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Hmmmmm. Finally got the time and energy to blog. Well, basically, the hectic JC life is slowly kicking in, with full timetable taking effect from this Monday onwards, and it definitely seems to be hell soon. And yes, i joined the badminton team, and that's pure suicide on the account that i have absolutely no prior experience and my fitness is so shitty now. Every physical training seems tormenting. Oh did i mention that school ends at 4.10 almost everyday? Late? NO THAT'S EARLY, considering that badmintoon takes up 3 out of the five weeekdays, from 5-7.30pm on Mon & Fri, and 2.30-5 on wed. So getting to go home at 5, is going to be the happiestthing that happens to me every week. And that's pathetic.
I'm definitely getting lazier. I go to the library everrytime i get the time to, to sleep. And that's like the best thing that i can reward myself with.
Hai. Damn the fact that i'm not trying my hardest to get along with my new classmates.
I'm still trying to adjust. Please don't blame me for appearing like some cold-ass anti-social. In any case, i'm not having it easy.
For now, words can't describe how i look forward to working each day, after having a tough time trying to gt along with strangers. You know, sometimes, i wonder if i'm autistic. Hmmmmmm. Haven't had the time to touch the laptop for quite some time. Yesterday was a terrible day at work for me. Yes, i realised that i'm not mentally-strong enough as i thought i was. I don't know why i cried, but it wasn't because of the burn. Definitely wasn't. Kind of worried that i'll end up with no cca at jc, since i rejected the offer of joining the volleyball team. And i don't think i'll regret making that decision anytime soon.
So many things going on. I need a break, like seriously. It's no wonder i broke down yesterday night. I think i'm emotionally-unstable.
Hmm, got to go off to work. My friends told me to quit. I'm hesitating, but the strange thing is, i can't figure out what's holding me back. |
