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Saturday, December 13, 2008 - 10:58 AM
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Hmm. Looking back, I'm already missing those times spent with you guys :(
Oh my, when i read charis' blog, i was like...... (can't describe it. simply too touched?) FAMILY. We're like family. All along, i thought no one else gives as much thought about this team as i did. Proved to be wrong aye? But yeah, FAMILY. I like that. The bond- this is what i truly wanted. I mean, you give sincerity and you'd get it back, somehow. I guess, this is how a a new chapter begins...
Sadly, we only realise it now. Not that it's too late, but it's just a pity to be feeling it only now, isn't it? The end of 2008 is drawing near. Soon, the zonals and nationals would all be over in a flash, and us, ... We will have to part. It's sad, it really is. I care for this team more than anything else in my whole life (maybe apart from own family). I mean, all this is part and parcel of life. And when we part, please don't cry. Just smile that it all happened (:

I enjoy serving you guys as a vice capt. I admit, sometimes, i acted as if I was the captain! Hah! And i know you guys don't like it? Well, usually, given the same circumstances, i would just stay low and keep my mouth shut - avoid trouble and troublesome tasks given. I mean, i used to think, " Why must I do this? Why no you, her or them? I'll just keep quiet. Hopefully, i get out of this without having to do all those things! " Really. I was, a jerk? Haha.

But i guess, things have changed. People changed. And i believe, there's no dead ends so long as I can do something about it. Hah, yes i know, i overestimate myself, all the time -.- But hey, this belief kept me going.

Lastly, i love my team. I think,eat, sleep, bath, blog, train, study- all thinking about you guys. I love this team. I love you guys! Really, thanks a million for making me feel this way.