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Shit. I forgot to do something really important before leaving my workplace today. Damn it. But i did attempt to go back though. Just that razak had left before i could make amends. Damn it. Kat's going to scold me tmr. Aiya. Shit.
ZZZZ. I hate work today because i screwed up. To even think that i blamed others for it was simply a turn-off. I'm so mad with myself that i got pissed with everyone else, when it was my fault. Stupid seh. Really feel bad for pushing dzul away, when he tried to help :( Hai. I just hate work today. Ugh. Work today was boring. Anyway, experienced staff meeting yesterday. Okay, it was midnight when it started so it was on Sunday. Tsk, felt like team talk- bonding session that-kinda-thing. It was a good opportunity for some to throw issues to the table. Okay la, it was similar to team talk. And there i was, sitting down there, so quiet. Mainly issues discussed were that of FOH, so like not applicable to me leh. Tsk. Okay, i think it's kind of obvious that i'm not in a good mood right now. I don't know why, but i'm damn pekchek. Like, freaking pissed. Damn it. Heading to school tmr morning. Hai. I miss my ayam suddenly :( Sexual orientation. Ha. Now, i'm always in a situation where i get questioned about the above-mentioned. Darn, it's damn awkward. For now, i know i'm straight. But there is seriously no telling if that's going to change anytime soon. I mean, at this age, it's really normal to go through such phases, or realise that you're bi. So? So what? It's the 21st century, and things aren't as simple as it used to be. To be honest, i see nothing wrong in girls walking down the mall, holding hands and behaving intimately. People should seriously stop being so conventional. If you're homophobic, just stay away la. There's no need to stare or glare or make nasty comments Hah. And i don't think people should jump to conclusions. Yo. Believe it or not, today's my day off! Haha. Like, finally. Hmmmmm. Still thinking about the release of results day thing. I'm not like, waiting in anticipation. Just don't want it to come round that quick. It's really been as if, the whole holiday went by in a flash. But, having said that, i don't regret spending all the time working. Enjoyed it actually. Well, the slack moments, of course! I think, everything's going to change in a few weeks' time. Hope it won't be too drastic a change though. If what they said is true, then two weeks it shall be to results day. Hope i won't have to resort to working another year. Waaaaaaaaah. I have no idea how i survived today. Everyone turned really zombie-ish by ten. Those working FOH were hungry, while the BOH were dying of thirst. Maybe, i'll say, it was the most hectic working day ever, for me.
Am dead beat. Super beat. Working tmr, full shift, again. Hope i don't die tmr.
Hah.
PS : I received news that the Olevel results will be released on Jan 8/ Wahhhhh, so tired siol. Damn it. Was totally busy to the max, the whole day. Didn't have time for break, and that just got to suck to the core if you're working for like 11hours straight. Sometimes, i don't understand why i'm making myself work so hard. Tsk. I mean, the people at bj are all fun people, but when it comes to handling the crowd's appetite, ... Please, spare me. I am so darn tired. And here i am, trying to remind myself that i'm only 16, so there's no need to work so hard. But, the again, i try to reach for perfection in whatever i do....... Hai. It's never easy :( At least i'm trying, right? Okay, got to sleep already. Working again tmr. Another full day. I really hope i don't pass out. A few more days to Christmas. A few more weeks to results' day... Labels: Tired me :( Haaaa. I hope you feel better, bitch :) Hmmmm. Got back hours ago. Worked only till 6.30pm, so it wasn't that taxing. But quite sleepy now eh. Okay la, probably won't be able to sleep early anyway, since my body clock is totally screwed. CAN'T WAIT FOR PAYDAY/SHOPPING DAY/BITCHING DAY/DAY OFF :) Most likely gonna stop working by mid january. Can relax a little, adjust my body system and stuff. Before starting another school term (at a much preferred choice of school i hope). Hmm, going down to school on of these days, for bio tutoring. Hehe, hope i don't end up teaching the wrong things to the kids. I know it's going to be rush rush rush, and damn hectic, but heck! Who doesn't want to earn extra income?? Plus the sum of money that i'll get by early january, i'll be shopping my ass off la! Totally can't wait. Christmas is coming~ Can't wait! Labels: Waiting in anticipation? Morning people. Okay fine, it's afternoon already. So? Haa. Am so damn tired even after lying in bed for so long. Didn't get fine sleep yesterday night. All because of my right ankle. The pain is back, and it's killing me. Struck me during work yesterday night, but bo bian, have to endure laaaa. Fish only. And i thought my past would never catch up with me. And so, i thought. Damn it.
