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Simple-minded people are gemstones. Hmmmm. Agree? You know, sometimes, we'll save a lot of trouble and prevent many misunderstandings when we don't think too much, yes? Hah. Have come to a realisation that it's better not to think so much; just do it! Haaa. Exhausted seh. Woke up an hour ago. Will see how it goes. Going over to aunt's hse in a while. I want to see ryan!! :) Okay, tata for now.
Ms Tay, have a pleasant trip. Must come back safe :) It's late now. Zz. Anyway, got back from class BBQ about two hours ago? Wanted to stay overnight there la, but no one wanted to stay with me so yeahhhh :( Went back with eunice and all. Hai. With so many people looking forward to future outings, i will try my best to help plan more okay! :) I will miss you guys :( And oh, i agree with ms lim and mr lee that this class is indeed a special class. Dont know how to put it. It simply is. Serene feeling?
Whatever it is, thanks many many to those who made time for this outing :) Whether it's the planning stage or attendance-wise, appreciate it alot! :) Okay, i've done my research. Wah, put in a lot of effort for this BBQ man. Better turn out well! Hah. Anyway, to get to Changi Beach Park, take:
Yeah, should be like this. Anyway, i'll be working till 4.30pm. So meet you guys there yeah! :) Don't get lost before i do HOR. Haha. Will be shopping for the BBQ items later at 3pm, Lot1. M2 people can come join us.if you're free! So tired now omg. My sisters damn irritaing, ask me play lullaby song for them. HAHA. Work was tedious, but that grin will never vanish from my face everytime i knock off'- that sense of satisfaction is simply priceless :) My colleagues asked me why i chose to do this job. Haha, i don't know eh. Although it's damn tiring, and some may see the pay as inequivalent to the effort put in, i find joy in doing it eh. Don't know how to explain also. The friends i make, i dare say, are few of the wonderful people i've met thus far. If i were to write a report on my work experience, i'll definitely dedicate a big chunk of it on these wonderful people. Never fails to make my day, no matter how ridiculous or tiring the work may be. Tell me, what better way to spend your holidays? :) i'm so tired now. but still, i want to wish this wonderful person a happy birthday! :) Happy birthday trinana- jie! :D Ookay, time to KO. I just love today omg. Just ended my short chat with trinana-jiejie :) HAHA. Omg, i miss her so muchhh :( And as always, she never fails to make my day la. I love her to bits man. Hahahaha. Believe it or not, i just came back about an hour or so. Worked full time today. Damn hiong or what siol. Haha! But so fun uh today, cos we jammed the whole kitchen -.- Haha, full house uh. Siao eh, orders after orders. Haha, and and and! Kat, nash and yati bullied me today!!! I didnt know where the ice cream was mah. Didnt know i was looking inside the chiller, instead of the freezer(that doesn't really look like one to me) HAHA. Then, kat kept teasing me lor. Zzz. Haah, but very funny la. "Strawberry ice cream where uh??" <----- =.= HAHA. I managed to make new friends uh. Great! Yay! Trinana-jie going to treat me to lunch. After her japan trip :) Can't wait to see her! Anyway, to my ayam friend, HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D ha. Morning people :) Woke up an hour ago, but i'm feeling tired as ever. Slept pretty late last night, chatting with kenny (speak of the devil, he's nudging me), rx and kenneth. Junjie too. Suddenly, everyone started nudging me. Then ms tay went online for awhile, so left them to chat with her. Hehe. She's going off to japan soon eh....... :( I miss her like !*&(^&*() !!! :( :( :( Alamak it's 11 already. So fast! Okay la, got to go get ready for work. Yeah, i'm actually working EVERY single DAY of the week. 7/7 days-no break. Cool eh? :) -.- tata~ Ha. Good morning :) Today's the 24th. Nov 2009 - BP's Prom Night @ Raffles Town Club But i'm not going. The reason's pretty lame really; Don't feel like. hah. I think i'm anti-social. Heh. Anyway, it's okay cos i'll be working through the night. My schedule has been extended, since today is Kat's day off. Wah, it seems like she, alone, can do the work of many trainees like me. Pro-ness. SO when she's not working, many people have to take over. Cool or what? Indispensible. Managed to wake up early today, with the help of phone alarm. But felt like i didn't sleep cos i woke up feeling so awake? Tsk. Better don't die today. Think i won't be doing closing today. YES, can siam faster. SO today, i'll be able to clear my OJE hours, and earn proper pay. Like finally! Hah. So energize now. Okay, work starts at noon today. Gonna reach early :) Tata~ Labels: A Life With Purpose Good morning :) Didn't manage to get good sleep last night. Was falling ill as i started sneezing non-stop. The temperature's getting real low these days. Flunctuating. Bad for health. But, thankfully, woke up this morning feeling much better. It's monday. I hope i'll remember that it's monday today. (since everyday doesn't feel like it's day) -.