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Wednesday, December 17, 2008 - 6:39 PM
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Second day training with Serchuan? haha. Okay, he's weirder than junhao! Hahaha. No la, just kidding :D But thank goodness sophia came back man! Or else, training would be .... Er yeahhhhh~ Haha.

Training was more fun than yesterday's. Had tineng. Okay, PT. Quite okay la, slack. Haha! That sophia la, told me and xinni to not let anyone slack or else, we'd see pontianak -.- That ass~ Hahah! Wth. Then i told her, "Wah, like that no need to do alr mah! I see one right here :D (pointing towards sophia)" Haha! Then she wanted to whack me -.- hahah. Yeah, after training, as usual, things got crazy in the toilet, where everyone of us tried to bathe. You'd hear everyone talking at the top of their voice, trying to get their messages across -.- Annoying! Haha.

And yeah, did i mention that tiger screamed at my face??? Haha! Dionne and ama walked around the school with slippers~ So? Like so what la~ So kp. Haha. But it's okay~ No big deal.

After that we went to food culture. Eat a bit, laugh a bit, talked a bit. Haha, then saw the shuqun cboys? Hah, yeah.
Then we went town. Haha! Woonsin wanted to cut hair. So we all went. Zhiyee had her hair trimmed too.

Scary zy---->
(pictures posting later- can't find my phone.)

Hah, then took bus to go back to far east. Was talking to amalina and felt tired, so went home straight in that 190. Didn't alight with the rest. So spent the whole time talking to ama.

And here i am. I'm hungry. Dinner~

The whole damn shit. Omg, what a great shit we're in. I always thought, you were full of greed, always wanting the things that others got, without realising how much you already have. This sucks, cos this obviously shows the lack of understanding, even after all those years. It's never because of you, i've always had this fear. Confidence? It's not that you don't give me the confidence or assurance, it's the other way round... It's because, all these while, they gave me feedback and you never did, and the face... I thought you never had confidence in me. I feel very useless everytime i'm unable to give you that perfect set that you've always demanded.. And as you know, i hate feeling so inferior and useless. So i guess, i refused to face up... And things got out of hand......
Please, when you see this, forgive me and i hope we can start over. But this time, no black faces please? (: