I took approx. 2hrs for chapter18 :)
Guess i'm the only crazy ass who wakes up as early as 2.30am to do work :)

Haha.

Anyway, you know, i've been thinking again, lately.
The world just isn't fair for everyone. i mean, it's going well for me, not that great, but yeah. I'm contented. It's just isn't the case for some people, you know. One simple mistake leads to another. Soon, they would deem their whole life as a big maistake by itself. It's a little heart-wrenching to see acquaintances, not even close friends, keep wanting to end their life. Hah, well, yeah it's a dumb idea. But if you look at the bigger picture, it all started with one mistake.

And for the rest of their lives, they have to live with it.
Some find courage and the motivation to move on, but that minority? What really become of them? That is my concern. (suddenly i care too much)

I'm saying this cos i think i can relate to these people. The difference between them and me, is that i am surrounded by a positive 'energy'. They aren't. That's the sad thing. From bad, to worse. But the good becomes better. So, is that fair?

Hai. Having said so much, it still boils down to attitude. If you got a problem, don't expect someone else to solve it for you. AND definitely stop waiting for it to be solved by itself. Please, do yourself a favour by thinking of a solution before it snowballs. Cos when that happens, you'll wish you hadn't been born.