- Okay, confusing. Bahh, whatever. Working later, and i'm going to work my ass off. But will only be working for three hours- no kick. Haha! (Wait till i'm working full day on thur. See how i die again) Zzzzzz. I wanted to cycle in the morning but i woke up at 9. Like wth, so late! Oh no. I think i'm turning nocturnal- so active at night. *eye brows raised* Eh, don't anyhow think uh! Hahaha. They're having the prom tmr. Happy prom-ing. Will be working then. Eh no, will just end work. So otw back, i'll pass the RTC and see pretty/handsome bpians trying to balance on heels/act smart. Better don't let me catch you taking the bus! HAHAHA. Okay. Got to get ready for work now. Ps. I'm still waiting to be called for bio tutoring? Look at my title. Ha. Guess what? A few days back, my younger sis didn't come home the whole night. And i just came back from a tiring day of work, around midnight? Yeah, saw my mum so worried in the living room. Scared the shit out of me. Was damn frustrated with my sis uh. So irresponsible. Ha. Turned out, she spent the night fishing with her boy, tonning. Like wtf man. She should've called home at least. Hah. But, the main point is, she's only thirteen and she's darn bold. I'm not saying anything, but, i'm kinda sick of being the goody-goody arse wherever i go. Like, i've been so deprived of life, you know. And i'm 16. Already 16, going on 17. No balls, no guts. Hah. To put things nicely, i stand by my principles. To put it bluntly, i'm actually a coward. YOU KNOW SELENGE?? Hah. Is this internal conflict or what?? Hmmmmmm. Now, i'm fed up of being in an overly-protected environment. I need to get a life. A real one. And it's Friday night again. Ha. Just came back from orchard with Al 2hours ago. Damn shagged now okay! Ha. Basically i have no idea why i went into wisma instead of ion -.- Must be lingying's fault! Was waiting for alfred to come, and i decided to go to the ladies. On the way back to the control station, i saw three familiar faces. Yes, lingying is oe of them. She was with her husband (quennie) and daughter (amanda). What a happy family! Haha. No wonder my right eyelid/brow kept twitching the whole day today! Zzzzzz. HAHAHA. Omg, guailan. LEARN FROM THE GL MASTER- youknowwho :) Yeah, after many calls made, met al at topman. There were other bpians there too. Confirm plus chop lots of guys gonna wear the same thing for prom. CONFIRM. Zzz. And that, i won't know, since i'm not going :D Heh heh. Decided to walk out on our own, around town. Walked and chatted about many things, some of which were rather interesting- the handwriting stuff that al shared. Cool stuff! :) Waited for 190 for ages and every single one that came were packed ttm! SO, decided to take 700 instead. Chatted a bit more. Homed soon after.
What a way to spend the friday night! :)
Hahaha. I'm so tired. But i'm missing a few people right now :( Ha. First day at work was totally awesome! not. And, like other workplaces, there'd be an evil dowager =.= I've identified it already! Walao, she's damn unreasonable sia! Can't she like understand that i'm new and help me along too?? Wtf. Got so pissed off when i got scolded for nothing, and wronged for her mistakes -.- BUT THANK GOODNESS, those guys shared tips with me on how to handle her :) Damn thankful for them eh! Haha. But it's okay la. Every job has its own inadequacies :) Let's just hope the other person who's coming in isn't as bad as her, man. If not huh, ....... Hah. Working later at 6pm. Tata. Aww man. You left me in a difficult situation, dammit. Ha. BORED. BORED. BORED. Second day at home. No date, and i slept through the day, again. Freak. Kept eating rubbish, and i know i should stop, but when you have all the time in the world with nothing to do, you just can't control yourself. Loser. HA. Can't wait for work tmr. Full day eh. I think i will die. Haha! But, i want challenge :) Okay, so i'm free on thur, day only, since i'll be working at night. And friday dammit. I should plan something, if not it'll end up wasted like today. Gahh.