Ms Tay's in Poland now. Haha, according to her, it's -12 degrees Celcius. Crazy. I'm already freezing where i am now. (i'm in my room with the fan on) ONLY the fan -.- Zzz. Wah kao, i'm damn lagggg sia today. Anyway, working later. Till closing as usual. Good news, i was notified by post two days back about an award. HAHA, good progress award. EASY MONEY OKAY. 200bucks just like that. Tell me, how can i not love myself! HAHA. Narcissist, i know~ But still, you got to love this kind of life man, seriously.
Still waiting for the EAGLES award eh. By right, i should have received the letter. But i got a bad feeling the teacher in-charge didnt send out our names, on purpose. WALAO, i want my $150 siol. EASY MONEY eh.
Fuck those assholes. Okay bye. Ha. Just came back an hour or so. Was damn tired out just now, especially in the afternoon, which shouldn't be the case, by right. But by left, kat went home early cos she was terribly ill. I felt so sad for her, cos she always have to work so hard, to get the kitchen, no, the whole outlet going. Maybe, it wouldn't be so bad if alex was around. And so i was told. Hmmmm. Hope she gets well soon :( Really missing her laughter man! Anyway, cheryl came to work today. WOW, SHE CAME TO WORK. HAHAHA. Can't blame her la, she didn't come up with the schedule. And cheryl, i don't think it's because winnie don't want to see your 'pretty' face heh. HA. And dont give me that look already laaaaa. It's giving me nightmares. Hahaha! I think we really enjoy guailan-ing each other man. Habit already siaaa. Hmmmmmmmm. Tired sia. Oh yeah, Christmas is coming. Work, work, work! It's been totally about work for me this past month. It's kind of fun, actually. Well, that is, if you put aside the burns and scalded arms and stuff. Ha. I GOT A BITCH AT WORK! HAHAHAH. I sound so gay right. Today's my day off :) Probably gonna sleep the day away, aside from revising biology (?) Ha. Let's go dating one day uh, bitch! And, guess what? I miss volleyball already :(
Hmmmmmm. *Yawn* Haven't posted for some time already. I guess i should write something here :) Portugese Chili Crab is superbbbbbbbbbbbbb!! Okay random. Ha. I have lots of bruises and scars on my forearms. They're seriously damn ugly, and discouraging dammit. Hah, but, i must press onnnnnnnnnnnn! Not gonna stop till i make my first K! Gonna sleep awhile before work! Byeeeeeee. Hmmmmmmm. But we know we won't go back to train anytime soon. Like dionne said, since we're caught up in this mess. Zzz. I miss the touch, and the feel..... Sian.
I think i'm losing the enthusiasm already. Life's getting ever so mundane, and i think loneliness will soon catch up with me again :( How i miss school. Like reaaaallllllyyy.
Hai. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. I want to go back to school. But i have seriously no reason to do so. Hmmmmmmmm. Sometimes, ignorance is bliss. Day off today. Spent the day sleeeping like nobody's business. Went out at 3plus to meet up with jessica for a drink. Mingliang too. Hahah. We roamed aimlessly like seriously. Walked from bukit batok all the way to IMM. Crazy. Damn tired now. But i'm doing my part as a friend. |
