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Sandcastle day was tiring, and boring -.- Woke up early, to finish up the EW that owed. Went to get ready to go after that. Went to sch, took the bus to east coast. Surprisingly, ms tay turned up leh~ Haha, thought she wouldn't. Pop out of nowhere. Omg, wan ting is.... Yeahhhhhh. Ms aza was the photograpgher for the day. And she die-die also must take a photo of me -.- Didn't feel like taking photos, so i declined. But she went on taking, unglam photos at that! Wah piang. She still insisted on sending the pic via msn -.- Zzzzz. Can't be up to any good! hahaha! Yeah, went back to school and celebrated chinyee's birthday in advance. She cried -.- And she damn blur blur sotong man! Haiyo. Haha. Lalalalala. Went to lot1. Ate lunch. Walked and talked with dionne for 1hr plus? Or was it 2? Hmmmm. Yeah. Laughed like hell. She super ass la! hahah I'm tired man. Going to sleep! Wooooo. Super tired. Haha, today was great, i guess. Had match with cedar today. Yeah man, NO BOUNDARIES! So match with punggol on thurs. Junhao can't come, but thomas will. No worries.
Stupid sandcastle thing at east coast tmr. Arggggh. I want to sleep de lor -.- Take away my Saturday! Grrrr. I hate tiger man. Hmm, going to sleep. Too tired. Will have to wake up at 3 or something to finish up EW. Sian. Hurhur. BTW, JIAYU is the clumsiest person man! She tripped over her own leg and fell during training yesterday -.- Great. HAHAHA. Super funny! okay, i'm gone Had hmt and bio CT today, marking the end of CT1. My last ever CT1 :( Haha. Training today was the death of me, except for that 10 points thing. That was fun. The rest, oh my.. Don't know what to say. My setting's like shit man. Whatever la. Haiyo. Strangely, the only thing that makes me want to go to school is common tests. Haha. Okay, i'm being ridiculous. No more CT1 le. Let's see how i fare this time round. If i were to flunk a few subjects, i'll study like hell alr man. Going on 40% --- Tomorrow match with cedar. Don't know how they're like. Hmmm. Suddenly, all feel is gone. Don't wish to continue. I'm exhausted. For now, i really want to work on building my future. Alright. I'm gone. I'm home! Haha. It's nearing 4pm :D Zzzzz. Maths tests are demoralising, i meant the results. Freak man. Give me a month. I'll show you what i can do. Had chemistry and lit paper today. I guess they were okay. Bio and HMT paper tmr. The last two. So i guess, to avoid further disappointment, i should go off now. Training as usual tmr, match with cedar the day after. Great. Just great. Labels: Going strong..... No training tomorrow. Today was the day where i off-formed like shit. So it's just setting. Hah, since that's the only decent thing that i can do to contribute to the team. Haiyo, after narly four years,... Still. Guihua said i'm giving myself too much stress cos of the high expectations that i've set. Maybe? But still, i think i'm the only one who'll leave BP not knowing how to gang qiu properly. Stupid suck. And add maths was a letdown. I expected a better score man. Now i don't think i can pass. Stupid la. Shouldn't have wasted my sec3 life. Haiyo, regrets regrets. Tomorrow chem, and great! I left my file in school -.- And there's lit too. Oh dear, don't dwell on the failures man! OH YEAH, i need to give the confirmation paper to my mum! And the giro form. Heng i rmb :D Okay, off i go. Oh my, that ly's imitation of caihong is stuck in me head man -.- HAO LA, HAO LA~ Okay, going to make a quick update. Have to study for e.maths CT le. Hmm, had training just now. Blahblahblah. We're up against cedar on friday. That's what i was told. Fixtures are out, but i haven't got hold of it yet. Haiyo, i'm so tired now man. Tiredddddddddddddddddddd. Should i sleep first then wake up in four hours to revise or revise first then sleep? Haiyo.......... My eyelids are getting heavier. Hahah, had add.maths paper today. Only. And geog, but since i don't take geog then i'll just ignore it. So had an extra hour to revise? Yeah, then went back to class after the geog people were done with their paper. Ms tay was the invigilator. As usual, she had time to stop and gossiped with me! Haha. Okay yeah. Obviously, typing doesn't help to rid the exhaustion. Grrr. That's it, i shall sleep now.  That moment...Even though ly insists that there's more to this pic than it seemed -.- Haha. Yes, i'm going off-track again. But i can't help it man. I'm losing the energy. Zzzzz. There's school tmr. CT too. But only one paper for me. Still, I have to do well for it. I think i'll have to burn midnight oil. Come on fara! Jiayou jiayou! I'll wait. It's silly, but i'll do it, though i don't quite get the reason why. Oh my, exhaustion is catching up with me. Woke up early, hoping to start revision earlier. But it didn't work man. For every hour i did work, i slept for the next hour -.- Super tired out. Uh-oh, half of saturday left. Jiayou, JIAYOU, JIAYOU! Hmm, thinking back, i think we did well for the finals. Better than expected :D And people said our teamwork was great. How great i wonder? Haha. National rounds are coming. Never say die uh! Come on, avenge ourselves. Remember how they kicked us out of nat top4 two years back, when we were cgirls?? It's time to get it back, and then, ONLY then can we leave BP without any regrets. Yes, we still hold that grudge. Draw For Nationals Are OUT! -Bukit Panjang Govt. High -Cedar Girls' -St. Hilda's -Punggol Sec (If never remember wrongly) -Presbyterian High -Shuqun Sec -Queensway Sec -Dunman Sec Good, or not good? You decide. No, we'll see :D I think, it isn't just me, but everyone feels the same way too? Hmmm. Read some articles in redsports. A few on us. Great teamwork? Really? Hahah. That's good. I'm freaking tired man. It's been a long week. Had match with hillgrove last monday right? Then, wed was semis. Yesterday was the finals. Wah, it's been a tiring week. And today, it was the start of common test. Had English and SS paper today. Quite okay la. Haha. After recess, we were assembling and ms aza appeared out of nowhere! Haha, she came to congratulate me and the team, for the champ title :D She very nice eh. Hahah. Mr thomas said we're going to have prize presentation on tue. Haha, i shy~
Hai. Let's start with the bad news... But, look on the bright side... WE ARE THE WEST ZONE CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha! Shuang eh the feeling :D You know what? Before the match, we had school. First period: Literature -.- HAHA. *fast-forward* Then reached cck. Warmed up. I felt a little nervous, again. Hahah, so kept running to calm myself. And it worked! When the match started, i couldn't even hear my own voice la! The crowd was cheering so loudly. But by then, i couldn't feel anything already! Hahahah. Not nervous or anything. On the contrary, i was damn, damn calm. Eh, i thought i had stage-fright??? All gone :D And............... WE WON!!!!! This is like a dream man. Just can't believe it.
So now back to reality. Common tests starts tmr -.- HAHA. Nevermind la, now the preliminary round of studies commences! haha. Another war to fight :D Oh yeah, by the way, i would like to thank all supporters for coming today! (Even if you were forced to, and was cursing us behind our backs) haha. CHAMPIONS! Oh man. Had semis today. beofre our match, shuqun played against jurong. Shuqun won 2-0 Then it was our turn, against nanyang. Warm up was still okay, but when the match started, i didn't know why i was so jing zhang. And yeah, i played badly today. Confidence level was low. But thank goodness my teammates backed me up, so we still won. 2-0 :D Though i played like shit, i learnt something more today. Hahah, really man. I cracked. But i realised that desire can bring you far. It's going to be 9. And the FINALS are tmr! Wooohooo! Double BP vs SQS finals!! (Both B'div guys and girls got into finals for 1st and 2nd placing) Should be the first in history? Hmm, got to sleep now. Oh yeah by the way, i am going to redeem myself during tmr's match. All the best! I'll cut to the chase. In conclusion, i learnt something more about the people around me. You know, sometimes, things are not what they seemed to be. Personally, i never knew this particular person thought about anything else except for her sport. Kept busy with trainings and other activities related to her sport, it seems as though she hasn't any time to think about other things, like relationship? Hmmm. She had never shared her life experiences with me before, until just now? Wah. I got really dramatic man. But that guy, omg, he's one insensitive asshole, either that or he's just being too honest -.