Hmm. Getting my ear pierced, the same place as i did a year ago. Why? Cos i fucking left the helix hole close. I don't know why, don't ask. Damn it. I want to go out. Hmmmm. As the title suggests, something's amiss. Woke up early in the morning to meet sha, at pioneer station and she's late. First time or what man, this ayam, came late! Ha. Yeah, walked over to jurongwest sportshall to watch the second round of U16. Shasha made me and merabel climb up so high, and throughout the whole time, i was trying to figure out how to get down -.- Yeah, damn funny uh the two. We stared at this girl, NASno.15. She's got a scary, intense look okay. Which was fucking funny. I left at 11plus, after the ngeeann match. While walking back to the station, i saw cassandra :D Yeah, trained to bt gombak to get a trim, before heading to town. Jess texted me and i thought i'd never make it there in time la! Took years for me to train down. So yeah, met up with huiling, siying, ade, jess, jo, sieyuan and nisa. AND eunice (omg, i totally forgot her) HA! @ Daniel Yam. Siying bought her dress there. The humans kept touching my hair, and i had to snap back at them everytime they do! And i'd go, "DON'T TOUCH my hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!" Haha! Siao eh. We walked there for ages, before settling down for lunch. And there was this auntie selling drinks. AND YEAH EVERYONE, MY DRINK COST ME $3. HAPPY>>??! Hahaha! So screwed -.- We went to far east. Shop shop. FEET DAMN TIRED LIKE CRAP ALREADY. And i still don't understand how ade and jo never seemed to get tired after all that walking! Weird people. HA. Sha texted me, and i sensed something was wrong. True enough... We ended the trip at OG, or was it at Orchard Central?? Haha! I can't remember. But it know we were like damn swaku in the lift at OC. OMG, damn scary la! And the rooftop. Cool. BUT, NO SCENERY TO SEE. ALL YOU CAN EVER SEE IN S'PORE ARE BUILDINGS AND CRANES. And more buildings. Sheesh. Headed home. Took 190, but we ended up walking up to the wrong bus stop. But the cool thing was, we were right on time to see cool-limo-and-shiny-expensive-cars with 'expensive'-people-in-them past by with the escort of traffic policemen and all. How cool is that! -,- Yeah, found the right bus stop in the end and bused home, STANDING ALL THE WAY. MY FEET WERE CRYING AND I WAS FUCKING TIRED. And i was whining in silence -.- Nonetheless, had a fun shopping trip with the girls yesterday! I'm not sure what happened, but i saw it coming... If i had known, i should've stayed there longer with you. The least i could do was salvage the already-torn ties. Didn't think things would come to this. And i'm already so tired/bored/ran out of enthusiasm. It's only what? The first official day of holidays> Yet, i'm kinda dreading it. Hmmmmmm. Yesyes, i believe being in school's so much better, since we don't have to rack our brains to think of where to go or what to do next. Yeah, i'm not used to having so much freedom thrown in my face. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. I HATE THIS. I want to have chalet/days out/nights out/party/do stupid things/and many many more! But all these need to be planned. And i hate the planning part, cos it's like sai kang. SAI la. Walao. Can someone please help me run the show? I just want to go out!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrr. Damn it la. Hmm. Anyway, i think the girls are going out to shop for prom stuff tmr. May be tagging along la, since i have nothing better to do anyway. Or will 'elope' away with jess halfway through. And monday probably going to shop for al's? Hmmmmmmmm. Going to be called for work soon. M2, organise something lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Hey Al, thanks for the tag with the url. Finally found your blog. Haha. Anyway, i think the note posted by him recently is really meaningful, cos it totally summarize the concept of living these days. Try reading it, i'm sure you'll agree with it too! Hmmmmmmm. Guess what?? The Os is finally... OVER. Yes, like finally man. Had breakfast with ms aza and jess after the last paper in the morning, before going over to jess' to slack for awhile. >>>>>>Fast-forward. I'm ready for responsibility! Come, bring it on. Yup, gonna be real busy the few months. Catch me if you can. Heh. Freaking weird feeling right now. Ambivalent? Yes. Gosh, i really don't know what to do with my life! ALFRED :) Goodness! I don't like change :( Cos it's so hard to get where i am right now. (YES,FINALLY MY PHONE VIBRATES AGAIN!) Gahhh. Am so in need of a decent job. When 9am comes, you'll witness the release of a thousand doves! Haaaaaaaaaaaa. You know, it feels SO DAMN GOOD to be free from all the studying! Okay, although the Os have yet to end for me, i am so waiting in anticipation la! The feeling is just awesome, believe me! Especially after putting in so much hardwork this year. Like, wah, finally, it paying off! :D This week's been a fun, fun, fun week for me la. Been hanging out at hougang sportshall (-.-), for two days out of the three weekdays. With shasha la. That ayam! Hahaha. Wasn't suppose to go yesterday you know, but i sacrificed my wednesday for her 'happiness' leh! So NOBLE HOR. HAHA. But it was fun la, going crazy. No, it was more of, she went crazy and i laughed along. We were like some retarded asshole sitting there. OMG. Swear i'm never going there again! (NOT) HAHA. Super xia suey man. OMG. ESPECIALLY AFTER WHAT I DID BEFORE WE LEFT. OMGOMGOMG. It was my first time okay! If it's not for her puppy sad eyes, i wouldn't have done it! Hahahaha. Really don't know what to say, except for 'OMG'. Sheeeesh.
