ha. Let me take a few miutes off to type something here...

Haven't been the best few days. Had nightmares of all sorts and lousy feeling lingered. Try as i might, they just won't go away. Thank god i'm feelig much better now. Think the rain must've washed away the bad feelings bah. Hah.

At ease. Really am at ease. For now, there's really nothing bothering me, apart from the thought of prelims, which is just 14days away, mind you. Got to give it 70% of what i've got. Hopefully 100% for Os.

I've thought about what i want in life. And as i remember, my childhood dreams aren't too different from the things i hope to achieve. Yeah, mdm eio said something today, about being the best in everything that you want to do... Now i know why people were so skeptical about my priorities half a year ago. Didn't ever thought of it the way i should have, but nah, i made a mistake.

I guess, making amends is what people would do. As for me, i don't wish to stop at that. I want to make a change. For once, in my life.