- Who would ever say that to his stead? hah. Perhaps, all guys are the same, just pretending that they're not. Hahah. She's strong man. I admire that. Like i said, i never knew, till today. Things are going to be different man! Haha, okay la, i'm kidding. Your story is safe with me :D Yeah man! We ended nicely today, well, quite. WON ALL SCHOOLS IN OUR GROUP 2-0 :D Woooooohoooo~ Nicely done, except for yuhua match -.- Alright, advanced to semi-finals, which is a match away from finals....... Scary man. Really, truly, want to get there :) We're Y1 by the way. I think? hahah. I'm bloody, ass, super-duper, damn tired. My back is like crying to lay itself on the bed. But SS not done yet. Zzzzzzzz. Nevermind, sleep first! I'll wake up at 2/3 am to do it :D I want to pon sch :( But there's ss tmr, so NO WAY :D Oh man. The feeling is back. I feel so helpless, cos i can see the problem, i feel it, but i could only let it all unfold in from of my eyes. They say, as days go by, your passion burns brighter, lighting up the future that we are looking for. But it seems, what i can see now, is the exact opposite. You're not the only one who cant stand this anymore. i can't too. For now, i really can't wait for everything to be over. Suffocated and miserable. 18th feb, 19th FEB!!!!!!!! The second date.... I want to play at 3pm................ Hahah, lingying told me that cordelia and beeleng 'threatened' not to come, if we don't play at 3pm. Wah...... Bboys will be there, so wait for us! Must, must, MUST! Hahah. That moment. Hope it's ours to keep :D Alright. All my recent posts are about wz. Hah. Standard sia. Rot, and rot. Yesterday was, of cos, maths day. And today, RYAN came, so didn't do much. Okay hah. He like botak already~ I liked his hair :( But nvm, still cute :D Okay, match with hillgrove tmr. Ping bah! Nanyang. Jurong. Shuqun. Okay, off to unfinished homework. Oh man. Zzzz. I really don't know why. *rambling* Okay, no ranting today. Let's make it a clean one. All 2-0s please :D Suddenly thinking of where i should go after i officially get 'kicked out' of bp. Weekend blues. Yesterday, received a lot of sweets and stuff. After recess, we went for match. We didn't play well. Hah. Yeah. Hmm, then went back to school, and ate chocs and sweets :D SOH always appear when i'm eating chocs -.- Chocolate monster man. Eh, i did share okay! Hahah. And a lot of people asked why i got so many stuff, and i just said i didn't know. I kept on rambling they were from secret admirers!HAHAHA. All gave that -.- or their jaw already dropped -.- Haha. Funny man. Then had friendly with CJC. Yeah won. Blahblah. Currently watching hotshot.I'm like, lag man. No, i'm just bored. Your friend right here has just realised that she had left her poor jersey in the school's toilet. GREAT. One word to describe today; SHUANG Hah, at first all of us were damn jing zhang sia. Before leaving, we had reading period. I sat with dionne. It was okay initially, but i started telling her how scared i was. She TRIED to not be affected, but zzzzzz. After taking 5mins to calm myself down by uttering total rubbish without getting caught, she got affected! Haha. In the end, we felt worse. Left school damn early. Reached cck at 11.10? Yeah, when our match was like 3.45. Talk about cutting cost, by hiring one bus for c and b girls. Haha. In the end, we wasted 4hrs plus doing nothing. Played match with shuqun. We won. 2-0. Wah. Nevermind, someone has to lose. But i know my friend won't let this setback hold her back man :D Come on. It was one tiring match i tell you! Wah, like both sides just wouldn't die de. Zzzzz. And my service good right! HAHA. I've