Hahaha. At around 2.15, we left. That's when i did it -.- Okay, forget that. Yeah, she was super........... Don't know what to say. She was trembling la! Omg, this friend huhhh. *shake head* Woonsin didn't feel like going home. And hazirah wanted to bus all the way to clementi. So i asked sha along, since she owed me a favour!!!!!!! Hahaaaa! So yeah, we took 165 back, but she left halfway la, that chicken backside. Ahhhhhhh, woonsin was damn random -.-
Left after eating, and off we went. Hazirah had tuition, so she left early. Woonin and I went walking at Lot1. SHE IS SUPER..........OMG. To think i thought the 'game' was kiddy palace was kinda cute eh :) Haha. Went home not long after.
Ooooh. I have a paper in the afternoon. All the way! You know, it feels like, the things that I'd die for in the past seems nothing to me right now! Like, ahem ahem ahem and ahem ahem ahem. Like, i really don't care if i get it now even you know. (Okay, totally sound like a sore loser!) But hey, i believe things happen for a reason and i won't let the thought of losing jeopardise it all okay! So what, if i'm not where i should be? At least i'm here, happy. Yes, happy. Even without it, i am. Hah, i realised that i've never been straightforward when blogging. Well, i just don't want to. Tsk. Now i really sound like a problematic ass. HAHA. Who cares? Right. Anyway, it's one week before Olevels END. Yes, emphasis on the word "END". Gonna give my best shot, and hopefully, it works. Have also given some thought to my future path, where i'll go after this and stuff. Well, i haven't decide yet! Did have some plans a few months back though, but nah..... Will try to find a better route. IB seems rather attractive. I think i'm cut-out for business, HEH. Shrewd as the Venetians. HAH. Don't think i'll pursue the same CCA in jc (hopefully i end up there). May take up some other activity. Some individual sport, maybe. Or aesthetics? HAHA. Freak my friends out! Hmm. Got to sprint a little faster now, if i want to enjoy this two months feeling at ease :) Go Go Go~! WALAO EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!?!?!>!!?! I LIKE MAE LEHHHHHHHHHH. Okay, i've got to admit, today's the only night that i didn't vote for mae, cos i decided to save that $0.60.......... Fish la. Gahhhhhh. Shouldn't have voted for slyvia, since she"ll get the judges' save anyway........... EEEEEEEEEEEEYER. So pissed. WHY IS SHE OUT. Wah, angry already. It's November already. Hai.. Time passes so fast yeah? Kinda feeling a little heavy-hearted about it la. EVEN THOUGH these fours years haven't exactly been the best of my 16years.. Hmm, they are happy memories here. In BP especially. Volleyball family, 201, M2.. Hah. Haiyo, why suddenly so sentimental sia. Ha. Maybe, i don't really wish that i had gone to another school. Maybe, i really like it here. Hmm. Whatever it is, i found wonderful people here- some good friends, and a lot more acquaintances. In this sch, or through volleyball, all the interesting characters. Some, i have grown to hate even more. Hah. Freak. Better don't let me see all the idiots again. Chances are, i'm headed for poly, on account of my terrible combined humanities'. And possibilitly of me screwing up English. You know, i believe, i have given up any wishful thought of BP remembering me, ever. Bahh. haha. Should migrate somewhere. Should change my number, email add. and everything else. I will disappear after i'm done here. *Grumble* Gahhhhh. Eeyyerrrrrr. I hate memorising. Oh wellllllll. |
