT to. So everyone, piiiiiiiiiiiiiing! Jiayou! And and, whether or not you're going for the KL trip, we'll still love everyone as much. Okay, i'm getting corny -.= Hahaha. (i wonder who will share the room with me~~~~~~~~~~) WAHAHA(:
Okay training tomorrow! And the next day, and the next..................... Okay, it's set. Focus everyone! Westzone, westzone, westzone! It's hard to explain, how a good bond and a strong will can differentiate a good team from a not-so good team... And so, seeing the determination in ALL the players in achieving a common goal indeed makes one wonder, " What is lacking in MY team?" Hmm, today, yes, TODAY, i am a day more knowledgeable, more enriched.. And indeed, the process is much more important than results. It doesn't matter that you guys didn't win, like you wanted. Just think, today has already made a difference in your lives. Looking at the way you fought today, only now do i understand the meaning of fighting till that last point. Thank you for making me see true fighting spirit. I doubt, i'll ever understand if i didn't see it for myself. Why Do I Love You............? Haha, random. Hmm, it's raining outside. What time is it now? 9plus... I'm so tired. But i haven't done anything yet. Hah, lazy-ing around. Later going hougang, watch match. Actually today nothing much to see, it's U13. HEH. But towards the end there are one or two matches of U16, the ones that got postponed the other day. Cgirls against phs later. Can win? I have faith in them, but people do get 'stage-fright' you know~ It's okay, at least my monday won't be a rot-at-home-all-day kind of thing.
I am so bored. I want westzone to come fast..... But, if it really does come, i hope to be really ready for it. I don't want to have to live with regrets anymore. I WANT TO BREAK FREE!~ Haha, and the KL trip- in 20days. Speaking of the KL trip, i took a look at the itinerary. It's like, Day1- Friendly. Day2- Training-> Lunch-> Friendly. Day3- Training-> Lunch-> Friendly. Day4- the same thing. Day5- Friendly. Only on day5&6, we get to walk around in KL, shopping or whatever shit. Hmm, nevermind la. It's the time spent together that really matters right?
I hope everything will be back to normal.
Look! 21 more days! Haha~ Haha, yuanteng, YOU WAIT! Wah i asked so many people to wait already! Hahaha. When it dies, you'll regret not sitting with me (: Hah! Haha, okay i'm just being plain child-like (not childish arh!) Yes, just CHILD-LIKE^^ There's a difference you know! Anyway, before i forget, here's the training schedule for this week. (There'll still be relay msg, just that if you want to know beforehand........ Yeah) TUE : 9-1 pm in school How great, the cck~ Hah, but don't be too happy yet, since we've always been told to have cck but ended up having none. Okayokay, not that it matters anyway... Whole week training. Oh gosh, have to stick to my study plan too! I can't just forget about it, like how i did the last holiday -.= Hmm, I wanted to go hougang today, but then yeah, my mum said we're going to see ryan! Yes-ah! Sorry friend, TMR okay! Tmr i go hougang watch your match (: Haha. Just a thought. Sometimes, the friends that promised to stick by you, aren't really the ones with you through tough times... You know, this is true. It's better to get chummy with some tom, dick or harry! Even though you can't guarantee whether they'll always be by your side, at least they're there long enough for you. And by the time they're gone, you'd already know they would be. Hah, by the way, i know i hurt you with my words, but you know, your actions scarred me. Actions speak louder than words, haven't you heard of that? But it's okay! I'm happy with my life now. It's inevitable for me not to make any enemies along the way, but hell! Who cares? Enemies spice up my life. THEREFORE, i shall not be bothered by these little things(: I am happy, and that's the only thing that matters^^ I'm back! Wah so tired... Went to marsiling, kranji then to yewtee? My aunt house for awhile, slacked around, watched tv~ Yeah, then to lot1. For fun. With my mum and sis. Hah. Anyway, i bought another of my darling chips! Big bag- Got kick man! And that can last me for two-three days -.= Yup, whoever has seen me eat will have no problem believing that! Haha.  God knows when i can finish this!Hmm. Oh yeah, yesterday self-training was okay. I was coach (nothing surprising), for the cgirls. They were the main emphasis since WE're out of U16 and THEY're having their U13 soon, This monday as a matter-of-fact. So how they perform on monday will most likely reflect on what they've learnt from me. And junhao too of course. Then after training, while walking to the bus stop, this 'lady' right here, OOPS! I mean, this KUKU junior of mine right here, was totally in denial man -.= She kept calling me KUKU when she's the KUKU one! HAH. Funny?? Time for my revenge!!!!!!!!! Wahaha~ Act shy only!