decided to use that from now on. More reliable. Effective on teams like theirs. But today mysetting damn extreme like shit. Either too near net or too far away from net. Sian dao~ Wah piang. And that part where i threw away one point unnecessarily. Stupid mistake. Hah. Too impatient le bah. If there's one thing i've gained from this, i would definitely say it's the composure. Man, it was a damn tight game. To lose one's focus at any juncture might have cost us the whoe match. But a good thing, there wasn't a third set. Heng. Haiyo, i'll just KO now. Drained out. Went HuaYi Sec for match, instead of cck sports hall. Don't know the reson for the sudden change, don't care anyway. Cos wherever we go, it's still slippery for me -.- Hah. Speaking of slippery, just now so xia suay(?) Haha. Stupid sia, i go hook up a ball rolling down the net. I managed to hook high la, BUT i slipped and my feet or hand went over the other side -.- So *&^%$#@! Wasted shit. Won, 25-8, 25-7 ? Walao, could have been better. But nevermind la. Tomorrow playing against shuqun, my ayam friend's school. Going to be nothing like the previous matches. Hmm, play our best okay, team? Training just now was tiring man. Played ball with jan, and made her train my diving and stuff. Fun eh :D Sweating like shit, but fun. Then trained formation. Junhao played quick ball. Hah, let's see tmr :D Tired man. Going to KO. Tired man. By the way, adeline and alfred gave me an engraved metal bracelet? Yeah, very nice sia, got my name there :D Thanks guys! Hmmmmm. There's match tmr, and another one the next day, and another the day after. Oh gosh, thinking of it can make drain all my energy out alr! Physically tiring is one thing, worrying about lessons is another. Oh man, i cannot lose out. The few lessons that i'm sitting for tmr, are like those few insignificant ones. Except for add. maths of cos. Yawn~ Oh yeah, by the way, i created a vid (volleyball) like last weekend, and it's under "videos here". Click on it if you want, and comment alright? And oh yeah, only available when you use internet explorer. Tried firefox, it just doesn't work -.- Haiyo. I'm currently thinking of the contents of my literature ppt slides. Can't think of any crap-shit. Eh eh, why's everybody so sad............. Hah, somehow i got over it already. The whole valentine's day thing, hmmm. Not the time for me yet. Wah, my leg so itchy! argh. Zzzz. Oh shit, my add maths book! Damn. Hello------------------ Hmm. Publishing a new movie, compilation of bgirls photos and stuff :D It's a very big file man. I should go get the dvd blank disc. Any bgirls interested for a copy, text me. Got a little off-track yesterday. Spent 2hrplus on the vid, cos i couldn't stomach the maths marathon! Hahah, but i got back at it after awhile. I'm just rambling here for a bit. Come on, 20% left--------------------- So slow! Okay, later I think i'm going mad. Happy Birthday Hazirah! Finally 16! Welcome to the club :D Wooooooo. I'm on a maths-marathon! haha. I think it's damn fun man. I woke up at 8 and started doing maths past years paper from sec2 final year. I don't believe i can't do anything! Hahah, crazy shit. But that's how i am. I hate the feeling of not knowing things. It makes me feel so insecure -.- Anyway, even though my birthday was last tuesday, i still hae people wishing me la. Thanks uh guys! This year's celebration is the best ever! Hmm, and i think i didn't quite post on the celebration, did i? Okay, bascially, I had NO IDEA (absolutely none) that the whoe team (almost) was going down to give me a surprise la -.- Like wth! Haha. Usually i would get rough ideas, but this time, NONE. Okay, so i was supposed to meet guihua at cck control a 1.45pm. She had asked to accompany her to get leggings or something. Then, we would go wdlands together. But last minute, i decided to go bugis junction in te morning- my sis' workplace. So i texted her, and she sounded rather annoyed. But yeah, whatever. Haha! Then in the bus, i texted dionne, asking if she was going to wdlands too later. She said she couldn't cos her jie don't allow, AND cy only asked me go cos she couldn't -.