Hai. Sad life.

You know, i went to watch the girls' training yesterday. But it was totally dampening. Cos the feeling's really gone. Gone for good, i suppose. I was literally standing there, watching them train like i was some spectator, whom no one recognised. The worst part just got to be the moment when i saw the setters making the same mistakes as i did, but not being able to openly guide them. Or even comment for that matter. Struggling with inner self. You know, like, you see someone attempting to commit suicide but you don't dare say a word, that kinda thing?

Aiya. Don't know la.

I think i need to make more friends. Be more sociable or something. Cos i'm feeling that feeling again. Hai.

Stay up with me tonight..........