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyerh! Monster-.=
There! The kuku-kia. Haha!
Okay, shall go eat dinner now. Wah, this quiz arh............ You see!
____________________________________________________________________ My blog got BOMB -.= Hahaha! Well, since you guys like to count down the days so much, let me do it for you(: KL, here we come? Hahaha! SO who wants a 24/7 wireless radio? No need electricity or battery de^^ Oh my... It's so freaking gross and sadistic -.= Wah, i don't even understand why people find it funny at all. Freaked me out totally, like seriously. Who the heck find joy in seeing eyeballs getting pierced out by scissors? Hah! That's pure sadistic. No other word to describe it -.= Haha. And this applies to Scary Movie 1/2/3/4 - So not funny la! But hazirah and dionne find it funny? I just don't understand! Haha, okay whatever~ Wah, super hype up today! Training with cgirls, i set set set. Then i jogged home! Haha, for fun, since i got so much energy left anyway. After that, as soon as i got home, decided to go for another run -.= Hah, fun leh~ Should go try too (: Yay, dionne can play for westzone! Thank goodness! I want to go -------- tmr! Woohoooo~ Where? Tmr then i'll blog about it^^ Alright, off to sleep! The reason why i locked up my blog yesterday was because.............. Okay, let's not say. I was damn pissed yesterday la, with someone. And vulgarities were all over the place, so decided to do it 'discreetly'. Hah! But whatever yeah! I don't care. To me, i don't have a friend like that. So be gone. Fara Shazreen shall not be angry over little things. Sheer waste of my energy -.= Don't bother to apologise. Even if i say, "It's okay." I won't mean it (: Anyway, unhappy thoughts aside, today is such a great day! (okay cliche) -.= Oh my, is our dearest esther soh counting down the days to the KL trip still? Haha, she does the weirdest things man! But yeah, i guess it's good to see everyone so excited and happy over the same thing (though it'll mean that i have to suffer for 6days under their wrath :x ) Haha, just kidding! But it's sad that MS can't go... HEY, i still believe there's something i can do to change this. Today's the 6th right? Wow. That's fast. And did i mention that i'm free to do whatever i like?? Haha. But i can't decide on what to do. Though i am sure I'm in need of a job, but there's seems to be no 'opening' for now... Hmmmmm. La-la-la... Bored. Can't tell? Hah, ass. Okay, spouting rubbish in progress. Pardon me. Training later. At 3. Okay, to be honest, i actually wanted to pon this, and go hougang to watch match, BUT i decided not to. Hey, but i'll still put in my all for training okay! IF we got the hall that is(: Meeting dee, hazi and xiin(?) later at 1. For lunch? Or whatever. I'm just making up excuses to get them to lure them out and listen to me talk(: Ingenious idea! Haha. I know there isn't any pictures to spice up my blog, but okay... There is! I mean, there ARE. Pictures taken by redsports during U16 again shuqun : xinni spiking  Fernanda ( read from forgot-who's blog that is called 'Monkey fernanda!" Haha! Not me~ Shah called this girl below MS -short for.................. :O Hilarious! Haha, okay this is dionne. Shasha spiking~ Hey! I'm a setter too, but lingying would rather die than let me spike :( Spike-deprivation?? Haha!
And last, BUT NOT LEAST, me setting(: I look like i'm holding the ball la! But i'm not :D Hey look! I practise what i preached alright! Look, only the three fingsers pushing and sinking with the ball while the other two supports okay~ Haha.
