I can't help it. I just can't.
It's Wednesday night and there's still school tmr. Plus the night study that i've yet prepare for. Tonight's really negative. Negative. Negative. Negative.

It's frustrating.
It's tiring to be constantly thinking positive when you know things aren't how you want them to be.
And you say i'm happy.

Now, spewing vulgarities doesn't help even the least bit. The heart is beating hard, and it won't stop tonight.