- So was kind of disappointed, thinking that there really wasn't anything in for me. At 12plus, i took 960 from Bugis straight to woodlands. Approx. an hour journey. Reached at 1.09pm. Texted cy to tell her i reached. Then there's this two teenagers asking me the direction of republic poly. I told them i wasn't very sure, but they asked for the rough direction. So i pointed it out. WHen they were walking away, I started thing IF i had given the wrong info. So i went in causeway point to the other entrance/exit- the taxi stand, to roughly recall. I felt real bad! Hahah. Then farah called, asking me where i was, and i told her i was outside, near goldheart. Hey, she said OKAY and hung up. (I think she thought i was at control stn) A few mins later, cy called, asking me desperately where i was. Halfway, my phone died. HAHA. Righttttttttt. Then i walked around, wondered that if only i was lucky enough, i'd see someone i know. Suddenly, lingying appeared! I was like, " Eh, why you here? Can help me call farah....?" -Their conversation- And she claimed she was meeting quennie upstairs, then go edmund(?)'s house to bai nian. I believed her, then walked to control stn. Saw cy and farah there. Need to wait for guihua. I was like, "Eh go in walk walk first uh. Later tell her to find us inside." Cy didn't want to. And farah said gh was coming alr. She looked kind of pissed cos i was getting impatient. I got pissed too -.- In the end, we went in. My face black alr! hahaha. -fast forward- Guihua came. With hazirah. Yay. Then they said they wanted to treat me to good food :D They brought me to Seoul Garden. Wahhhhhhhhh. When we walked in, i was wondering why they didn't have to pay -.- Then i saw woonsin, xinni, amanda, jiayu, yuanteng, charis and LINGYING -.- LIAR! Hahaha! AT first i still damn blur man. I thought, "Wah, so coincidental! Everybody come here to eat here to eat huh?" -.- Diao~ Then they sang birthday song! For me, and hazirah too! Cut cake and started eating. Wah, their acting skills were superb! Makeme feel so bad for getting pekchek! And zhiyee was right. I didn't show much reaction. Haha, you know why?? Cos i was still stunned -.- When i went to bed that night, i tried to piece everything together. Didn't want 03.02.2009 to end :( I appreciate what you guys did for me. I'm touched.. Thanks g!uys. You guys are the best! I love BP b'girls 2008-09! Oooh back. First match of westzone today! Played with Bukit View. First set: 25- 3 Second set: 25- 9 Haha, second set the whole team changed. Left farah inside. We sat on bench talking rubbish -.- Hmmm. Then went back, i had to run 5 rounds cos i served OUT. -.- That's how we lost those 3points to them. Ly served into net at 11 - 1. First point lost cos don't know what farah doing! Hahah. Then i served till 23-2. OUT ball. Zzzzzzz. So the point stayed till 25- 3. End of first set. Jurong and Unity were playing when we reached. Okay la. 2-0 Then Nanyang played with Hua Yi; 2 - 1 Wah that nanyang number one can really thunder. The last time i saw her she still okay-okay only. Hah. Didn't expect it to be 2-1. Expected 2-0. Okay, shut up fara. Went back to train a bit. Okay la, not really trained. I helped to teach people service. (WHAT IRONY -.-) Hahah. Then played for a few min. Damn fun man. Okay. Next match on wed. Hmm, monday no junhao, so we train cgirls. They playing with shuqun on wed. Semis le. So fast. School today was alright, except for the first 30min of first lesson. Stupid sia. Had chem test today! I think it was quite easy. After school had higher malay letter-writing. It was alright too. Finished it within 35min :D Good right? Haha. Then went to school library. Crapped with alfred. And off to match. So yeah, that's it. Hmm. How i wish life could be as simple as that... Zzzzz. I don't know what shit i'm saying -.- ARGHHHHH. Match tmr. Okay, good luck. Life will be fine so long as i can hold on. Talked to xinni till 8.45? Just now after training. From the 'burden' that i felt i was, to 'osama' and law enforcer-.- Hahah! I won't say much about our conversation, but yeah, there were a lot of misunderstanding between us. Yeah, a great clash of personalities. I kept deluding myself, thinking that all would be fine. I gave myself too many leeways. 3feb09 Will update later. Going to get ready for sch :D Happy Birthday to me! Hahaha~ Okay, woke up very early today. And i just realised that there's no school today. Or rather, no lessons since the school will always be there -.- Hahah, lame. Okay, went blog-hopping early at this hour. Read a blog. Won't say whose. The contents.. Hmmm. Passion eh? Come to think of it, my passion's disappearing too. For nearly four years it burnt in me, and now, i can sense that it's leaving, together with my secondary school life. I guess, that's how it should end, started in BP and ended in BP. I'm really grateful to have been given the chance to experience the love, passion and desire for this sport here in BP. I think my teammates of my batch feels the same way too aye.. But when we leave... No regrets yeah? Hah, we'll fight, because this is the moment we've been fighting for all along. The days under the scorching sun, the days of endurance, the days filled with bitterness, the days after sleepless nights, and definitely, the countless defeats that we'll never forget. We'll go all out. This is what we had waited for. A test of perseverance, bonding, and mental strength. If we were to just let it all slip away, i don't know what else i should do to handle the sadness and disappointment later on. It's time, to finally do something for yourself (to those who never dared to), finally it's time to think of others (if you had always put yourself first), and this is the moment, embrace yourselves. Okay. Back from school. Omg. ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE TODAY, very GUAILAN day -.- And it was VERY TIRING for me. Not that i'm complaining ^^ I appreciate the thought. But you know how many times i said "thankyou" today or not?! HAHA, say thankyou still nvm, but saying that to the same people over and over again was tiring! Hahaha. And guihua, thanks thanks thanks! Don't wish me via sms alr la! Haha, i get it, i get it~ For the presents, thanks alot uh people! I like them all, thank you ^^ Initially, i wanted to list down the people who had wished me today, but it seems that i've lost count -.- and there were some whom i don't even know the name? Oh my, almost the whole sch man. And Janelle was like saying it non-stop! Hahah, thanks uh DIONNE. At midnight tonight, confirm my inbox kene flooded. HAHAH, cos confirm THE SAME people text me again! Hahah, okay la. On this day, i'll be thankful, and NOT GET IRRITATED! HAHA, to ly and dionne, I WILL NOT GET ANNOYED :D Okay, thanks again. Though you guys are out to get me annoyed, i appreciate the thought. Really enjoyed my birthday EVE this year ^^ Thanks alot guys! I love BP~ Woohoooooo~ Zzzzz. Eileen called me. Tell me about training. So yeah, she said until very nice, training 1, 3, 4, 5. Then i realised that there's no school on tue anyway -.- Haha. Cheat my feelings! Hmm, sec1 training tmr~ Compulsory. Zzz. DL-ing songs.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ELDORA KOK! 16 alr arh! Haha Good morning, Singapore! Okay, -.- Haha, it's another day of cos. Hmmm. School tmr. School holiday on TUE. Hehe :D Chinyee texted me just now. She's so random la! Suddenly jio me go sekhor with her on tue. Challenge me! So of cos i accepted it la. Cannot be chicken you know ^^ Still ask me prepare to lose! Eh eh, i won't lose okay. Haha. By the way, last fri, after training, went home with ly and gh. THEY SUPER GL man -.- I talk then they ask me keep quiet, say i very irritating! Not okay (: Then amanda called gh. Then they die die also rather talk on the phone, don't want to care about me -.- And gh seriously very, errrrr~ Shou bu liao! Cannot tahan man! Hahah, she kept seducing me, OMG. Damn er can! HAHA. Go home with these too hor... i'd rather go home myself :D Haha, no la just kidding~ 2 more days? But the feeling's not the same anymore. Hai. |
This is nice. (got it from a volleyballer's blog)