Wow. I got mental block for paper1 man. Couldn't write continuously, flow of thoughts disturbed. Why? Cos i thought about U16, again. And then ------------------- Can't think. Oh man, A1 fly away?............. Okay, nevermind. It's done, and over. Now i can go do whatever i like to myself, cos for now till new school opens and functions, training will be damn slack, IF there's a place to train. Sian. So what shall i do first? Pierce another earhole? -No kick. Dye hair? -No, there's no particular colour that attracts me right now. Cut hair? -Boring. Do that quite often already. No fun. Hmm, i guess i'll be just wasting time going out, watch movies or whatever crap la. I want a job, i ned a job, but i know i'm too lazy to go out and look for one. SO somebody recommend? Please... I'll love you like crazy. Not. I admit, i have no life. But what to do? Actually, to be honest, i got tired of TRAIN(MRT)-ing to amk to hougang for matches. So i guess it's good that we're out? Okay, i'm just looking for excuses. Wanted to go watch match today but didn't. Thought mum's at home but she's not.. Damn. Should have asked smeone out or something. Hah. Oh well. Training was bullshit. Okay, today's training must pia! No joke. And i know that this year's U16 ended early for us, undeniably, it's caused by silly mistakes too. My fault, i know, SO stupid. But i will not allow that to happen again. Not for the third time. I've had enough. I'm tired of being denied of our rightful titles. So before 2009 comes, we must train. We MUST bond. We must WANT it. EVERYONE. It sucks to see the effort put in by everyone.. And it's obvious that we can actually go further.. It sucks to say, " It's okay. We still have next year." Westzone- Last chance, to make everything right. Before leaving BP... Make our mark. That's when everyone will see, what we are truly capable of. For the school, for US, for ourselves... WE CAN. Okay, i was a little late for training.. OKAY FINE, half an hour late, or was it 40mins? Okay, i'm a bad influence. But hey! At least, i came... When i had no intention of going anyway. I had no mood to train, or touch the volleyball for that matter. But i still did, didn't i? I'm being utterly unreasonable and irresponsible, but i can't help it. I feel so damn sore inside that it dampens my mood... PMS?? Hah, possible.
Okay, the volleyball camp's on 10-12 Dec. Staying over at the NEW school! Woohoo~ Excited? Hah, a little bah. It's like right after the 6-days m'sia trip. I'm going to get sick of everyone's faces! But i'll still take pictures and stuff~ More kuku faces coming up! -.= Then, we'll have the barbeque on 13 Dec, at east coast. I'm the overall in-charge of this, so ICs, please cooperate and give me all the proposals latest by, this week? Possible? Just the rough sketch/outline of what your group's planning to do. I'm tired. I'm bored. I'm............ MY JAW IS SO SCREWED! It's not in the right place, and it's killing my appetite -.= And i had porridge today. Maybe i'll have that everyday- Wah! Crazy man. I AM SO LATE FOR TRAINING! Putting up a brave front is really exhausting. Hmm. A brand new day, i shall forget about the unhappiness. Haha. But still, i want to reminisce... Today, it shall be the last match for me for U16. Okay, sad la, but there's really nothing much we can do now. Though this year's U16 didn't last long, i've had my share of fun. I'm sure my teammates would agree on one thing; We did learn something from this. I know i did. The Highlight of 2008's Under16 Championships for BP (team1) : Match with Shuqun Seriously, it was one of the best, if not THE best ever match that i've played in my life. You could see desire, passion, perseverance - All in one game. From both sides. The will to win overcome all odds... That's something you don't see everyday.. And i'm proud to be fighting alongside with my teammates in that match.. I will never forget this. (Shuqun is becoming my favourite opponent! Haha! J just sucks -.=) Actually, i'm satisfied with this. I'm contented. Never in my life did i expect volleyball to change my life the way it did... Never. And now, stakes are higher, but i'll fight on. It's time to work hard to fulfill the promise that i've made to teammates, my coach(es), the school and most importantly, myself. In 2009, I've give in everything i've got. Whatever happened in the court on 29Oct2008 shall never repeat itself again. And after that, i hope i won't leave with any regrets... 3years of pain, sweat and hardwork. To me, i've achieved a lot. For me to be so damn committed to something for 3years, that takes passion. I have never expected myself to have given up so much for volleyball. It's not only a sport, it means A WHOLE LOT MORE to me. Okay, I sound like i'm done with this volleyball career... I'm not okay, not yet... Won today, but it doesn't matter anyway... Don't worry, i won't emo, cos i believe that we're just plain unlucky this time round. But it's okay.. My last U16, ended in the first round.. Sad? Hell i am. But it's alright. It's okay. It was never meant to be. Okay, match later on. Meeting them at cck control station then going together.. Wah, I just can't understand why i'm having those dreams and nightmares of late. It kept me thinking all night whether it did happen or not. And all those dreams are related to my thoughts, like what's going to happen tomorrow and whatnot... So it's like living two lives~ Very confusing. Anyway, holidays are here? Big deal -.= I got a feeling i won't like staying at home, as much as i 'dread' sitting in TPC's class.. Today will be the deciding match. We're not playing it of cos... Someone else will be fighting, our fate may be decided by them.. Scary man. |
Nice right................. I like it leh. Going to ask the whole team. I think this should be IT(:
