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Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. After months of MIA, i've finally decided to write... Well, today marked the start of the season for 2011. Not that good a start, since we failed to defeat our opponent, even though we did well for warm-ups and stuff. A little disappointed - that i can't deny. Oh well. Maybe today's match serves as a lesson for all, particularly me. I need to do more, i have to do more for my team. Can't hide behind people's shadows forever. I have to start depending on myself, even if it risks letting my weaknesses be exposed. That's how we learn, no? Sigh... Still thinking about the match no doubt. But i shouldn't think already. We just have to take down the other two schools in our group. We need to get into top 8. I need to buy time... Time to fight with people of same objectives.... I like this team... i really enjoy fighting alongside with them. It's like, if it seems like there's nothing left to fight for, we fight for ourselves. And i ask this question; Why did I not go to PJC last year? Things could've turned out different......... I like to think that i'm here for a purpose. It keeps me going... Anyway, after match we watched our two other opponents play, before heading back to school Had team lunch and we totally wrecked the food ban diet~ hahaha. Been suppressing my cravings for spicy stuff the whole week you know! Then, rested awhile till 1pm, when i headed for class, chemistry. Okay, got back my graded assignment. Abit cui leh, just passed. And the worst thing is, everything was careless mistakes. Teacher expected better from me. I expected better of myself. Hah. oh well. Met up with the 3As (andrea, audrey and ahmala) and headed down to bukit merah for training. Okay, damn slack, abit sian already. Played awhile, had match also..... till 6.30pm? then took coach's car to mrt............... he's quite unfriendly leh. NOT that i am any friendlier, but, he's damn confusing. It's like, he wants to open up yet tries to keep a distance at the same time. And that makes me uncomfortable, seriously. Hmmmm, should i text andrea now? zi high on facebook again?? hahahaha. waste time only. I should start on my math soon. major, major crisis lor my math right now. Neglected it for so long. Damn suck already.... Okay, next time update again bah.. Until then, i'll be thinking about season, and more season. I really want it that bad. At least a top8.. Lastly, I love andrea, ahmala, audrey, chinyee, esther, gina, wan kee, zu hui, zi feng, wenyi, patricia and the ever-so-blur vanessa!!! PJ ace~!! |
