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It's 3am! And i just woke up :) *stretches* i'm feeling rather at ease right now; i just love the way the wee hours make me feel. hmmmmmmm. well, got to honest, i haven't been coping too well with the workload, albeit the slack cca that i decided to join eventually... But at least, i'm contented. My classmates turned out to be fine people. A few with loose wiring here and there, but still, fine people. Managed to identify those whom i can talk to, and well, a couple of not-so-real people too. oh well, at least there's a balance. Was working the other night, saturday night if i wasn't mistaken. Rushed to work right after fun-o-rama, and got myself involved in the never-ending buzz. Yes, i was tired, but i felt at home. perhaps, i'v always longed for this feeling, the warmth of hugging the ones you care about. Okay, anyway, decided to stay out with nam after work. well, chat chat. I MISS HER SO MUCH! no kidding! That girl's been so busy with everything, that i hardly see her anymore. (cheryl, i miss you too!) i'm blessed with so many of these wonderful people around me. and for that, i find strength to carry on. My love is somewhere out there. Yo. I feel like making wishes now. Firstly, i wish for all those i care for to be happy, and by that, i hope they'll be free of trouble, so that they can spare some time for me. secondly, i hope for strength to overcome these two years. lastly, i hope i don't lose any friends anytime soon. don't make me miss them... okay, i'm done wishing. now, i got to sleep. goodnight people! Yucks man, i totally hate reading my emo posts. Hmmm, let's put all that 'emo-ing' aside, cos i had a great day today! Totally neglected the coupons that i was supposed to sell. HA. But, thanks to my 'connections' in that school, i sold 10 within 30mins, some were even sold unintentionally. How great is that???!
Yay, finally got to chat with ms tay again before i left :) I swear i'm feeling so much better after seeing her man.
Anyway, went out with kat and nash just now. Had late dinner at the hawker near cineleisure. Now still full like crap. Oh yeah, did i mention that we went to seoul garden yesterday night?? Super awesome.
Shit. I'm getting fatter. Walking down to school from BV mrt this morning, i was slapped with the cole, hard truth of things.
And when i finally realised that i was indeed feeling out of place, my heart sank. I miss jessica, ms tay, ms aza, and everyone else who'd put up with my senseless rambling/ranting, when i felt down :(
I don't know how i'm going to survive my years here in college, and i don't intend to count down to A levels, but the thought of putting up with this troubles me.
Oh, and by the way, i'm a loner now. How sad. |
