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Tuesday, December 16, 2008 - 6:44 PM
training sucked
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Woke up early in the morning.. for training.
But i was still late, for 20mins?
Haiyo, it's been a long time since i came late for training. Junhao wasn't around. He flew to HK? Yeah, at 3am or something. Sian. His friend wasn't much of a help (that referree guy) -.- Reach already, warmed up, and did weird drills, to the extent where we actually resorted to organising our own drills. Couldn't stand it.

Haha, super shit. My mouth let out vulgarities again. Damn it. Damn the shit that made it came out. Grr~
After training, went lot1. The rest went to causeway to catch TWILIGHT. So syazana, allisa, caris and me went to mac, to have our lunch supposedly. But we kept thinking whether we should catch the movie too. Okay, finally, we did watch it.
Hmm, it was OKAY la. The unforgettable part was the eye contact. I like that eye contact that Edward Cullen maintained throughout the whole show. I just love it. Hmm other than that... Nah, it was mediocre.

Yeah, left for home after waling around with charis. Oh my, let's just say i couldn't maintain the conversation with her. Hah.
Suck.

Alright, training tomorrow again. Without junhao. Hah.
Sian. Soooo sian.

Hai seriously, I'm not sure who changed,But it seems as though I don't know who you guys are..And no one recognises me anymore.
And for goodness' sake, you think i don't regret shouting at you, kicking the toilet door open and drilling at every little thing you do?? Oh please.
It hurts me. No, i doubt anyone understands.
Everything i did was out of concern.You may think that i'm just creating excuses for myself, but please, just spare a minute to think. You have everything with no effort, and i struggled, and still struggling to get to where i am. NOT that anybody cares.
Hah, at the end of the day, i gain nothing. In fact, i'm losing what i already have...
By the way, you think i enjoy being an idiot that i am, while trying to salvage the whole situation? Do you think that i tap hands for the fun of it? Please think. Hah. I swear i'll wash my hands off this whole thing once i get what i want.