Hmm.
I realized that this is the only place where i can ramble about my day and stuff.
Get things off my chest. Ha, the word "friends" seems to have no meaning to me at this point, you know.

Well, i've come to admit that i have a fear. A fear that had developed when i least expected it to. A fear that I thought didn't even exist, at least in yours truly. Fuck it, i wish to overcome, but.. It's like internal conflict at the point of time.

To be honest, my hands kept trembling yesterday, throughout the course of examination. It's even shaking now, as i type all this. Why? Why, is it trembling? It's nothing like i've been through before, and i'm really afraid that it'll consume me. No, i must overcome this.

Hai, such a weakling.
I am made to crack under pressure. All along, i thought i was stronger? Hmm. It was the English Paper yesterday by the way. Let's just keep our fingers crossed, and hope for the best. I was calmer when sitting for paper2, and whether fortunate or unfortunately for me, it was easy. Meaning, everyone will have no problem scoring for it. So it'll boil down to paper1, the screwed one! Hah. Freak.

Nevermind nevermind. Let it be a lesson learned.

Am going to do great for Math later on. I really hope so.
But having said all that, i am proud that i did my best to calm myself. So whatever the result, i have no regrets.

Go kick ass, fara!